I can't help the way i am,obsessed with fantasies nobody understands
You snap and yell at me to bring me down,showing you dont care about what happens to me.

Remember the time in the emergency room,i thought i was in trouble for walking home,alone and thinking it was safe so i cried,and hid as you shunned me.

Do you not care what happens?! If you yell and scream and act like your four i can come up with better punishments,i'm more mature. Though i may be young for my age you must understand,father.

You yell at me for being homeschooled,for not being able to move, when im starting to feel better you yell at me for having emotional distress of the adcident. What exactly are you saying?

Father,you neglected me for years but do you care now? Heck no its too late to get close to me now cause you'll just break it all over again.

Four more years ti'll i can get away from you,You know nothing or what its like. "Leave me alone" "Leave me alone" i scream with tears running down my face upset over the distress,but your angry at me with discrace.

I bet its better,in another world of where i dream,if i was in accoma you wouldnt care,even if i died. There would be one to blame and his name is father.