THIS IS VERY LONG....sorry. I'll tip for posts...I'm just in a rut._______________________________________________
There is this boy that is younger than I. (I'm 17, a senior, he's 15, a sophomore) and strangely I have taken a huge liking to him. I really have no idea why... younger guys don't appeal to me, but for god knows why, I like him, and it's getting worse.
Let's just call him David. He's always made fun of for being a bit chubby, otherwise he has the most adorable face, plus him being over weight doesn't matter to me. Anyway, him and I became friends, and before I knew it, I told his friend I thought he was cute and he took the initiative and told David. I was happy to find out he liked me too and I immediately began to talk to him more. What I didn't like was how shy he was and how sometimes he couldn't even say a word to me when we were riding the city bus home together. Supposedly I was the first girl he was talking to, so I didn't mind much.
One day when he was getting off the bus, I gave him a hug and leaned over to kiss his cheek, and instead of that he kissed me. I was surprised but I liked it.
sweatdrop The end-of-quarter break had happened, and since he didn't have a phone I didn't hear from him an entire week. We kept on making plans for dates, but they just never happened. Again, I just figured it was the "shy" thing.
I began getting frustrated. I was trying my best in trying to have him open up to me at least a little, and the silence just made me want him even more. I don't know why, but I tried to attempt another tactic by letting him kiss me 2 times after that first one. But that was all he ever did....
Then a few more days passed, and without much progress I began to seriously like this kid. And it just wasn't going well.
Finally his friend (Let's call him Mike) texted me, asking if I still like him. I said yes, of course. I'm just getting tired of waiting for something to good to happen.
Since his friend is a bit of a jerk, he began teasing me about it, and asked that I needed a real man and he could be that real man. I laughed it off, since I didn't want to make it awkward and told him I just wanted David to man up.
The next day was a total shock
After school I went up to David, and instead of giving me a hug he shunned me...REALLY BAD. I was left standing there while he pulled away from me and didn't even hug me.
I was confused, and wondering if I did anything wrong. I immediately texted Mike, asking "is he mad at me?"
and his response was: "He "broke up with you", and doesn't like you anymore. He didn't want to break it to you because he's even too shy to do that."
But, end of story: I didn't know what happened. And I haven't talked to David since. He seems like he's avoiding me, and he takes a different bus.
My question is ... Should I ask him what happened? I would've done this sooner, but the thing he is...he probably would be so shy about it I wouldn't get an answer from him.
He IS 15, so should I just ignore it and move on? This really has made me sad, and even though it's a bad idea to try again, I really would like to just be friends with him.
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