chapter 4
A steady dripping echoed along the hallway, pitching its own sound back and forth along the stone walls. The flickering torch lights were like mounted beacons that fended off the encroaching darkness. Shadows flickered and bounced as a ghostly breeze shifted the otherwise still air.
It was quiet. The dream demon liked it like this after a few hours in the waking world. Though he grew to love the short trips he managed, in the end his home was the boundless expanses of nothing that had the potential to become anything Nemo could ever imagine. Being the sole inhabitant may seem lonesome, but he thought of it more like peaceful solitude.
Stretched out on the dingy floor, his white coat laying crumpled in a pile beside him, the figure lay contented to listen to the steady dripping of the water. One of the torches hung in the corner of the barred off space, emanating a false sense of warmth. Hands folded beneath his head, he let his eyes droop closed and relaxed his body.
A slight ache made his jaw twitch. That boy from earlier had thrown quite a punch, but it was no matter. The only thing that made it even note worthy in his mind was that the boy had managed to hit him at all. It was unprecedented, at least in his short few months of conscious existence. He yawned to loosen the muscle then scratched his stomach idly, ruffling the slim black shirt he wore.
Then a sound, unlike anything he heard before reached him. A voice, a very familiar voice. His eye opened just a fraction, letting the darkness beyond light up slightly with the barest flutter of his long lashes. Straight ahead of him, looking about at her wits end was Tsukiko. Eyes widening in surprise, he turned his head towards her and whistled.
Tsukiko continued walking down the dark hallway, oblivious to the cell only a few yards away. With every step a jingle from her bells or a ruffling noise from her dress would get lost in the empty void only to reach his trained ears a few seconds later. It was like the dynamics of space and sound travel were warped. Everything took longer to be seen or heard here.
Meanwhile Tsukiko struggled not to lose her cool. She was about ready to punch a wall to see if that could create an exit, because she was still worried about her friend, and if she was okay along with the boy named Nemo. So she walked on, looking for any sign of anything other than the formlessness that surrounded her. Another sigh escaped her lips as she silently regretted letting go of the wall. At least it gave her a sense that she was making progress. For all she knew the room constantly shifted so that she would stay in the middle, hopelessly trapped in the void.
The darkness suddenly became oppressive in a way she had not expected. It was unlike any place she had ever visited in her sleep. Almost like she was in a physically substantial space rather than something only created in her mind. She wondered if she thought hard enough, would a lamp appear to light her way? It was her dream after all, so it made sense that she should be able to control it. But something about that thought confused her, like hearing a word mispronounced. She knew it was wrong, but she couldn't figure out why or how to fix it.
The brown haired girl was snapped out of her thoughts when she registered the airy whistle ahead of her. It rather startled her after having gotten used to the steady silence. The noise came from ahead of her, illuminated by one lone torch that burned over a thickly bricked and heavily barred cell. Inside sprawled the creature from earlier. They looked equally surprised at one another, both thinking that this must be come trick of the mind. Some glitch in the dreamscape. Tsukiko hurried closer to where the boy was, her dress bouncing with each step.
'Maybe he might know something about where I am,' she thought as she passed like a comet through the night sky. The ribbons fluttered in her wake like a glittering tail.
When she finally could get no closer, she sat on her knees in front of the boy with the bars spaced between them. As her dress settled around her, the bells in her hair twinkled in the light and let off their own gentle ring. She never understood why she always wore this dress, or why the bells jingled in her hair, but she was comforted by their appearance in this otherwise unrecognizable place.
At first she just looked at him. The most noticeable feature was the thick shackle that dangled from his otherwise bare neck, linked by heavy chains to the center of the cell. His white trench coat lay beside him, leaving a simple black half sleeved shirt to cover his broad shoulders and the same white pants and matching shoes she had seen him in only a few moments before. His white hair was streaked with flecks of yellow from the light behind him, and the eye she could see under that wild mane was the palest blue. The bone structure of his face was defined, but gentle, as if caught between being effeminate or masculine.
Having looked at him as long as was polite, Tsukiko turned her gaze elsewhere lest he think she was gawking. She really didn't know what to say or ask of him, so she took a moment to absorb her surroundings. At least what the torch now allowed her to see of it anyways.
