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 Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 8:33 am
...I'm dying. >_<
No, this is not a joke.
I don't want to go into details or share a list of my life's sob story, so I'll just be brief:
I don't have a determined date of "expiration", but they say it will be "soon."
"Soon" can mean anything from today, to three years, who knows? All I know is that my time is short, and I'm probably going to not get to do a lot of things I wish I could.
With that being said: I may end up lurking here because I am trying to get my affairs in order and make sure my Will is written, my property duely sorted amongst my family and friends, my money, ect. Needless to say, I will be concentrating on getting my "life"-post-death in order, if that makes sense.
I will try to be active when I have the time and I will do my best to keep going on, but right now, I'm having my moment of absolute terror and saddness at knowing I am not going to see many more years, if that, of my life. The most I can do is take things in the moment and live it as it comes.
My love to all of you people!!
-Shinon.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 1:23 pm
I'm...Not really sure what to say about this. You don't certainly expect this sort of thing here but...I'm sorry and I hope that we can do whatever we can to help you while we still can.
Please stay strong dear.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 3:10 pm
Thank you. I know I haven't contributed much to this place, and I feel awful for it, but I have thoroughly enjoyed myself the times I have. I am doing my best to retain a sense of normalcy and not let this affect me too much but with so much to do and not knowing how much time to do it in, I'm in quite the pickle.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 3:16 pm
None of that here dearie, you contributed by simply being a member of this community. Just relax for now, and take it one day at a time. You can still smile and make the most of it.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 3:23 pm
You're right. I can. =) Which does remind me, I am surrounded by beauty, I just have to stop long enough to notice it. <3
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 3:28 pm
... That's not really funny, and I'm not talking about the non-joke part. I meant how your doctor telling you that you will die soon. A doctor did the same to my mother, and let me tell you, I had a meltdown on the next day during school time. Even though the doctor was doing his job, it was terrible to hear the news.
I'm sorry to hear the bad news and I hope that you will stay strong as well as cherish as many memories as you can for you life. Let's hope that you will live longer than what the doctor estimated. Heck, even better if it turns out that it's false. And like Leo said, you did contribute by being a member of this community. In the meantime, have fun, create wonderful memories with your friends and family, and don't let this ill news gets the best of you.
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Posted: Thu May 16, 2013 11:57 pm
I...never expected to see something like this happening here. I can imagine that hearing this is really stressful, and your vision just gets turned slam upside-down. But you know, that helps, because it suddenly becomes a lot easier to see what's important to you, and to give you extra smiles about what's great.
You'll be just fine. Prepare for the worst and hope for the best, everything will be fine.
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Posted: Fri May 17, 2013 12:25 pm
You've always got a place to turn to here if you need anyone to talk to, even if it is just needing a virtual shoulder to cry on. The Blast is always open and you can come talk to me if you need me, just shoot a message to mallowninja.
You're a very strong person for handling things like you are and we're all here if you need us.
We love you too, Shinon.
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Posted: Fri May 17, 2013 11:20 pm
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
Say it isn't so, Shinon. Say it isn't so! gonk
But anyways aside from that dramatic moment, I'm very sorry to hear about what happened. I suppose try to be positive and hang in there.. Things should hopefully turn out alright...
And I think you've contributed here. As long as you're happy in the guild then that's what should matter most, right? You seemed nice, though I didn't know you all that much except for that one time when you made that FE6 thread that you needed help with very long ago..
But yeah what Mallow said, come join us in the blast if ya ever feel like talking or something. Welp, all I gotta say is good luck with whatever happens. DX
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Posted: Sat May 18, 2013 10:39 am
Thank you, everyone. Your support touches me very much. Tbh, I've never been in the blast or even knew how to ask to be in it, ahaha. 'm a socially awkward bunny like that xD Um, my AIM screenname is Ijuuin Enzan15 if anyone wants to add me, I guess. I'd like to give it a shot at least once, ne? ^^ I have been incredibly happy here, you've all done your best to make me feel welcomed even when I feel kind of out of place. In real life, I'm a loner, I don't have friends and people to hang out with, it's just me and my mom. all my life really revolves around the internet and the people I meet here... I've said it before, but I think friendship is friendship, no matter if you can't see/hug/talk to the person personally. The heart feels it just as much as you do when you're talking to someone face to face. >w< So...thanks. Thanks for everything. I'm not done yet, I'm gonna keep going for as long as I can. It's not in my nature to just lay down and let things take their course.
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Posted: Sat May 18, 2013 11:02 am
Oh my God... I cannot believe this is happening! I don't know what to say. I know we're not that close, but I still want to give you all the support I can. D:
I'm glad you are trying to still have a sense of normalcy, even if it's the hardest thing right now.
Stay as strong as you can, but don't be afraid to lean on others. I'm here too, just PM me. I check Gaia every day for messages.
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Posted: Sun May 19, 2013 10:02 am
Oh Shinon, I'm so sorry to hear it. Don't you worry about how much you have or haven't contributed, you are just fine as a member of the FEF community. Stay strong, and I wish you the best of luck. Feel free to drop by and chat whenever you'd like. Allow me to add one more friendly face.
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