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Vanilla Cryptid
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PostPosted: Sun Feb 24, 2013 1:08 am


User Image Ruria Lockewood

Sex: Female.
Race: Witch
Preference: Males, but Ruria no longer believes in romantic love.

Aesthetics:

Age: 22
Build: Petite, with soft, slightly thicker thighs and a supple bosom.
Skin Color: Milky.
Hair Style & Color: It used to be light pink, but once she accepted her element, it paled into white. It is always kept tied up into long twin-tails except when she is sleeping, when it is let down.
Eye Color: Ruby-Rose.
Body Markings: Several burn/cut scars on various places of her body, mostly from battle.

Likes: Macabre and Morose things, pudding, pastries, touch, strength, Rise of the Skeleton General game series, things that could potentially kill her.
Dislikes: Weak evil, bullies, grapefruit, the feeling of uselessness, heights, having her body mass brought up.

Aspirations: She is confused about this, believing she simply needs to be strong. Secretly yearns for those to be strong for, but for now she seeks only ways to become stronger herself.
Fears: Ruria is unable to comprehend fear as a normal person does. There is a disconnect which often makes her reckless. Granted, she is not 'fearless', she just doesn't feel it the same way as a normal person. The one thing that could be classified as a fear for her is the fear of her element consuming her, and making her into a pure monster.

Personality:

Eloquent. "I will usher you into the afterlife in the most ladylike way possible."
Ruria was born into great duty, and was raised with the utmost ability in etiquette.

Sultry, yet secretly childish. ".....Mmf....you...you......hornswaggling goat-beard!"
Though Ruria is mostly confident now in herself and her magic, her usual sultry and dark behavior can easily become quite innocently child-like depending on the person, but usually this is only reserved for those she bonds with or is affectionate with.

Socially inept. "Is this what they call comparing duck sizes?"
Ruria has a hard time connecting to the socially 'normal' things most other people get easily, such as innuendos and habits. At times, this can be endearing, but it has frightened away more than a fair share of people.

Headstrong and slightly masochistic. "If I die trying then I was too weak to live, anyways."
Strength is something important to her, and she will often end up in reckless and dangerous situations to test it, even if that situation involves pain to her body or mind. She may even seek these situations out repeatedly if she feels they make her stronger. Likewise, she will often dive headfirst into battle or severe events even if she knows she is not strong enough. However, she will not usually battle someone weaker than her, believing it to be bullying.

History: -- Ruria was a child born into the duty of becoming a Blackheart. From a young age, both of her parents initiated the harsh training on her, never doting endearing affection on their child, for her magic seemed to be little to non-existent, something that could bring shame upon them as talented blackhearts. Though her magic seemed weak at best, it was in fact a sleeping giant, a terrible destructive force that may have been better off to have been left untapped, for when the training became too harsh and the six year old's mind neared breaking point, it burst from her with such uncontrollable force that both her parents were killed, and their house crumbled around the child.

Ruria lived the rest of her life growing up in Poena Privus, constantly training herself, never able to quite grasp complete control of her magic, the dark element that grew inside her. Eventually, the soft pink of her hair faded to a pale color as the element became more and more inside, and the sweetness the girl possessed began to dissolve little by little, until she simply became a destructive force, a weapon, bent on idealizing her delusion of justice and attaining more and more strength and power.




Occupation: Blackheart. She often disobeys orders to fulfill her own justice, but makes up for this by doing "extra credit" on her own and bringing down Spiritus or Witch eaters at exceptional pace.




Battle Style/Magic: Darkness Type. Uses a ring-blade called "Guillotine".

Poltergeist Element -- The element of manipulation, it is most often fed by the emotional state of its wielder. It causes ghostly things to happen, The effect increases depending on her mood and rationality. Overuse of this skill leads to illness, fatigue, self-harm, and potentially death.

Elegant Thorns -- Shadowy thorns that manifest as either an offense or a defense around Ruria.

Ghost Blades -- Spectral swords that manifest, stabbing briefly from any direction to attempt to cause harm.

Rose Guillotine -- A shadow guillotine that slices with a flurry of annihilated 'rose petals'. It is slow, so it is best used on a downed enemy or an inanimate object.

The Black Death -- A howling, eerie aura that exudes feelings of death and despair to those it touches, inflicting weakness and harm upon them. This is only effective on those who may be a little weak of heart.