The stone walls looked old and rough, even damp in parts. Each of the bars were different thicknesses and made of what could have been iron, but she had no real way of knowing, but it gave it an old school craftsmanship feel. Yet despite the medieval dungeon-esque motif, the guy within its confines looked as at home as if it were his own bedroom. Something about that realization made her shiver, despite her outwardly passive appearance.
"I'm guessing you know where we are?" Tsukiko then sighed, remembering the boy couldn't speak. Tsukiko wanted nothing more than to be back home, snuggled in her bed and dreaming about something less disturbing than what sat in front of her. Especially when she noticed that certain something was staring so pointedly at her.
"I do," he said softly. The sound of his reply was so surprising to her that Tsukiko couldn't help the high pitched yelp that only girls seem to be able to do. Though his answer was short, his voice resonated a nice deep timber. She wondered if it was what his voice would sound like in her world if he didn't have those screams to drown it out. Just thinking about that collective sound of agony made her shiver and try to rid it from her thoughts. Some things become stronger just by thinking about them, or so her grandmother had often told her. She listened to that age old advice and focused on the being before her.
Turning over so that he lay on his side, he faced Tsukiko while keeping an eye on the bars that had warped to accommodate the girl as she pressed so close she was almost touching them. With an irritated jerk of his head the bars leapt out of the way and resettled themselves behind the girl. He may not be able to leave his prison, but that didn't stop him from being able to allow others within it.
Satisfied that they were as they should be once more, he shifted that piercing gaze to the girl who sat before him. Her clothes were different and a soft jingle met his ears every time she moved, which clashed deviantly with the shackle around his neck that clanked heavily with every motion he made.
Tsukiko tried to stay focused on the now after hearing that most unexpected reply. It helped to remember she had no home left. Hex's School for the Gifted was her home now. None of the rest mattered. At least not compared to the opportunity currently presented. Tsukiko wanted to see if she could get some answers to the millions of questions she had.
"But I'm wondering how the little witch managed to wander into the demons lair," he asked with a smirk tugging on his lips. The water bender jumped when the creature spoke, not expecting him to engage in conversation. She thanked her luck that it was only a dream, because if someone had startled her like that while she was awake, they probably would have been drenched in water.
If he was like most guys, she would have expected single word answers that she had to pull from him like rotted teeth. That he responded to her like this made her wonder if he was just as eager to learn about her as she was to learn about him.
Gently he snagged one of her long locks and pulled it towards him, feeling the softness between his fingers. Tsukiko opened her eyes when he grabbed that single lock of hair. Her hair was long, easily to her waist, though she usually kept it tightly tucked back in some form or other. However, his attentions still pulled slightly and her scalp was sensitive.
"So my hair interests you, huh?" Tsukiko asked trying to tilt her head out of habit only to have it pull again. Not wanting him to pull any of it out by accident, she move closer to it would have more slack to stretch with. Cocking her head in confusion, she thought again on his words, cryptic as they were. Nodding in silent acknowledgment, the figure let her hair loose from his fingers and settled back onto the cold stone floor.
"So you can talk," she reiterated softly as she looked at him through the curtain of her hair. Taking note to the shackle around his neck, Tsukiko lifted her hand and brushed her fingers against it lightly. It was the same kind of thick rough metal as the bars of his cell.
He noticed how she reached out to feel his bindings, a look of sadness sobering her otherwise curious gaze. It shamed him a little to let her see this weakness in him, but could do nothing to change it now. His time would come. He would stop at nothing to stand in the waking world without worrying about being sling-shotted back into this place just when things had gotten interesting. One day, he kept reminding himself.
"I wish I knew," she admitted meekly as her eyes avoided contact with his. "But I can guess why."
"Maybe if you could please tell me where the demons lair is," she finally prompted when the man before her showed no signs of releasing the information. She took back her earlier thought of him not being like guys. Whatever he was, he was still a man.
"Then I can figure out why I'm here," she finished, hoping it would encourage him to speak again. Tsukiko watched the creature again, hoping for some sign or reaction only to see him smirking. She was definitely going to have to maintain her patience if she wanted her answers. Question was, who would give in first? So she sat in silence, waiting for this person to talk. Trouble was, he looked entirely too pleased and amused to even need to speak.
