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 Posted: Tue May 09, 2006 12:26 am
a pretty song that i think fits me well. rabbits are roadkill on route 37 by my beloved AFI.
What once did exist
Now is meaningless
And doesn't it seem funny
How soon you did forget
All the words have now lost their weight
But I remember, I remember
Desperation
Devastation
All I truly know {all that I know}
Is isolation
Self damnation
A life that I'd own
Was shed and worthless now
What I knew was wrong
One who lived is gone
Guess it was just an echo
When you would sing my song
All the notes you've forgotten now
You left, abandoned
I remember
Desperation
Devastation
All I truly know {all that I know}
Is isolation
Self damnation
A life that I'd own
You should have walked without
I can hate myself more, more than anyone.
Will you join me?
I know you know that this tortures me
Have I created the suffering?
So blank
I feel it happen again, smothering
To sell the words that decide that binds me?
Now all I feel is
Desperation
Devastation
All I truly know {all that I know}
Is isolation
Self damnation
A life that I'd own
Was shed and worthless now
Desperation
Devastation
All I truly know {all that I know}
Is isolation
Self damnation
A life that I'd own
Was shed and worthless now
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Posted: Sun May 14, 2006 12:19 pm
A kinda sad song that seems to fit. When there was me and you. Sung by Vanessa Anne Hudgens
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
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Posted: Wed May 31, 2006 7:15 pm
Where'd You Go? --- Fort Minor
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like s**t,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little ******** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
s**t, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little ******** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little ******** up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Basically dedicated to my 'friends' IRL, none of whom will read this.
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Posted: Mon Jun 12, 2006 9:28 pm
here i am, with my AFI fixation again. this time, the song is from the new cd...it's the one called affliction. it makes me think of myself. i know how i am.
every night devise
new heights in genocide.
lover, i am loveless
all my friends and i
toast health and suicide
lover, i am lonely
were you holding hands when
my palms bled?
oh, i will be all right,
just use me...
just use me.
the future's bright without me
spend some time walking the line~!
world is unified
ennui, i divide
lover, i am loveless
red days and burining might
bleed 'til the faceless die
oh, lover, i am lonely
were you holding hands when
my wrists bled?
oh, i will be all right,
just use me...
just use me.
the futue's bright without me...
spend some time
walking the line,
spend some time
walking the line~!
so stay sweetly numb...
remain lifeless, love...
stay sweetly numb...
maintain lifeless, love...
stay sweetly numb...
remain lifeless love
oh, i will be all right,
just use me...
just use me.
the future's bright
without me.
spend some time
walking the line
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...okay, i think i'm done.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 12:45 pm
Eheheh... This song is meant to be silly and amusing. If you take offense, I'm sorry. X);
Emo Kid - Adam & Andrew
Dear diary,
Mood: Apathetic
My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks, 'cause they play some of my favorite songs, like, "Stab My Heart Because I Love You," and "Rip Apart My Soul," and, of course, "Stabby Rip Stab Stab." And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do. Some days, you know. . .
I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be.
You'd be non-conforming, too, if you look just like me.
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face,
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs.
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag,
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a f**,
'Cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like dykes,
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite.
Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo.
I'm dark and sensitive, with low self-esteem,
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween.
I have no real problems, but I like to make believe,
I stole my sister's mascara, now I'm grounded for a week.
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies,
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing.
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun,
They say they already have a p***y, they don't need another one.
Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo.
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes,
I must be emo.
I play guitar and write suicide notes,
I must be emo.
My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. And it's suffocating me. grabbing ahold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans . . . which look great on me, by the way.
When I get depressed, I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection.
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses,
I told my friends I bleed black and cry during classes.
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of Goth,
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye," and watch me jack off.
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life,
If I said I like girls I'd only be half right.
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo,
I must be emo.
Screw XBOX, I play old school Nintendo,
I must be emo.
I like to whine and hate my parentals,
I must be emo.
Me and my friends all look like clones,
I must be emo.
My parents just don't get me, you know? They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple of guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s. Can't 2- or 4-dudes make-out with each other without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing, anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me. You're my best friend. . . . I feel like tacos.
