
Natona had something to prove. What? He wasn't really sure yet. How could he be. He wanted to impress his father, but something told him he hardly knew he was alive. Then again, he did seem quite pleased that both him and his brother were boys. That was a plus, right? He had been through beatings, and lessons to make himself stronger.
He wanted to be just like his father, yet nothing at the same time. He hated, and loved him. Respected, and feared him. There were so many things about that ulaya that just one couldn't help but be impressed by. How he could have anything he wanted, almost. Of course, he hated being hurt. Natona had gotten use to it after a while and now he could manage pain with no issue.
Conflicted with life, that was his problem. He wanted to be someone he knew he wasn't, yet that was exactly what he gave everyone. He was an empty shell that only he, himself knew what was inside. He moved slowly through the grass. The sun was up high, and felt quite good on his dark brown back. Everything was a peaceful day, it seemed. Yet, he longed for something... Anything. His mind was full of thought.