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 Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2013 12:01 pm
I figured I'd make one of these little journal things for the fun of it... I guess XD
we'll see what happens~
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 12:10 pm
Jan. 04, 2013
Oh damn.....
Okay so I think I may have a crush on some one.... she's this really adorable, kinda gothy looking girl that stops by my lunch table every day and I only really know her through two mutual friends, but Oh my gosh is she adorable x.x I just want to give her the biggest hug ALL THE TIME because she's so effing cute! >w<
Thing is though, I don't know if she's straight, bi, les, asexual, whatever or if she's already with some one :/
so....yea....
Damn it >.<
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Posted: Fri Jan 04, 2013 7:33 pm
Jan. 04, 2013
Whoa O.O
So I went to the mall with my two friends today, explaining to them some of the things I'm going through with trying to figure out my sexuality and such and after thatt conversation was over we just chilled out, walked around. I went ape s**t in one store cause it just re-opened and literally EVERYTHING in the store was half off. It was fantastic XD
So then I'm in Hot topic... cause I found Dr. Who tardis socks and went to buy them and ran into an old friend from when I was like twleve. He's the reason I even found out about Gaia.
So when I was friends with this person, he was originally a she and when we were friends, we experienced a lot of drama. After we lost touch He had been a victim of rape multiple times and a victim of abuse and I had no idea. But he seems so much happier now that he's got things sorted out and now that he's found out who he really is. He's starting his transition in the spring and I'm really excited for him smile
I'm also kinda of jealous. He's figured out who he is and who he's attracted to. He's confident with his gender identity and sexuality.
I wish I knew....
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Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2013 5:17 pm
Jan. 07, 2013
What... the...?
Okay I'm sorry but has anyone else been hearing about this "cut for Beiber" crap?
Basically all the little twelve year old girls that are obsessed with Justin Beiber are now cutting themselves and posting pictures in protest to Justin smoking weed. He's what? 17-ish? He's a teenage guy! I can name at least a hundred guys in my school that smoke weed and nobody goes crazy and starts cutting to protest it -.-
I mean sheesh, cutting is an actual serious issue so not only are these young girls being insanely stupid, they are also being extremely disrespectful to those who do struggle with cutting themselves and are fighting to change. The fact that it's becoming like a fashion trend is enough to make me want to puke. =_= I am slowly losing faith in the human race.
On a happier note I'm turning 18 in 20 days XD I'm both excited and terrified at this fact....but I'm mostly excited :3
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Posted: Wed Jan 09, 2013 1:04 pm
Jan. 09, 2013
:/
I finally managed to text my ex today. I'd been meaning to, but I figured he needed his space for a couple of days to let everything sink in. It feels weird talking to him, because it's not the same as before. Of course... how could I expect it to be that way right?
I'm not gonna lie though. I miss him. He wasn't just my boyfriend, he was my bet friend. We talke about everything and now we barely talk at all... I mean he's got school and stuff... and I do too, but I just miss my best friend. I know it's gonna take time for us to even get close to how we were before we were dating... I wish we could be friends again sooner...
~UPDATE~
He called me.... I was literally crying on the phone while he talked. I feel so pathetic but I missed talking to him and I feel terrible because I know I broke his heart and I so badly want to make it better but I can't....
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Posted: Sat Jan 12, 2013 4:52 pm
Jan. 12, 2013
O.O damn
so my ex called today. And we were talking like we used to, but as best friends instead of lovers. It was really nice. And I was really happy. he's a lot more understanding now of why I did what I did and he said he supports me and just wants me to feel comfortable and happy.
Being the baby that I am though, I cried sweatdrop but it's cause I'm happy. I get to keep my best friend.
Chances are we probably won't hang out for a while... but I'm okay with that. I think this whole thing has been good for both of us. blaugh
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 10:25 am
August 19th 2013
Man has it been a while
So A LOT has changed. I started studying a new religion just before my senior year of high school ended which I think I very much like. I'm dating a guy right now who I've know for two years. At a very brief point in time I did have a girlfriend buuut, we kinda just fell apart x.x It's okay though cause we're still awesome friends.
My ex/ 1st boyfriend I don't talk to anymore. He's kind of just disappeared off the face of the earth cause of his job and s**t. A couple of my friends keep talking trash about him and it really ticks me off :/ And it makes me nervous about college because it shows how much it can change people.... I'm worried that the person I'm currently dating will change too much as well, and he won't be the person I know anymore....
speaking of college.... I move into my dorm in 10 days....I don't even know what books I need for classes!!!
How do I college?! gonk
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Posted: Mon Aug 19, 2013 10:31 am
A quickly added extra...
I got my tattoo finally! and I'm super duper happy with it >w< I literally cried when I saw the finished product and surprisingly enough it didn't hurt like I thought it would. I mean it did hurt... but not as much as I expected!
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