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Posted: Tue Jun 27, 2006 8:09 am
"Ready To Fall" - Rise Against
Hold on slow down again from the top now and tell me everything
I know I've been gone for what seems like forever
But I'm here now waiting
To convince you that I'm not a ghost or a stranger
But closer than you think
She said just go on she wants you
And same does your life by
Please don't die on me
Wings won't take me
Eyes closed face me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I'm think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
Perpetual motion the image won't focus
A blur is all that's seen
But here in this moment like the eye of the storm
It all came clear to me
I found a shelter to lean on
An infallible reason to live all by itself
I took one last look from the heights that I once loved
And then I ran like hell
Wings won't take me
Eyes closed face me
So take a step
But don't look down
Take a step
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I'm think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I count the times that I've been sorry
I know, I know
Now my conventions slowly drowns
I know, I know
If there's a time these walls could guard you
I know, I know
Then let that time be right now
Now I'm standing on a rooftop
Now I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
I'm think I'm at the edge now but I could be wrong
I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall
And I'm standing on a rooftop (ready to fall)
And I'm standing on a rooftop (ready to fall)
And I'm standing on a rooftop (ready to fall)
And I'm standing on a rooftop ready to fall...
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Posted: Sun Jul 09, 2006 3:59 am
I Want To Be In Love - Melissa Etheridge
I have climbed the highest mountain
I have sailed across the sea
I have wrestled with my demons
And woke up with only me
I have been around the block
Three times maybe four
And I think I deserve just a little more
In front of total strangers won't you kiss me?
Flowers for no reason but you miss me
Oh I want to be in love
You're standing on the doorstep in the rain
Cause you couldn't wait to see me once again
Oh I want to be in love
I have made some big mistakes
And I've paid a heavy price
I found a little peace between will and sacrifice
I have watched as all my dreams
Went walking out the door
And I think I deserve just a little more
I'm looking for a heart of gold
I'm looking for a hand to hold
A happy end
Strong and kind
Somewhere to rest my troubled mind
In front of total strangers won't you kiss me
Flowers for no reason but you miss me
Oh I want to be in love
On Tuesday light the candles bring me wine
Wednesday morning I won't get to work on time
Oh I want to be in love
Surprise me as I'm stepping off the plane
Take my hand as they play our song again
Oh I want to be in love
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Posted: Sun Jul 16, 2006 3:13 pm
"I Write Sins Not Tragedies" - Panic! At the Disco Oh, well, imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear,
No, I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!"
Says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame,
The poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...
Well, in fact, well, I'll look at it this way,
I mean, technically our marriage is saved
Well, this calls for a toast, so, pour the champagne
Oh! Well, in fact, well, I'll look at it this way,
I mean, technically our marriage is saved
Well, this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again...
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of
closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again..
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Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2006 7:27 am
EVANS BLUE - "Cold (But I'm Still Here)"
Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster?
Can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back?
When you hide, hide inside that body
But just remember that when I touch you,
The more you shake, the more you give away.
(Cold)
But I'm still here
(Blind)
'Cause I'm so blind
(Say never)
We're far from comfortable this time.
(Cold)
Now we're so cold,
(Mine)
And you're not mine,
(Say never)
We're far from obvious this time.
Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all.
Now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck?
So fall into my eyes and fall into my lies,
But don't you forget, the more you turn away,
The more I want you to stay.
(Cold)
But I'm still here
(Blind)
'Cause I'm so blind
(Say never)
We're far from comfortable this time.
(Cold)
Now we're so cold,
(Mine)
And you're not mine,
(Say never)
We're far from obvious this time.
You're so endearing, you're so beautiful,
Well, I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do
But I don't hate like they do
Am I ever on your mind?
(Cold)
But I'm still here
(Blind)
'Cause I'm so blind
(Say never)
We're far from comfortable this time.
(Cold)
Now we're so cold,
(Mine)
And you're not mine,
(Say never)
We're far from obvious this time.
(Cold)
You broke me from the very first night
I'd love you 'til the day that I die
I'm far too comfortable this time
(Cold)
I loved you from the very first night
You broke me 'til the day that I die
I'm far too obvious this time.
