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 Posted: Mon May 20, 2013 3:42 pm
Well what can I say, I am better at talking to myself than talking to others. So what better to post here then a little bit about myself so people can get to know me.
My name is Tessa (well obviously lol), I am a massive Zombie lover. I try to get to know people but I have been burned by those closest to me in the past. It takes a lot to just turn the other cheek when the person you love is telling you one thing but doing the complete opposite and doing things secretly behind your back. I used to be very trusting and very outgoing.
I love to draw and paint even though I haven't done either in the past 2 years. I do write poetry even though it can be a tad dark. And I write stories, some more graphic than others but very detailed none the less.
I try using a lot of detail when I role play as well. And I am very literate when I do. I can't stand text speak during role plays. In a conversation that is fine but when role play that is a big no no for me.
When trying to get to know others I will ask a ton of questions. I want to get to know you on a semi-personal scale without being too intrusive. If I ever offend anyone I would love them to tell me because that is so not my intention at all.
I happen to be a very loving and caring person and I would give you the shirt off of my back if you had nothing. It is just the kind of person I am and the person I was raised to be.
My favorite colors are Yellows of any shade, pinks also of any shade, lighter shades of blue and purple. And I have a taste for the shade of all colors, black. I kinda like the absence of light as well, white. But that is about it. Browns are pretty neutral and I like to match it with other earth tones like greens and yellows.
Well I guess that is enough for now, well now I should probably explain the reasons of my journal. I will be writing in here about personal experiences, how my day has been going, and whatever else I think would be interesting. If you want to know anything about me please feel free to just pm me or you can post in my journal and I will respond as quickly as possible.
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Posted: Sat Jun 08, 2013 11:32 am
So yesterday I had decided to order "Warm Bodies" and sit down to watch this "comedy" of a zombie movie. And actually it was a very cute and some what comical zombie point of view movie. And to be honest I think it is the only movie that is from the Zombie's point of view. It was really good. I have to say it is one of my new favorite movies and I think I will go out and buy it once I get paid.
Still waiting to see "World War Z". It looks like it will be interesting but who knows. There are plenty of Zombie movies out there that were pointless. (i.e Zombie Stripper). But hey that is just my opinion there are plenty of people out there who like the movie.
More random writings to come ^_^
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Posted: Wed Jul 10, 2013 8:21 am
Recently I have been extremely sick. Every time I start feeling better, something else starts happening to me. I had flu like symptoms for the last 2 weeks and it really sucks. I think the worst was the day that I was in the hospital for dehydration. Thank goodness for my wonderful friend Melissa. She has been here everyday since I have been home and has refused to leave my side. She is such a sweetheart and I am so lucky to have her. She has taken care of me, cooking and against my wishes cleaning my home. -.- She is too nice.
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Posted: Sun Jul 14, 2013 12:57 pm
So Melissa has been staying with me more often over the last few days. She is even asking me if we can move in together (her move into my house) and us become room mates. I don't know what to do. I kinda have the hots for her but she is my best friend. She knows about my sexual preference and it doesn't bother her. And unlike a few of my other female friends, she doesn't get freaked out with being around me for more than several hours. I love it. Hell she even walks around me naked half the time. I think she does it on purpose to me. She got her nipples pierced last week and as soon as she walked in the door she tore off her shirt and asked me what did I think..... Like SERIOUSLY!!! Ugh you freaking tease!!! I love her but she drives me mad! And as I am writing this she is sitting in her underwear, painting her toe nails... What am I supposed to do? Do I go for it since she is leading me on or do I sit there and be a good girl?
Ugh the decisions! I am going nuts! Do I let her move in? Do I make a move? Do I ask her how she feels about me? Ugh to many questions not enough answers.
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Posted: Tue Aug 06, 2013 6:12 pm
She said YES!!!
I finally broke down and got on one knee and asked Melissa to be my girlfriend and she said yes! I am so happy right now I'm could do back flips. We have been going out for 3 and a half weeks now and I am couldn't be happier. The teasing has gotten a little worse but now I don't have to hold myself back anymore.
Sadly we have a issue that we have to deal with. Well more a person who is annoying the hell outta us. A friend of mine who apparently had a crush on me for years has now decided to tell me her feelings for me. And when she did this she said it right in front of Melissa who already didn't like her. So now I have an issue of me wanting to flip out on my friend who is being a jealous b***h right now and the issue of my girlfriend wanting to kill my friend. Ugh!
But back on a happy note. I haven't been sick anymore recently. Melissa got the stomach virus last week but she is up and better now. I can't be any happier. She completes me and I am hoping that after a few months together she will say yes again. I mean we have known each other for years and we have always been close. And when she came out to her parents the other day, her mom laughed and said "I knew it! You always glow when Tessa's around and you do everything to impress her." She then looked at me and said, "When you were sick she literally tore her closet apart tried on everything and asked her sister, how did this look with everything before packing her bags to come be with you. About time is all I have to say." I love her mom and dad. Her dad just told me not to hurt his little girl lol. I have never gotten that kind of approval with ANY parent! Her family loves me and when I told my parents about her, they were okay with it but it's gonna take some getting used to for them.
So we plan on taking a trip before the summer is over, we just aren't sure where yet. All I can say is that she is the most amazing, adventurous, daring, beautiful, sexy, gorgeous girl I have ever meant. She is my angel, my princess and my darling. And I am glad she is mine.
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Posted: Wed Aug 07, 2013 6:16 pm
Today was perfect. I took Melissa down to the beach this afternoon and we walked the boardwalk, she got her nose pierced and I got my lip pierced (snake bite style), we even went and got those cheesy shirts that have each others names on them and when we got home we cut them up and made racer back tee's. She is so creative.
I even did a dinner on the boardwalk with her. She wanted to go in the water but I've been watching Shark week all week and let's just say until it's over my butt ain't getting in the water at any beach. You never know what your swimming with. And like the one marine biologist said on shark after dark, "Everyone has had a face to face encounter with a shark and has never even realized it." Yeah that s**t scares me so beach for me.
She was too sweet though. She bought me this little promise ring at one of the shops and asked me to never take it off. So now I have that ring on and it will never come off unless she asks for it back. I got her a necklace that she was eying in the same store. She makes these really cute pout faces when she gets upset. ^_^
But for the most part today has been a very relaxing day. Couldn't have asked for a better day or a better woman to spend it with.
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Posted: Wed Aug 21, 2013 7:31 pm
Today was great. Melissa and I went to a party that some of our high school friends were hosting and when we arrived together it wasn't that bad, but when we started holding hands and dancing with one another... well it didn't go as we had planned. First off people that had crushes on us back in high school were there and made it awkward and annoying because they kept gawking at us and I am not one to keep my mouth shut so I told them all off. I got sick of them staring at us. People knew I was bisexual but then when it came to her, oh god no I corrupted a beautiful angel and brought her to the "Dark Side". Well if this is the Dark Side well damn it's pretty freaking light here and she is a beautiful Angel in my eyes.
And secondly, my ex of course had something to say about Melissa which was actually about me and then Melissa, before I could stop her, slapped my ex across the face and all I could do was stand there in shock as she continued to tell my ex off. Like OMG I was NOT expecting that!
But other than that, today was fabulous and I am very happy that I have her in my life. <3
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