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I don't know where to start or how express it
I know that i'm feeling anger and disbelieve.
It breaks my heart so much.
How could this happen?

My friend's confession, his deeds
have disturbed the calm, loving ambiance
I felt with him.
The adventures, the happiness, the friendly love
so much rage and so much anger in me now.
My blood is boiling!!

I want to say something I want to talk to that lady
I want to ask her why were you so stupid.
I want to ask my friend
Why were you so stupid friend of mine.
I didn't think you were that kind of person
Should I keep being your friend
Should I keep talking to you.
It was wrong what you did and what she did
it was wrong!
That horrible WOMAN.

I hate you, I HATE her!!
I cannot see into your face friend
for today
for tomorrow
or for the next day

I need to know who she was.
I just need too
maybe just maybe that will calm me a bit,
I want to yell at him "YOU HAVE NO LIMITS DO YOU!!"
"You have no shame, you have no regret"
I need to know who she is.
And I don't know if that's the right thing.
It breaks my heart, that's all I can say
trying to break away from doing something
stupid, from going mad.
Tears falling down my face.
Anger is boiling in my blood.

Why? v.v
why did you do that?
I don't know what to think of you anymore.
I don't know if I should trust you.
What you did with that woman
it makes me SO angry.
It breaks my heart
I secretly adore you more than a friend.
That's why it hurts so much
that's why I feel so disgusted
and so angry.