"Is this your home?" she asked at last, placing her arms around herself to fend off the unexpected draft of chilly air . 'Ok, so maybe staying silent wasn't the right strategy,' she thought. 'Let's try the keep asking questions until he gets so flustered that he has to answer at least one tactic.'
"Maybe you could tell me your name. Or do you even have one? Then again you might be able to tell me how I got to the unconscious state I'm in now, rather than have me play detective. The last thing I remember was placing my hand over your eye."
Tsukiko knew that she was rambling a bit, but a small shred of fear wormed its way passed the impartial state that sleeping can sometimes cause. If she wasn't careful, her panic could cause the dream to go sour. And she did not like having nightmares. Best thing to do was to stay calm and be rational. Not an easy thing to do, given the situation.
Tsukiko put a strand of hair behind her ear when she went out of her thoughts. She didn't know what she was doing here so she didn't know what to do. Her body would eventually wake up, and she would leave. That much at least was obvious, once she thought about it. So now that she had a few answers down, she wanted to hear at least one from him. Instead she sat in exasperation as he closed his eyes and remained silent.
"So maybe you could tell me something since I really have nothing to say. That's how conversations work you know. A little back and forth, some give and take."
As Tsukiko spoke she played with the ribbons tied around her neck nervously. For someone who at first seemed so eager to talk, she was beginning to think that his ability to communicate was limited. It was a sad thought, but it was either that, or he was really just yanking her chain. No pun intended.
"Palian. My name is Palian," he said abruptly. "And you are within the limitless boundaries of my prison. Nemo's subconscious mind."
"Palian what a nice name," Tsukiko said softly. It was unusual, but who was she to pick at unique names in a place like this? Besides, there were more interesting details to attain, especially when he mentioned that last part.
Opening his eye, he locked gazes with her while touching his bandaged face, all traces of amusement gone from his visage. The look made what warmth she had leave in an icy rush. The question she had wanted to ask died on her lips.
"We are being punished for my near transgression."
"Punished? We haven't done anything wrong," Tsukiko retorted resolutely as she stared at the creature named Palian. She folded her arms over her chest, clearly upset. And from her view of the situation she had a right to be. Tsukiko couldn't see how either of them had done anything against any laws or moral codes. No one had been hurt and they had managed to keep their powers from reeking too much havoc on the campus. So what was the problem? Letting her eyes narrow in suspicion, she glared at the creature who resumed his relaxed posturing. But after watching him, she realized that he was agitated in some way. She just didn't know why.
"Tell me why Nemo keep you locked up in this dungeon," she demanded in a low voice. "What have you done that scares him so badly."
Tsukiko then took a deep breath to calm herself. She hadn't noticed the volume of her voice had turned up several notches until the flames of the torches flickered and almost went out entirely. The water bender was mad, really mad. She didn't even truly understand why. It wasn't like her to get so worked up without the reason being really obvious. Maybe it was fueled by the disorientating feel of the place, but the fear of being in total darkness with this thing qwelled that anger enough for her to regain her composure.
Once again she had more questions then answers. Maybe, she thought, if she reminded him of her offer then he might offer more information in return. Like pooling resources. Of course, there was the off chance that he changed his mind and refuses her all together. The compassion in her hoped that she could be of some use to both boys.
"I'm still going to help you get free Palian." Tsukiko placed her hand back over his shackle. Her delicate fingers just managed to span the width of the metal, making her wonder just how uncomfortable this accessory must be.
"Isn't there anyway I can help you as of now?" she asked locking gazes with the boy who in turn studied her face with renewed interest. Tsukiko didn't know why she wished to help the boy, but she didn't really mind either.
"No one deserves being locked up, no matter what past they have." The water bender was still upset about what was going on. How could anyone be punished for this?
Then again she didn't know the whole story. Tsukiko just remembered how it felt to be locked up in her childhood hometown. Nowhere to go and no one to help her to reach beyond the confines of her societal limitations. She hated being a bird in a cage with locked doors and no light, even just metaphorically. When she had finally broken free, she promised to always help anyone brake free of their own cages. No matter what. Part of that pledge was to make up for the things she had done wrong in her life, but the rest was because she just couldn't handle the thought of people being so cruel to one another. She would much rather help people then harm them and couldn't understand how some people managed to validate such actions.
