AutumnrainChaos
This... I know the majority of these are gonna be "I'm here for you if you need to talk" but really, I need to punch something, or break something, or know if anyone else has gone through this and I just need
help. I dunno how I need help but I am so freaking tired of crying. That's all I freaking do is cry and cry, and I'm so tired of it.
I have an almost six-month old baby. His father broke up with me last week after nine long years. NINE. He was my high school boyfriend... and he left me because he "wasn't happy" but he's in love with someone else.
And he keeps freaking lying to me and being sneaky... and I just need to vent and let you guys know... if you rp with me and suddenly I freak out, this is why...
I'm sorry...
I needed to vent ._____.
I know that I don't rp with you even though I would love to start an rp with you if your okay with doing one with me. But as for venting and that its totally normal to need to vent and what your going through. If you want to talk or ask any questions I truly am here for you. I was in my first real relationship from February of 1999 until February of 2013 so I very much understand since my ex was with another right in front of me from August until I broke up with them at the end of February. Its been a year and I still sit and cry and wonder why so that is something that will ease over time but you'll learn to place your pain where it needs to be. For me it helped to work out or take and punch a pillow or other things that would not hurt me. That or to spend time with my nephews helped me big time. I don't have children yet but I hope to have some later on. You have your six month old son that you can hold and rock when you need to. Sometimes just looking at it as you have a wonderful child now even though the father is a d**k. If you want to talk like I said send me a PM or something on here. I'm open to talk and as soon as I get my cell back I'll give you the number so you can text me or that.
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