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 Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2012 8:59 pm
So, not sure that this will be read, but the guild is the only place I can post about this without worrying about nearby eyes finding it.. Because I found out that apparently, Crys isn't safe for me to rant about whatever anymore. Had some of my words, that I posted with the knowledge that they WOULDN'T be found by people who know me, thrown back in my face.. And that hurt. But, that's not what this is about.
Anna.. Is currently hurting. A lot. Emotionally, of course.. Because.. I'm just being a stupid emotional teen, I guess. :
So, was talking with.. we'll just call him a friend, to keep it from being complicated. On steam, because he wanted us to play a game, but I was busy packing, so we just chatted a lot. Well, I came back from dinner.. And things went horribly downhill. I said that I was back.. Oh, hell with it. I'll just post the screenshot for you guys.. :
Read all you want, Here... and here.. ((PHOTOBUCKET. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!? Sorry that they're so small, guys, photobucket hates me. -.-))
(Just so you know who he's talking about, "Johnny boy" is my sibling, Jon, "Travis"/Trav is my oldest sibling. Brittany is Trav's girlfriend of three years, so practically my sister, I suppose.)
Well, if you read that.. You can easily see why I'm upset. I mean, I know he meant it as a joke.. But, it still hurt. He doesn't have a clue how self conscious of my body weight I am.. Still doesn't know much..
But, the other reason why I'm upset.. I told him goodnight at 8:47 pm. He stayed online until at least 10:30 pm. He did not send me a single message, through any sources of contact. So, I got blown off for a game. Yay. I mean, I know he probably feels a little bad about it, but still.. He could have at least told me goodnight, or tried to make me feel better.. He could have done SOMETHING.
I just.. I hate how it's always, anytime something like this happens, I'M the one that winds up feeling super guilty. :
Sorry to unleash this all on you guys.. But it's the only place I can let this go..
Also.. Anna's going on a hiatus until Friday.. Gonna be up in St. Louis for a youth leadership conference. So, no interwebs.. :c
Bai you guiz..
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2012 9:15 pm
...He said that like that, more than once, and didn't think it would be taken seriously...?
Uhm...I took it seriously, and I don't even know the guy, or your situation o.o
anna? Crys is never a safe place. Give up that damn illusion. Gossip and drama spread there like wildfire now that us oldbies aren't there to control it anymore *shrug*
We all care about you here, love =)
I haven't gotten to aid depressed Anna or upset Anna in a while, so I'l ltake this opportunity to say that I don't ever try to make anyone feel better unless I think they deserve to, in fact, feel better, and...here I am, attempting to cheer you up.
I don't remember what you look like, but I remember jokingly flirting with you at least once, so you must be pretty xD; So, hold onto that I guess.
Anything else to add...hmm.
Oh. Post more. I miss seeing you around =*(
<3
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2012 9:23 pm
Zephy-- Mm, I don't know what gets in his head. I mean, he enjoys trolling every now and again.. Sometimes, he just pushes way too far. This was one of those times..
I mean, I guess sometimes he doesn't realize how much of an a*****e he can be.. Or that he's crossed a line. :
Eh, even so.. Luckily, I hadn't seen that part of it yet.. Only a tiny sliver. But, it's not exactly user drama that I'm worried about.. Just, that person? He's found some stuff that I did NOT want him to find.. Because it was about him. :
But, that's why I usually lurk around. Think Tad's quest thread can be safe enough, though. n.n
..That actually makes me feel a ton better. c:
Ah, thank you. You actually did cheer me up, a lot. Not sure why.
Ahahah, I suppose that's one way of putting it. xD
:c
I'll try to post more, starting this weekend.. Gonna be computerless starting in.. Five hours. D:
Might post here before I leave, if I can remember...
Thank you for posting so quick, Roland. It really did help. c:
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2012 10:19 pm
Any time, anna. It's what I'm here for. If I can't make people smile a little more, daily, I'm not doing my job =)
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2012 9:04 am
Ze solution is simple. When you get back, just Add me on Steam and if something like this happens again i'll make ya feel better. Plus we can play games. Nothing can go wrong, ever. emotion_brofist I am in the same boat. Once this week is over i'll have so much more free time. Working on some house. But enough about me. I love myself too much. I advise everyone to get Steam, so we could engage in jolly cooperation and conversation. emotion_awesome Just in case... you know... this guild gets taken over by aliens... Steam is free instant messenger and has quite a bit of free games too so... if you're bored, there ya go.
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Posted: Sat Jun 16, 2012 6:56 pm
Roland -- Then, good thing you did your job. c:
Brase -- Argh. If only it were that simple. Le usb adapter that I use for interwebs on MY computer finally gave out, after having a not so small crack down the chip.. Thus, I'm on dad's laptop, which does not have steam downloaded.. And I don't feel like derping around with the site, as it always gives me crap. But, once I get interwebs back, I shall add you. Should be fairly obvious that its me. xD
o.o Indeed, nothing could go wrong with that solution.. Aside from the fact that I have, like, two games that I can play on steam. :'D
Mm, finally home. Well, got home yesterday, but was too lazy to get on interwebs. FINALLY on summer break, here.
Hey, loving yourself isnt a bad thing.. >>;
..The guild had better not get taken over by aliens.. Although Steam DOES have an awesome instant messenger.. Stuff's faster than facebook chat. o.o
Also, slight update. Person in question, we're back to talking and all that jazz. Smoothed over the bit of awkwardness that was left hanging. And, he finally learned his lesson about that, so, shouldn't have to deal with it again. So, all's good now, I think.
Unrelated, but Gaia be hatin on mah old version of firefox I've got on my flashdrive. It tells me not a single username, unless I'm in reply mode. Awesome. >.<;
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2012 5:33 pm
Just TAKE HIM and THROW HIM ON THE GROUND.
Meh. I'm self-conscious about my weight too, but that's because I am fully aware that I am easily defined as overweight. Not just myself, but medically. One way to realize that he was trolling was his discussion of eating as a means to gain weight. Skinnier people often eat more than I do. All about metabolism.
Anyway, I don't really know what to tell you. With the pictures that I've seen of you, you certainly look healthy. You're not ridiculously skinny like those disorder-ridden supermodels that have like, a 20 waist with 30-some breast and hips. That's disgusting. You're also certainly not fat.
Sometimes you just have to let things like this that are easily thrown around go. Let bygones by bygones, and if other people can't, ********. They don't know you! You know you. Honestly, the person most critical of you can only be yourself. If people are telling you bad things about yourself that you aren't already aware of or are conscious of, they are assholes and trolls. If they tell you the lighter side of the issue and make simple statements that border on regular discussion and compliments, they're being honest.
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