A quirk of his lips was the only sign that he heard her compliment his name. This girl was amusing, that he could not deny. It was new to him, but he couldn't fight the pleasure he gleaned from her fretting over the situation. It was sweet really, if only too innocent.
And it was equally entertaining to see the emotions that ran across her face. Most of it he did not understand, but it was interesting to know that such expressions were possible. He could identify the look of sorrow, anger, determination and passion. But like describing color to the blind, Palian did not know what it was to feel these things.
"I'm sorry for getting angry its just....I know how it feels to be locked up. Trapped, and alone." Tsukiko apologized as she refocused on the boy watching her so intently. She was mostly calm now, her eyes no longer fogged over with ghosts from the past. She felt bad for screaming and most likely over reacting to the situation, but she didn't know how to act or feel about it so she was just tried to reign in her thoughts and keep calm about it all. When all else fails, stay focused on the facts. Problems always get solved faster with clear heads and calm hearts.
"There are rules, always rules," he said finally in a low timbered drawl. He didn't like her reminding him of his imprisonment, so decided that if he explained a little, she would be satisfied enough to not mention it further. Assistance he could accept if it meant getting out of this place more often, but he wasn't about to grovel to someone who pitied him. He would not trade one master for another, no matter how steep the debt.
"Rule number one is that I am not permitted to view the world with this eye," he said as he held up one finger. He rubbed the bandage with his other hand, feeling the soft cotton of it with his palm. It itched to be uncovered, his eye, but he dare not in case it caused more trouble.
"Rule number two is that I cannot exist without Nemo, hence my prerogative," he continued to explain as he held up a second finger. His free hand went from his eye down to the band around his neck, caressing the metal with a look of longing.
"The shackle is a physical representation of the bond, or link we share. When he is here, he also has one." Tsukiko frowned as she listened, thinking about how these rules were completely unfair.
Recalling that the water bender had asked him if he lived in the dungeon made him laugh then. It was a dark clear rumble devoid of the screams he had in the waking world. The effect made him even more creepy than if he had let those many voices resume their cries. More frightening because of how human it sounded while retaining a quality that Tsukiko could not yet place.
She once again felt bad for both boys, hearing how they were stuck together like this. However, when Palian laughed it made her start with fright. Yes it had scared her, but she did her best to stay relaxed, only her eyes gave away her nervousness.
It was unsettling to hear that he liked being in the dungeon. She didn't see why anyone would want to be in this place. Then again it was her own opinion, formed by the advantage of having other places to compare it to. Something told her that he didn't have as diverse a background.
"I am within this dungeon because it suits me to." Palian chose only to answer her question when he had stopped laughing, though the amusement was clear in his voice.
"If I am so inclined, I can be anywhere I choose. Like say, for example, this," he added as more of an afterthought. In a blink of the eye, the scene changed from the dingy dark dungeon to a clear starlit night in the middle of a meadow where many flowers bloomed an iridescent white. No topographical features defined the land, only vast expanses of grass and the beautiful glowing flowers that looked towards the large full moon. A light breeze ruffled the foliage, bending it like waves looking for the sandy shore.
As the area around her changed, Tsukiko couldn't help smiling. The place was beautiful, completely breathtaking after the oppressive gloom of the dungeon. Tsukiko looked up at the sky as stars twinkled and the moon bathed them in her silver glow. Her gaze became very soft as a couple stars shot across the span of the heavens. She had never dreamed of something quite so vivid before.
"This is my world, after all," Palian stated blandly when he noticed how at awe she appeared. To him it was nothing at all to change his surroundings. He just never bothered, because it never helped alleviate that sense of nothingness. It truly didn't matter what he could conjure, because to him it was all illusion.
"My mother named me when she saw the moonlight shining in the window where I was born," she said softly as she looked up at her namesake floating so brightly. "My name, Tsukiko, means moon child. My full name is moon child of the snow." She smiled at the irony. Who knew that her name would be so appropriate later in life?
The water bender looked around her then, noticing the sea of flowers that bloomed in the night. Gingerly, she folded her shirts around her so she could sit in the greenery without bunching it. Reaching out with one pale hand, she picked one of the flowers. Smiling as she brought it to her nose, the tiny pedals tickled her nose. She then placed it behind her ear, letting the small jingle of her bells echo in the vast space. Tsukiko preferred the more alive breeze to the creeping cold and dampness of the dungeon.
