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I didn't talk about Ryan to her at all, though I seriously thought about it when she said that Regan wants a baby brother or sister....she knows about Katelin, and I forgot the pictures, but did tell her about them, and she had tears in her eyes when we talked about Katie, especially when I told her that Katie has her blue eyes.

I almost cried when she said that Regan talks about me some, and tells her that he misses me, and her response to him is that she does, too. I told her that next time she could tell him that I miss & love him, because it's the truth.

She's actually willing to meet again soon, in another neutral place......with Regan this time!! xd


It really hurt to not tell her about Ryan, or my tubal....but it wasn't the time. I've got more recent pics of Regan now, will scan them in later and share with you guys. heart

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I want my baby. I managed to not cry while my mom was there, but after she left I cried a little, and I'm almost crying now, thinking about the visit.

but I'm doing okay...just wanted to let you all know how it went, since you've all been so wonderful in supporting me through this hard time.
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It sounds like things are slowly improving. I am glad you will get to see Regan (I like that name By the way) and that he voices that he misses you. 3nodding It shows your mother that you have a positive impression on him and that it's good for him to see you. And vise versa.

*hugs* heart My thoughts go out to you and your children.