And now the Cerberus, it stands;
Head in heart;
Heart in hand;
I watch to hear that melancholy dirge.
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Hey people, what's up? I'm Muse. Haru. That one awesome guy who barely posts because he's usually not home. Yeah, him.
I been in a slump lately. I've been single for a little under a year now, by about a month, and since then, I've been going downhill. During the relationship, I worked between 15-20 hours a week. Since the break up, in order to distract myself, I've been pushing a minimum of 35. It worked, and I've been making money, so good, right?
Wrong. For some reason, I don't feel... Okay. I don't feel satisfied with life at the moment. It seems like things have gone from good to bad to mediocre. It's like I'm stuck in Limbo. No good, no bad, just a bland day by day that I gotta deal with.
Which I do fairly well. I'm obviously well enough to type and all that, but I'm not necessarily happy. I'd rather be sad than not feel anything.
So, advice? I dunno what I'm looking for really. Just... New stuff. People to talk to. Things to do. Everything is so routine.
If you want a fairly accurate rundown on me, http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/zodiac-signs/gemini.htm. I almost fit the bill, except on a few choice things.
Blah.
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I know it's true, my love for you;
I jumped into the depths of Hell;
To save you from these rotten swells;
And still, you sing that melancholy dirge.
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