"Your world seems like a nice place at times," the girl spoke as she picked another flower. It reminded her of picking flowers back in the village for her brother. She always made him a necklace then come home and place it on his neck. He would always laugh and complement her. The memory was striking, but it did nothing to deter from the beauty of the place.
"At times, it is. At others, not so much," Palian replied as he turned his gaze to the vast meadow. "For all its glamour and wonder, I am the only one to anjoy it. Sometimes that is a blessing, but recently I begin to wonder if it is not just another part of my imprisonment."
Grabbing a tall blade of grass, he bent and tied the strand around until it became a bow before transforming into a large green butterfly. Letting it take wing, he watched as it fluttered around the girl. It tugged at a place within Palian to hear her offer aid to his cause, but he knew she would not be much use. Not yet anyways. He had not managed to formulate a plan to break the ties between him and the boy. At least nothing that wouldn't end in his own death.
The green butterfly snapped Tsukiko out of her thoughts, giggling unexpectedly as she watched it fly around her. Her gaze shifted as it fluttered past its creator, to see Palian in deep thought. Sitting in the grass beside her, he listened to the wind rush along the tall reeds and how Tsukiko's giggles of delight mixed with them. It was a sound he had never heard before. A sound he found was pleasant and he enjoyed hearing it.
Averting his gaze when he realized the girl was watching him, he thought about her words. No one deserves to be locked up? That may be so, but he knew from all the times Nemo yelled at him that his reasoning and ways of dealing with problems were not how things were done in the waking world. He knew inside that being a creature comprised of nightmares, if anyone should be locked away he was it. But he did not want it to be because of his desire to protect the child, but because of his own will. If he was evil, so be it. But he wanted it to be his choice, not his mission.
"Maybe I can't help now, but I'll find a way some how. One that helps both you and Nemo." Tsukiko spoke with a whisper, not wanting to interrupt his thoughts. She returned to watching the butterfly dance around, her countenance calm and assured. She truly felt like a child again in this place. Like magic still existed, or at least the possibility of it. She thought the feeling had died along with her brother.
"You want to help? Then understand that I am not good."
"Well that's easy, seeing as I'm not either," she countered softly. "I'm the reason my mother and brother are dead. I killed them all." She stopped admiring the scenery and stared at the demon. If they were to have an accord, then she wanted to be taken seriously. It was the least she could do if he was doing the same.
"So I have my reasons, and I don't care if you're not good. When your free, I'll just have to make sure you become good. I'll do it even if it kills me." Tsukiko didn't notice that tears had started to spill over when she confessed her past to him. Tsukiko bowed her head letting her bangs cover her eyes.
Palian stilled as Tsukiko began telling some of her life to him. A painful confession he was sure, from the sound of her quavering voice. He himself didn't have parents to worry about losing or killing, so he couldn't relate, but he cold tell that the loss still effected her.
"My father saw me kill both of them. He went ballistic with grief and tried to kill me. He failed. I lost everything. I was alone in the world after that." Tsukiko tried her best to choke back a sob, not wanting anyone to see her cry. So she sat in the meadow trying not to let on to how much pain she was truly in.
Faintly, a small sob reached his ears, compelling him to look at her. Tsukiko tried her hardest the hide the tears. Before he thought better of it, which never seemed to be the problem because he always did whatever he felt like, Palian cupped her chin with his hand, making her turn her face to him. She wasn't use to anyone being near her when she cried, as she usually did while she was alone.
Then he gently placed a kiss on her lips, much to her surprise, while wrapping one arm around her shoulders. He didn't have any experience with comforting, but his body seemed to know what to do without him having to make any decision. No one had ever tried to calm her down like this when she cried in front of other people. Then again, she didn't really make it a habit to let strangers kiss her either. She felt the arm around her shoulders, but its reassuring presence did little to stop the flow of tears kept trickling down her cheeks.
"I'm sure you had good reasons behind your actions. You seem like the kind of person who is easily misunderstood," he soothed, licking her tears away with his tongue.
"Not really," Tsukiko whispered, too caught off guard by the odd action to react to it. " I was only three so I don't remember her, let alone have a motive for killing her. No, it was an uncontrollable power burst from my birthright. My brother died when I first got my powers. Again, my motive was lacking, because it was not something that I could control." She said, her eyes glazing again as she remembered that day. Tsukiko had only one memory of her mother.
