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 Posted: Thu Apr 24, 2014 11:54 pm
Dear Mary,
The last time we spoke we argued saying that whatever we had building up was pointless. I went home heartbroken, you I still have no idea, we stopped talking dead cold just like a smoker. I never forgot how we first met, to be honest it was on here, we chatted then text then said why not meet in person. For me it was love at first site for you I hope the same thing, though what the supernatural did to us was unfair. The chilling phone call I got from your cousin still leaves chills down my spin, "A drunk driver" she didn't need to say anymore. The impact left you in a coma for an hour the blood loss was to great and what took you away, I never got to say I'm sorry or how deep down I grew to love you. Every time I see a duck I think of you, hoping that you came back as your favorite animal, though what gets me the most is seeing your new little sister who looks just like you. Sometimes I can't help but call her duckie just like you, and I know you would have too.
Mary, you were my first love and you didn't just dyed me in your color you molded me into something else. You've made me realize to fight what I want, to not hold back my feelings like I did that day when we fought. You've made me realize I can love someone for being them and showed me I never knew how much I truly did love you in till you were gone forever.
I still have your necklace, I hope you don't mind.
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Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2014 12:33 am
teaffee Dear Mary,
The last time we spoke we argued saying that whatever we had building up was pointless. I went home heartbroken, you I still have no idea, we stopped talking dead cold just like a smoker. I never forgot how we first met, to be honest it was on here, we chatted then text then said why not meet in person. For me it was love at first site for you I hope the same thing, though what the supernatural did to us was unfair. The chilling phone call I got from your cousin still leaves chills down my spin, "A drunk driver" she didn't need to say anymore. The impact left you in a coma for an hour the blood loss was to great and what took you away, I never got to say I'm sorry or how deep down I grew to love you. Every time I see a duck I think of you, hoping that you came back as your favorite animal, though what gets me the most is seeing your new little sister who looks just like you. Sometimes I can't help but call her duckie just like you, and I know you would have too.
Mary, you were my first love and you didn't just dyed me in your color you molded me into something else. You've made me realize to fight what I want, to not hold back my feelings like I did that day when we fought. You've made me realize I can love someone for being them and showed me I never knew how much I truly did love you in till you were gone forever.
I still have your necklace, I hope you don't mind. I could hear true sincerity while I was reading that, I could feel nothing but the ardor of your words for this girl. I am very sorry for your loss, but I do know that this girl is very glad to know that even after her death that she continued to change you into a better person, that you didn't let it eat away completely at you. I wish you good graces and happiness throughout your life, and that you will be able to overcome adversities and retain positivity when faced with them. Thank you for venting your loss to the guild and I, you are a great person.
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Posted: Thu May 01, 2014 10:27 pm
Dear Shanon,
Once upon a time we were best friends, we knew everything about each other. The darkest secrets that our parents didn't even know. We had our fights and always fixed it but now it's all gone. You blame me for it, saying all I do is go to college and talk about my friends there, so I stopped talking about them. Though when I try talking to you, you don't say a thing. I find out through others that you had a recent boyfriend and a break up. I find out that you almost got caught stealing again and missing school to screw someone. I can't help but feel hurt and now you make me wonder if the friendship I thought we had was all fake. I always believed getting friendship necklaces was a curse, and I guess I was right. Everysince then we haven't been the same. Maybe it was the awkward moment we thought we like like each other. Most of all it could be because the hole you dug yourself is to deep for help.
You were my best friend, I will tell my kids stories about you and I hope we can still keep in touch for we might not be close any more but I would still like to know how you are doing. If you are getting married or if you are having a kid, simple things like that even a post on facebook let's me know.
I wish you the best of luck.
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Posted: Thu May 08, 2014 5:07 pm
Dear Taylor,
I don't hate you, I just dislike you. You never asked for my full story of 8th grade year, and ever since then you hate when it's just the two of us. Maybe it's because I said I like like you, but I'll have you know it wasn't true. I was being attacked by peer pressure and you know that. I tried telling you afterwords but you told me to go drown in the town's pool. In all honestly I couldn't believe what you said, later that day you said you had pms and you didn't mean it. If that's true why do you act like I'm a carrying a virus? I've known you since 5th grade and now I don't know you at all. You made me realize that once in a blue moon a best friend can grow to hate you over peer pressure.
I hope you and your boyfriend stay together, that you grow old and become the crazy grandma like you wanted.
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2014 10:31 pm
Dear Mario,
You are the first guy I have ever liked, I can't believe it. I've always thought I would fall for girl after girl always wondering if they like girls too. With you though I have no idea, we just click. You don't mind my blonde moments, or my love for Disney, or the fact that I will smoke a blunt once in a blue moon you haven't judge me once. I like the fact that you'll teach me spanish every other day, and make joke with me 24/7. You make me laugh when I'm in a bad mood and make me frown when I don't hear a word from you for days. Though you always make up for it and that just makes my heart smile. I know I haven't heard your voice yet, and same goes for you but I've heard stories about this kind of stuff and it goes well. I know catfish the tv show has ruined a lot of it but I hope that won't make you over think it. If it does let's just be friends because who else am I going to talk to about pokemon, or anime?
I'll never forget the first words you said, "It's me, Mario."
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Posted: Mon May 12, 2014 10:33 pm
Dear Hailey,
You told me everything about you, how you had a horrible break up, how you were rape, every little thing. Turns out I ended up pushing you away like I said I would, and I feel bad because of it. I liked you in some sort of way, maybe not in a lover way like you did but I did like you. You were sweet, kind, and lovely and I hope one day you find the women of your dreams.
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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2014 6:24 pm
Dear Shanon,
What I did a couple days ago was wrong, I shouldn't have told you that I loved you. Heck I know you already know, and I know for a fact that if I wanted to try something out with you, you would dump your bf in a heartbeat. But I can't do that to you, you want a child, a family, and while I can't provide you a child I could provide a family. Even so I will let you be, I will always be here for you like I best friend will be but I will get out of my bubble of loving you a little more.
At least I hope I do.
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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2014 6:28 pm
Dear Cruz,
You are what I would call a scum. At first I thought we could be friends, though after a while I noticed that we couldn't be. You wanted to choke your beliefs down my throat all because I believe in more then one god. You thought it was odd how I was a virgin and even more odd that I find sex gross. You would make fun of me for that and when I told you how my first kiss was with a girl you flipped out. That's when I had enough, then you pushed it some more. You sent me a video of you jacking off, thinking it would turn me on. No in fact I almost puked, I was beyond turned off. You keep texting me but the hint has been dropped, I don't want anything to do with you. I won't have you choke me with your beliefs or make fun of me for my choices that I have made. Goodbye Cruz.
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