Skull Fire -- Two skulls (Bitter and Biter) enshrouded with blue and black flame spin around Ruria, and are used to attack, push books off shelves, bite annoying people....Debate the current politics or discuss the best recipe for brioche with Ruria.
-- When the skulls actually obey, they have an overdrive mode where they briefly recover their full bodies, appearing as two armored warrior specters who aid Ruria in battle. When it's over, they revert back to their head forms.

Specter Strength -- A dark aura accumulates around Ruria, taking on the form of a specter hovering above her that has possession of her arms. This skill gives her enhanced strength and speed, and ghostly claws to use as a weapon.

Festival of Ghosts -- A plethora of underworld minions are summoned to temporarily rampage and cause disarray.

1000 Deaths -- An incredibly destructive spell. It breaks and tears and rips and crushes anything which it comes across, consuming the wielder's health drastically as it does so. The black aura enshrouds Ruria when she uses it, soaking up her own life in order to act out its devastating magic. The black magic can take varying shapes when used, depending on circumstance.

Hel -- Ruria drags herself and another into a whorl of pain from the underworld, sacrificing much of her health to do incredible, massive amounts of damage. Upon using this spell, she would be unable to do anything else, and would be on the brink of death, having taken the same amount of damage as her victim.

 
PostPosted: Sun Feb 24, 2013 1:12 am


Interaction:

✘✘✘ || I loathe this person and want them to suffocate on their teeth, which I will soon break.
✰ || I acknowledge this person is alive but it doesn't mean I have to like them.
✰✰ || I'm indifferent.
✰✰✰ || I like them a bit...
✰✰✰✰ || I really like them.
✰✰✰✰✰ || I care about them so much!
❤❤❤❤❤ || I....genuinely love them.

✥ Valerian ✰✰✰✰
"He is terrifying and yet I find myself drawn to him. He's abducted me, used me as a little snack, but I still kind of like him."

✥ Kian ✰✰✰
"A Witch Eater I met by chance. I was ordered to kill him, but I ...find this to be a difficult task, as I have grown to enjoy his company, and we had a...m-moment of p..passion. It is best we do not cross paths again."

✥ Ezekiel - ✰✰✰✰
"This big, fat dragon who keeps chewing on Bitter and Biter. He's pratty, but I like him. I think he is secretly a big softy. I hope I'm not ordered to kill him."

✥ Aodhan- ✰✰✰✰
"A knight I got paired with for a special 'teamwork' mission. I thought I'd loathe him, but it turns out I ...actually quite like him, though when I'm around him, it feels like I swallowed a whole flock of butterflies and I feel feverish. Perhaps I'm allergic to armor. Though...I want very much to see him again, and again and again."

 

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PostPosted: Sun Feb 24, 2013 1:13 am


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PostPosted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:47 am


1st Anniversary

Inside of me...Inside of me...Inside of me...
One, there's one word to describe it...it repeats
endlessly, endlessly, endlessly...The screaming repeats.

Sweet, sweet...I'm shaking, I'm shaking, so enjoyable!
Red, red, sweet, sweet, a sweet tune, me and you, red, red, sweet sweet...
You're sweet...so sweet! Red....So red!
I'll kill you!

If I crush my feelings, what should I strive for?
I dirty your skin, but the one defiled is me
Stroking it lovingly, to kill my urges.

The true me is no more
I'll tear this life to pieces
and let the red and silver burst out.
Such a transient life, so beautiful and precious
I'll scatter this life like flower petals
and drink the color blooming forth.

REalize these feelings
Insanity is overflowing
Crush these feelings
My overflowing love cannot be stopped.

If I crush my feelings, what should I strive for?



Ref-Rain

✥ Deeper inside of my heart, I continued to cry in darkness.
By hand I search and still I find nothing, now everything has been stolen,
leaving behind nothing in despair, I'm tormented, I'm going mad.


Bacterial Contamination

"Why don't you die?"

No matter how much "I want to be saved"
Nobody is my friend
No matter how much "I am in pain"
Nowhere can I find relief.

Everybody despises me
What do you want to do to me...?
My heart breaks into millions pieces
Just where am I disappearing...?

Since the bacterial contamination has spread
You want to be stronger
Even if you could survive
It hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts, hurts.

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PostPosted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:48 am


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