"The meteors came when I was playing in the snow near the ocean. The current theory for the Hex is that our powers are influenced by our surroundings when we contracted the illness. So when I gained the ability to manipulate water, I accidentally condensed the moisture in his lungs, making him drown."
She hadn't tried to kill them. They were all only victims of unfortunate accidents. But her father didn't care. She was already dead to him when she had killed the love of his life. He never cared to understand that his daughter needed his guidance, not his hatred. But even though she knew he wished for her death, she couldn't hate him. His grief was too raw, too deep, and too much like her own for her to not agree with what he'd done in retaliation.
"He was right when he told me I deserved to die. I can never go back home, because he'll find me." She spoke with a numb voice, and had a numb looked in her eyes. She still had tears falling as she thought about her past. It was one of the reasons she had actually willingly come here. The school was a new start for her. A refuge from the fate that waited for her.
"But was it your intent to do anyone harm?" Palian asked, a look of innocent curiosity filling his face. His fingers rubbed small circles on her shoulder as if they had a life of their own. "As I see it, if you had no intent, they can hardly call you a murderer. Not to belittle their deaths, but it was not something you could have prevented or controlled."
"I, on the other hand, have no qualms of conscience. I know what I've done in the past and what I am capable of doing in the future," he countered while taking his free hand to smear a tear over her cheek. "Not to scare you, but my death tally is much higher than yours." He smiled darkly at his own evil humor.
Tsukiko focused enough to see Palian instead of the ghosts of her past. His practical approach helped her to fight back the overwhelming emotion that threatened to drown her with tears. She thought she had gotten past all this, but if only talking about it had this effect on her, then she knew she had some things still to work out. Without even thinking she leaned in and kissed him. It was feather light, more a brushing of skin before she pulled back enough to study his face.
"No," Tsukiko answered in a rather small voice. "I just wish it wouldn't have happened, I hate myself for letting it happen. Not being able to control myself should not be a viable excuse."
As she spoke more tears fell from her eyes. Really, she thought. Normally the water bender wasn't so prone to the waterworks, no pun intended. Maybe it was the dreamscape, practically oozing with whimsy. It was so relaxing. Maybe it was this creature that seemed to be so genuine, despite the fact that he fell in the heavy grey area between good and evil. That he was so hard to figure out was both mystifying and clarifying. Having the puzzle helped her focus on other things, besides her own troubles.
"Why would you want to kill?" asked as she wiped her tears away. If she could just stay on track then maybe she could stop herself from going into hysterics. That was definitely not an experience she wanted have in this place. It seemed like it would ruin the ambiance. Taking a deep breath to steady herself, Tsukiko tried to make sense of his logic.
"I mean, I know its your choice, but still. The guilt you have to live with. The pain it inflicts on other people. To this day I still wonder how I'm not crazy." Tsukiko just bowed her head as she spoke, trying not to let her eye tear up anymore.
"I do not feel guilt, or pain. In fact it is the opposite," he murmured as his one blue eye followed the roaming butterfly that suddenly landed on his knee. "I felt great joy when I was able to become part of your world enough to cause effects. It was an inevitable consequence at the time, that death followed my manifestations."
Touching the butterfly with his finger, the creature crawled upon the tip, where he raised it closer to his face. The gossamer wings changed from metallic to fiery hues as they slowly opened and closed.
"It must be nice to not feel pain," Tsukiko said after listening to the boy. "Then again I can see where you come from with saying that." One would wonder how, with the talk of death and killing, she could enjoy this magical place and the present company. It did make Tsukiko further question her sanity, but she tried to let it go. She let out a sigh, determined to let this experience not be ruined by her self doubt.
"At first it was little things, mostly animals. But once I developed a mind and body that could sustain its form, I-." Falling silent, Palian thought about his beginnings and how the townsfolk ranted about plagues and signs of the apocalypse. He cared little for the panicked shrieks as the Hex rose from the ashes of the illness. It had been white noise to him at first, he didn't even care, much like a dreamer who does as they please because they know it doesn't effect their real world. At the end of the night, he would sleep as Nemo awoke.
"Like I said before,I'm not scared of you, but now I'm not sure why. I mean, just going off of what I have seen, you don't appear to be safe company to keep. But the evidence doesn't override my instincts. If anything I feel safer here with you. My heart doesn't even care if you've killed people."
