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 Posted: Fri Jun 15, 2012 10:21 pm
Planes make me sick. I've always been able to look strong, because my sisters were there, and scared. But, alas, planes...SCARE THE LIVING s**t OUT OF ME.
I'm going to Oklahoma to work for the summer, where I don't know ANYONE but my Uncle needs help, and he's willing to pay me for it. Fine.
Well ,we were waiting on him to call FOR A ******** WEEK NOW about how we're paying for me to get there. Today, we watched as the train tickets sold out while we couldn't afford them. Not even an hour after the train ticket, which I had requested...no...REQUIRED...had sold out? We get a call from him saying he'll pay for a ticket on a train or plane or whatever.
He KNEW the tickets were gone. I just know it. I looked it up last night ,and there were still ******** tickets! HE DID THIS s**t ON PURPOSE SO I WOULD BE THERE A DAY ******** EARLIER TO WORK.
I want to throw up. I'm not feeling well, I don't GET a summer, I don't get classes I want t otake next semester, I've felt uninspired all day, a friend that I hold very dear is dying btw and no I am not allowed t otalk about it, and I think I pissed off someone I really care about.
And npw I have to take aplane. Which means I don't get to take a train -I love trains btw!- and I don't get that stop in Fortworth, Texas, to see my friends Laurie and Diana!
I ******** hate everything right now. I'm so ******** pissed off, I think my nose is going to ******** bleed.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2012 6:21 am
Your friend dying is some serious stuff. I've been in that boat. It's understandable you feel the way you do towards everything right now because of that alone. I don't want to make you dwell, and if you want you can hit me up in a PM or something. I know I offer that to everyone but I figure I at least offer. I hate just posting a thread and leaving people who are in need hanging. Makes me feel like a d**k. ;l
Sounds pretty rough. I'm not a big fan of planes either. I hate taking the damned things and they have always terrified me since I was young to be honest. I myself will never take one. Most plane rides don't take that long and you can knock yourself out with something to help you sleep along the way. So that's something you can consider doing.
Ahhh, money. I work hard labor for six years of my life so far collecting. When i was fifteen I couldn't even do it, and was forced to. Any work is good work and you need to make some, somehow. I would say it's good you're at least getting some even if you have to go the distance. Once you get there and you're all settled in maybe it will be a different experience.
To be honest I don't remember the last time I had a summer or vacation. You just have to make due with those things because later on down the line there's plenty of time for it. Never know where the adventure will take you. After the storm, there's always a calm, and there's always something to gain from it. emotion_c8
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2012 6:39 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2012 9:49 am
She lives! I keep checking online trying to find ya =3 We seem to keep missing each other...
Ugh, well, I'm flying out on Tuesday, at like 6AM
Weird, Brase- It is just now telling me you replied o.O
thanks man. You're always good to see when I'm in a mood =)
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