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Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 4:41 am
i heard this tonight and it's one of the songs that bring tears to my eyes Love Her by Seether i knew a girl, who hated the world she used her body, to sell her soul everytime they'd break her and pay- tear out her heart and have her in pain i never found out how she survived all of the sadnees she kept inside i never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face and the scratches she'd hide (chorus) you could love her if you paid, you could love her everyday you could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way down on her knees she bled on floor- this hopeless life she wanted no more dead in her eyes and cold to the bone- she opened her eyes and saw she was alone she never found out how much i tried- all of the sadness she kept made me blind she never found out how much i cried- the rope so tight on the night that she died (chorus) i never found out how she survived- a life lined in lies is a life of denial i never found out how she could lie- with a smile on her face and the darkness inside (chorus)
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 7:24 pm
"On My Own"
Stayed awake all night toss and turnin'
Now my blood shot eyes are burnin'
Workin' out why this ain't workin'
Fight after fight after fight
And now it's killin' me
You were too busy to believe in
All the run away dreams I was dreamin'
Time to pack up and go I'm leavin'
Fight after fight after fight
And now I gotta be
On My Own
And living in a world alone
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
I'm gonna make it on my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
How'd you end up oh so jaded?
Cynical and so sedated
Can't live in this world you created
Day after day after day
And now I gotta be
On My Own
And living in a world alone
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
I'm gonna make it on my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
You will always be the lonely one
You will always try to swallow the Sun
Just remember you could never make it rain on everyone
On my own
And living in a world alone
Gets better every day
Cause I don't have to say
And now you're killin' me
On My Own
And living in a world alone
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
I'm gonna make it on my own
I'll always take the harder road
Gets better every day
That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home
I'll make it on my own
I'm sorry I won't be coming home
I'll make it on my own
I'm sorry I won't be coming home
I'll make it on my own
I'm sorry I won't be coming home
I'll make it on my own
I'm sorry I won't be coming home
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Posted: Wed Oct 18, 2006 4:43 pm
Haven't posted here yet, so I figured I'd give it a go. My favorite song off of The Killers' new album, Sam's Town.
"This River is Wild"
Leaves are falling down on the beautiful ground, I heard a story from a man in red. He said the leaves are falling down, such a beautiful sound, son I think you’d better go ahead.
But you always hold your head up high, cause it’s a long, long, long way down. This town was meant for passing through, boy it ain’t nothin’ new, now go and show ‘em that the world stayed round. But it’s a long, long, long way down.
You better run for the hills before they burn, listen to the sound of the world, don’t watch it turn. I just want to show you what I know and catch you when the current lets you go.
Or should I just get along with myself? I never did get along with everybody else. I’ve been trying hard to do what’s right. But you know I could stay here all night and watch the clouds fall from the sky. Well this river is wild. This river is wild.
Run for the hills before they burn. Listen to the sound of the world, don’t watch it turn. But shake a little. Sometimes I’m nervous when I talk, shake a little. Sometimes I hate the line I walk. I just want to show you what I know and catch you when the current lets you go.
Or should I just get along with myself? I never did get along with everybody else. I’ve been trying hard to do what’s right. But you know I could stay here all night and watch the clouds fall from the sky. Because this river is wild. God speed you boy – this river is wild.
Now Adam’s taking bombs and he’s stuck on his mom because that b***h keeps trying to make him pray. He’s with the hippy in the park combing over the dark just trying to get some of the little girl play.
You better run for the hills before they burn, listen to the sound of the world, don’t watch it turn. I just want to show you what I know and catch you when the current lets you go.
Or should I get along with myself? I never did get along with everybody else. I’ve been trying hard to do what’s right. But you know I could stay here all night and watch the clouds fall from the sky, and pay this hell in me tonight, because this river is wild. God speed you boy – this river is wild. This river is wild. God speed you boy – this river is wild.
Now the cars are everywhere, lacing dust at the fairgrounds. I don’t think I’ve ever seen so many headlights. But there’s something pulling me. The circus and their crew, well they’re just passing through, just making sure that merry still goes ‘round. But it’s a long, long, long way down.
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Posted: Fri Jan 19, 2007 6:30 am
It's so hard just to choose one song. There are so many that would be appropriate.
To His Highness, the Cowardly Prince of Memphis.
May his next subject have a stronger will then the last.
"Are You Happy Now?" - Michelle Branch
Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,
Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself
Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, yeah
come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?
Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had all that I can take
I'm not about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 1:53 pm
"Bring on the Wonder"
Susan Enan
I can't see the stars anymore living here
Let's go to the hills where the outlines are clear
Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long
I fell through the cracks at the end of our street
Let's go to the beach, get the sand through our feet
Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long
Bring on the wonder
We got it all wrong
We pushed you down deep in our souls for too long
I don't have the time for a drink from the cup
Let's rest for a while 'till our souls catch us up
Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long
Bring on the wonder
We got it all wrong
We pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on
Bring on the wonder
Bring on the song
I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long.
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