Cause I'm going through hell. :[
So my boyfriend and I have been fighting A LOT lately.
See it started when he let his best friends wife stay over to get away from her in laws.
her hubby is in the navy and currently on a boat somewhere.
Anyway I tried for months to get him to help me clean and all he would do... He would just play his Xbox and not do anything, and when he did it really didn't amount to anything.
She comes over and they have the house spotless in a weekend.
Made me feel horrible cause he wouldn't help me but she gives him the motivation to get it all done, then he tried telling me that it was for me.
If you wanted to do it for me then why didn't you help me when I was trying to get it done?
Then I would call him at work, he always answers his phone when I call.
Now he ignores the call and just texts.
And she goes to work with him too.
He says that the shop is busy and they are swamped, but still he never did this before until she came around.
Also I called him one day before he got off work and he was like so I'm going to Walmart, I was like cool can I come along?
He was like yeah sure.
I was uber excited cause i wanted to go hang out with him, well about an hour goes by and he still hasn't came over to my house to come get me.
i called him and he was in the check out lane, and she was there.
He said they were just getting food.
Ok but you told me that I could come, if you were going to change the plans you should have called me.
Then I would have been ok with it, but you didn't call I had to call you to see where in the world you were at.
Plus he was telling me how much he loved me in texts the day before.
He was saying stuff like "I love you so much I cant even put it into words"
Well if he does then why is he doing this stuff?
And another thing, I went to his house to stay the night and I left my mangas on the table along with some art supplies.
She put it all back in my backpack when she woke up.
She has no right to be touching my stuff.
I'm sorry but that pissed me off. :[
You do not live there you don't have any right to be telling me to pick up after myself.
Just all this crap and it's causing us to fight, A LOT.
Like the other night I was all up in his face screaming and yelling.
I couldn't keep in bottled up anymore.
usually, I just take and take without saying a word to keep the peace.
but i could not hold it in anymore.
i almost left him too until he started begging me to not too.
I also broke two doors, on by slamming it so hard it's now loose on the hinges and the other cause I punched it now there is a dent in it.
I have never ever gotten that mad before.
And after that rage fight, that other girl was like "you have no right to be mad at him he works all day and he didn't want to walk around the store"
I just wanted to hit her soooooo bad.
I admit i do have anger problems.
But I don't hit people just walla and doors. D:
Everything has gone to crap since she came around.
We are now on a brake.
Mind you we have been together for four years now...
And this is hard.
I can just imagine what everyone is telling him...
I know that his family isn't fond of me, and his friends have been telling him that I don't appreciate him enough...
Just stuff like that.
I'm so stressed. ;A;
Oh and another thing, he is using her car.
she has been staying the night at his house since last Friday.
...
If he is staying over there like she is and he is using her car...
I'm sorry but I'm not giving him anymore money, not buying him cigars, gas or anything else.
she can pay for it now.
She is always there you know.
And if i give him money I would be supporting her too, so this ATM is no longer working.
(it feels good to vent by the way)
Just I'm so pissed off.
I know I'm being jealous but still.
Uhg.
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