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I can admit , my spirituality isn't as constant as I want it to be, and that is because I like to focus on the current Job and Need at hand that I have my spirits working for me.

I'm an eclectic pagan with influences from Many traditions such as Palo, Enochian , Hoodoo and Voudou , Olympianism , Hinduism , and Buddhism .

I've studied many paths but I simply do it for the knowledge of knowing and becoming wiser . My spiritual practices and lifestyle consist of the above , but I do have a question that concerns me so much..

In terms of Needing something, Say you're about to get robbed or in some kind of gang violence , I DO know that spirits are powerful enough to make something happen to prevent things like this and even stop them at the moment.

However , When I need Money or i'm in need of something physical , my spells work perfectly and almost sooner if I worked it on someone else.. But when it comes to Myself , it doesn't seem to work.. On a constant basis - these things make me doubt if it's me who is doing something wrong , or is it simply who ever I worked with that believed in the spell so much that theyyy made it happen themselves..

I really need help, I don't trouble myself to think someone has a work done against me, but I do know that its been happening since I started my path..

Am I the only one? Can someone give me advice? help? Solutions?

Spellcraft is a fickle art. you have to have clear intention, focused Power of Will, and consistent application.

I think there may be some distraction on your part. perhaps you let your mind wander when casting spells on yourself. focusing too much on the desire and not enough on the Spell?