By 'clarity impulse' I mean that I can't sit still and do nothing, especially when it comes to work. I have to always keep on doing something. If I don't have anything to do, I get lost, bored, frustrated.
I've always been like that all throughout school, and I've come to realize that people are using me for it. That's the only reason why people like to be in the same group with me, 'cause they can sit back and relax and get the marks without lifting a finger as 'Claire (that's my name) will do it.'
Now that I'm in college, it's still going on. It's not for lack of trying. I've tried to stop myself from getting too worked up over assignments and group presentations, but it's like a disease. I can't stop myself from taking charge (I tend to lead the group, as the members get useless sometimes) and telling them what to do and when they should hand the project in to me. If I don't do anything, they won't do anything either. It just makes me pissed to see how they take things so lightly and yet I'm the one who gets all nervous about work and stuff.
Am I crazy or am I just too much of a workaholic?
I've always been like that all throughout school, and I've come to realize that people are using me for it. That's the only reason why people like to be in the same group with me, 'cause they can sit back and relax and get the marks without lifting a finger as 'Claire (that's my name) will do it.'
Now that I'm in college, it's still going on. It's not for lack of trying. I've tried to stop myself from getting too worked up over assignments and group presentations, but it's like a disease. I can't stop myself from taking charge (I tend to lead the group, as the members get useless sometimes) and telling them what to do and when they should hand the project in to me. If I don't do anything, they won't do anything either. It just makes me pissed to see how they take things so lightly and yet I'm the one who gets all nervous about work and stuff.
Am I crazy or am I just too much of a workaholic?