Tsukiko looked up again, her eyes clear of tears and a frown pulling her bros together. She didn't know why, but around this demon things where easier to say. It was like she could sense that he would not judge or think less of her for speaking her mind.
"I must be crazy." She said mostly to herself. "I'm sorry about this. It's really silly I know. You must think I'm pathetic for falling apart so easily." The breeze kicked up around them, soft and warm as if they were enjoying this place at the end of a long hot summer day. The feeling of unease ebbed as she let the wind carry her hair along and the reeds reached out to tickle her outstretched toes.
"I still don't know why or how I'm even here," Tsukiko said falling backward to lay in the grass. "I'm kinda happy I am here though, even if I don't know why." Tsukiko giggle and and let her eyes slide over so she could see Palian framed by the stars. His expression was relaxed, but otherwise unreadable. She wondered idly if this was how he normally looked, when he wasn't being horrifying. "You've made me feel a lot better thanks." Hearing her words made him frown softly, but more like he was confused by her answer than any sense of anger.
Palian had listened to Tsukiko as she explained herself and questioned him before sinking into his own thoughts. From what he knew, the girl was far from insane, but then again being what he was and knowing that his level of experience was very limited, it was really hard to think of a standing argument against it. Who was to say she wasn't? Not that it mattered to him. Hard to throw stones when you don't carry any morals to have someone else shatter in retaliation.
For a while they sat in companionable silence, admiring the active expanse of night. After what felt like ages, but had been only a few minutes, she finally whispered, "You know, I'm reminded of this place I used to play fairy princess in, when I was younger." She then added with a lighthearted giggle, "I miss those times so very much."
"I didn't have any friends, because they were all to scared that I would curse them. So I made my own. I remember one was a Prince." She looked up at the boy then and smiled as an interesting idea formed in her mind. "You said that this place is your world, but did you base it off my memories?"
Again he listened to Tsukiko as she talked about herself. He had to bite his tongue not to ask if he could meet this dream prince of hers. Palian knew it was forbidden him, but he so wanted to see the creatures that manifested in her dreams. Which made him smile all the more when she asked if this place was based on her memories. He'd have liked to say yes, but the lie would not have sat well on his tongue. The dream demon could not take credit for what was only a happy coincidence.
Feeling a soft breeze rustle his hair, Palian stood up and turned to face the wind, the forgotten butterfly fluttering away into the meadow. A soft voice spoke to him then, a voice that only he could hear but was kind and gentle. He never knew who this voice was, but had bets on Nemo's subconscious mixed with a memory of his mothers voice. It would never be as accurate as if she were there, but near enough to be recognizable. Not that her voice was every kind or gentle when it was turned towards Palian. Hers' were just one of the many screams that made his earthly voice. After he listened to her message, he stayed still a moment until the wind died away once more.
Her attention went fully to Palian when he went silent. "Is everything okay?" she asked sitting up. She tilted her head in confusion letting the bells in her hair jingle. 'I wonder whats wrong,' she asked herself bringing her knees close the her wrapping her arms around them. Tuskiko felt the wind die down which made her even more curious.
"It is time for the little witch to return to the waking world," he announced as he held out his hand for Tsukiko to take. She gave him a bewildered look.
"Why do I have to leave now? I like it here." Tsukiko said while placing her hand in his. As his long boned fingers curled gently around her, her eyes widened at seeing that she was starting to fade. Tsukiko froze, staring in disbelief at their hands.
Next thing that happened was a blood curtailing scream. It shattered the peaceful atmosphere as it filled the meadow. The water bender's knees buckled, pulling them both down in the reeds, her body shaking and her heart racing.
"I don't make the rules. Be happy this dream is only that," Palian said in a low voice as he watched the girl collapse before him. It was always the way it ended. Every time someone shared a dream with him, even if he tried to be nice, it always ended in a nightmare. Maybe it was just how the human mind was hardwired. However, the connection was made and the first chance he got, Palian would return.
"What's happening to my soul fragment?" she cried in a panic. Her words were soaked with fear. "If I lose any part of my soul, I'll die." Tsukiko wrapped her arms around her body and screamed again. "Mommy please, I don't want to die. I don't want to die!"
