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 Posted: Mon May 20, 2013 11:02 pm
This report was about all of my friends....every single last one of them...I knew them all one way or another...-curls up crying and can't stop- I was 16 when this all happened...it still hurts after all this time...
http://www.abc4.com/content/news/slc/story/Utah-teen-suicides/OcFuJ-zyb0OeqMsYRZCA0w.cspx
Kelly was a good friend mine...I had her smiling that day at school...she smacked my a** that day leading me to believe she might have had a crush on me cat_redface either that or it was my slight crush on her that I secretly had at the time...she hung herself exactly one month after my aunt had died of pneumonia...I miss you Kelly...
This was a conversation I had with her mom earlier on my facebook...if you can't read it, you have worse eyesight than me...
memories...
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 3:42 am
*hugs tightly* I don't know if I can say anything to make you feel better, but if you want to talk about it, I'm here for you. <3 And I'm sure your friends want you to be happy, and not grieve forever. It's hard to get over something that shocking and tragic happening. I've lost friends too, so I know how it feels... But in the time I've had to grieve, I realized that my friends would want the best for me. To be happy and live the life they couldn't finish. But I'm sorry for your losses... It's really hard to lose people you love.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 6:13 am
Rissaness *hugs tightly*
I don't know if I can say anything to make you feel better, but if you want to talk about it, I'm here for you. <3
And I'm sure your friends want you to be happy, and not grieve forever. It's hard to get over something that shocking and tragic happening. I've lost friends too, so I know how it feels... But in the time I've had to grieve, I realized that my friends would want the best for me. To be happy and live the life they couldn't finish. But I'm sorry for your losses... It's really hard to lose people you love. Oh I was only crying because of having flashbacks of the day she did it. I had her smiling and laughing at school and she just seemed so happy that I literally went into shock when I heard she committed suicide. I was still hurting from my aunt dying recently before her. I'm fine and sorry to worry you, it was just memories of what happened...
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 6:26 am
AgentShiny Oh I was only crying because of having flashbacks of the day she did it. I had her smiling and laughing at school and she just seemed so happy that I literally went into shock when I heard she committed suicide. I was still hurting from my aunt dying recently before her. I'm fine and sorry to worry you, it was just memories of what happened... Ah... I looked at the article and it made me cry too. I just feel badly for all the people who were hurt and committed suicide, and the people who were affected by it. I had a friend die suddenly on a missionary trip. She fell and hit her head... And there wasn't a way to save her life.. I still cry about it, because it happened so suddenly. It didn't happen long ago, though, so it's understandable about being upset. But if you do need someone to talk to, I'm on a lot during the night. And always feel free to message me on Skype. ^^
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 6:34 am
Rissaness AgentShiny Oh I was only crying because of having flashbacks of the day she did it. I had her smiling and laughing at school and she just seemed so happy that I literally went into shock when I heard she committed suicide. I was still hurting from my aunt dying recently before her. I'm fine and sorry to worry you, it was just memories of what happened... Ah... I looked at the article and it made me cry too. I just feel badly for all the people who were hurt and committed suicide, and the people who were affected by it. I had a friend die suddenly on a missionary trip. She fell and hit her head... And there wasn't a way to save her life.. I still cry about it, because it happened so suddenly. It didn't happen long ago, though, so it's understandable about being upset. But if you do need someone to talk to, I'm on a lot during the night. And always feel free to message me on Skype. ^^
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 11:35 am
~cries~ cat_crying I've never lost a friend to suicide so I can't possibly imagine what you're feeling. Looking at that still made me cry though. I'm really sorry about what happened to you and to everyone who has lost a friend to suicide.
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Posted: Tue May 21, 2013 11:42 am
Flickering Hope ~cries~ cat_crying I've never lost a friend to suicide so I can't possibly imagine what you're feeling. Looking at that still made me cry though. I'm really sorry about what happened to you and to everyone who has lost a friend to suicide.
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Posted: Fri May 31, 2013 11:22 pm
I didn't lose a friend because of suicide but i did lose one because of a drunk driver. Its hard to lose a friend but at least you made her happy her last day. The last thing i said to my friend was that he should stop fulling around with girls feelings and he left mad at me.
I still cry when I remember in fact I'm crying right now but then I remember the good times and that he would never want me to remember him like this.
So just remember them with pride and warmth and that you have us. wink
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Posted: Wed May 21, 2014 10:20 am
this made me cry sweatdrop i personally struggled with suicide still do at some points. I am glad i never did it because i knew what the aftereffects would be. The truth of it is. You never knew who you effect in your life and who would miss you when your gone. But know shes in a better place free form what happened and happy. I am sorry for your lost shiny
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Posted: Wed May 21, 2014 6:42 pm
I've never actually had someone around me commit suicide, but to my shock...
The other day I found out that my significant other had planned to kill theirselves last June, before we met.
We met at college about four months ago and now we're not only dating, but we're best friends.
I love them so much and I'm more than glad that they didn't commit suicide. However, I also considered suicide last summer right before college started. So I'm so, so, so glad we both made it and we're both generally happy now. I'm so happy that we met and became best friends.
I honestly wouldn't know what to do without them and now I hope they never get to that point again where they think death is the answer.
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