"Lord help you all," he murmured with an evil smile. Tsukiko's screams filled the air and a pleasant shiver ran along his spine. Like a metaphysical recorder, he memorized her agonized shrieks, knowing that when he returned to the waking world her voice would be added to his chilling menagerie of mass hysteria. She would be all the more frightened to hear her own among the hundreds of others. 'Haunted, yes that would be the right word. She'd feel haunted,' he thought.
Tsukiko was freaking out in her fear. Her soul fragment, that part of herself that had drifted off to enter Palian's world, was fading slowly. She didn't know what that meant. All she knew was that without a soul she would die.
Whenever something caused her extreme distress, Tsukiko would fall into hysterics. It helped to scream for her mother, who was always a symbol of protection. To her, in that one moment, it was like death was there to take her soul.
Circling around her, Palian grabbed her by the shoulders and yanked her to her feet. Her body shook like a leaf in his grasp, but he kept her steady as he whispered in her ear. Tears streamed down her face and she hiccuped with uncontrollable sobs. Whatever her mind was doing in response to breaking free of his realm, he could tell that it was not pleasant.
Already her body was fading, getting closer to the waking world. It was different for everyone who passed through. Some faded, some fragmented, some glitched, while others merely popped out. He never questioned why it was so, just knew it was how their minds left this plane of consciousness.
"Wake up now," he growled as he kissed her neck. "Wake up to spare yourself." As he kissed her neck, his teeth grazed along her skin, nipping with sharp points that weren't there before.
"No leave me alone," she cried trying to fight Palian.
"Wake," he growled again in a voice that no longer sounded human. Then he geared himself to bite into her neck should she not leave that instant.
Tsukiko, however, was too distracted by the haunting images that flashed before her eyes. A woman that looked like an older Tsukiko appeared in front of her holding out a hand, beckoning. Tsukiko's eyes widened even more in fear. She screamed again not knowing what else to do. Her body wasn't moving like she wanted it to. Something prevented her from turning away or running from this ghostly apparition. Her mother always promised to come back for her, but Tsukiko had known better. But logic had no place here and she could not stop the certainty that knew she was done for.
"No, please go away. Please, just make it stop." Tsukiko then felt something sharp against her skin. "Please, no!" Tsukiko sobbed loudly as her body continued fading to the point of transparency.
"Please just save me from this nightmare, please I don't want this. I'm sorry for breaking the laws, please I just don't want to die." Tsukiko once again sobbed trying to shut out everything. She brought her arms up around her head trying to block it all out.
Her mother was in front of her ready to take her to heaven, hell, or whatever happened after one died. Then something was behind her trying to wake her up. Tsukiko could only cry in defense since she truly didn't know what was going on. All she knew was her soul was fading, and that her mother was her to take her away. Tsukiko had heard the voice behind her to tell her to wake up.
"I don't know how to wake up," she sobbed more tears falling.
To her it wasn't a dream. This was really happening. She was really going to die.
Tsukiko watched as her mother came closer to her. She tried backing away again, but something was blocking her path. Tsukiko just wanted it to stop, but she had no power here. Her dreams never happened like this, so why would they now.
"I'm going to die, I'm truly going to die." Tsukiko kept repeating that over and over again like a defeatist mantra. She barely realized the voice behind her was Palian. "Please kill me," she whispered, "I can't take anymore!"
Then Tsukiko's waking mind began to rebel against her subconscious. She began to thrash about in both worlds trying to wake up. Soon, if she could not shake off the shackles of sleep, she would stop breathing. Tsukiko always knew when one died in a dream they truly died, some said from a panic attack, but no this wasn't a dream. After a few moments of trying to break away, her body went limp and her breathing became shallow. She had less substance to her than when Palian manifested in her realm.
Through it all, a large amount of Tsukiko that was still conscious to the dream. Some part was still feeling and seeing everything, but in like a third person view. She could see herself, cradled in the dream demon's arms. Yet she could also feel a blanket that was wrapped around her. So close, if only she could open her eyes and leave this nightmare behind.
Then, as if some internal switch had been flipped, she relaxed into Palian's arms. Her screams ceased and her eyes sparkled with a tear filled smile.
"See you soon," she whispered before fading completely. Palian let his hands rest in his lap, his expression contemplative.
"Count on it."