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 Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2012 8:12 am
I figured this would be the best place to turn to for advice.
For lack of a better phrase, I'm a semi conspiracy theorist. There are some that I believe, and some that I don't. Hopefully I won't be flamed for that.
Ultimately, though, I need help dealing with it.
I work retail, and whenever I see the back of a $1 bill, I start thinking about everything, and I start freaking out. Out of nowhere, thoughts will enter my head, and I'll start freaking out. I know that the common perception of a conspiracy theorist is the paranoid aluminum hat basement dweller. I know you people are normal like everybody else, albeit with knowledge.
I want to know what I can do to prevent the fear from gripping me. I already avoid tap water at all costs (except for showers), I brush with a toothpaste without fluoride, I ALWAYS (maybe obsessively so) check the ingredients of food before I eat it. But ultimately, at the end of the day, things that I've read, regardless of if they're true or not, make me terrified. I try telling myself they're not true. I try talking to people who convince me that there's no evidence of what's making me afraid.
I don't mean to seem paranoid. I just want to be able to accept these things and move on.
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 12:24 pm
Empty Azure I figured this would be the best place to turn to for advice. For lack of a better phrase, I'm a semi conspiracy theorist. There are some that I believe, and some that I don't. Hopefully I won't be flamed for that. Ultimately, though, I need help dealing with it. I work retail, and whenever I see the back of a $1 bill, I start thinking about everything, and I start freaking out. Out of nowhere, thoughts will enter my head, and I'll start freaking out. I know that the common perception of a conspiracy theorist is the paranoid aluminum hat basement dweller. I know you people are normal like everybody else, albeit with knowledge. I want to know what I can do to prevent the fear from gripping me. I already avoid tap water at all costs (except for showers), I brush with a toothpaste without fluoride, I ALWAYS (maybe obsessively so) check the ingredients of food before I eat it. But ultimately, at the end of the day, things that I've read, regardless of if they're true or not, make me terrified. I try telling myself they're not true. I try talking to people who convince me that there's no evidence of what's making me afraid. I don't mean to seem paranoid. I just want to be able to accept these things and move on. NOTE: Please do not be discouraged to read this message just because it is a little longer than what you may usually see. I am not yelling at you or being angry or negative etc. I am only using larger font, bold / italicized text, and capital letters for the sake of emphasizing what I actually mean. Afterall, this is only message board, not skype or a phone, so I want to make things as easy to read as possible for you. *POST BELOW* Well it's complicated... I happen to realize that people may be more emotionally and physically sensitive if they are younger. I'm not sure what your age is so I'll just skip that specific point.. *SKIP to next point* This is probably going to sound ridiculous to you but it seems like you are ultimately having some sort of physical nervous-system / brain-based reaction. A neurochemical / electro-chemical reaction which is causing you to be more sensitive to this entire thing.. The reason why I am saying this is because: You are panicking (for lack of better words) over small things, compared to deeper information which freaks even me out. Let me repeat that. Tapwater with fluoride. Toothpaste with fluoride. The ingredients in food. The back of the dollar bill. (And I would also guess that there are also other details that you left out besides those 4 specific details) But my point is: Those 4 things you listed are very insignificant when compared to deeper and more complicated subjects. Vaccines have been proven to be even worse than the fluoride & the harmful food ingredients. The "Illuminati" (which was supposedly responsible for the pyramid on the back of the dollar bill and also the other symbol on the right-directional side of the back of the dollar bill ) are just 1 small sub-group in the overall entire system. (They don't call it a "conspiracy" for nothing.) These things really barely make me feel stressed out at all. *NEXT POINT BELOW* It is possible that you could subconsciously know that things are worse than what you consciously know. You know what the subconscious is, don't you? Subconsciously you could be somehow aware of things worse than what you have listed in your post.. But consciously you are only aware about a very limited number of subjects... This is why you have a bad dreadful feeling in the back of your mind but don't know why... The subconscious part of your brain is more powerful than your conscious part... I don't know of anyone who is having the exact same problem as you, but I would guess that you are sort of different. The type of situation you are in could be quite original and one-of-a-kind. *NEXT POINT BELOW* It seems that this type of situation would almost be straight out of a twlight-zone episode... It seems like a cliche. It could be possible that one day you could find out that it all really is true... ...and not just true, but even worse than you thought it was... Don't you realize that the fact that you exist, are on this planet, and are a human being could actually mean that you are alive for a reason? But I'm not sure why all of this is happening to you.... And, if it is being made to happen to you on-purpose, I'm not sure what is to be the result or future of your life, as a result of these events. ...But lets just say that one day you found out that it was all true and worse. (Hypothetically) Being upset, freaked out, and "terrified" (as you put it) really is not recommendable... It is not my goal or everyone else's (in this alternative movement) goal to freak you out. It is to really warn everyone... And of course, those who are behind the major 2 hour documentary films, the little 7 minute videos on youtube etc make mistakes... The real reason approx. 10 or so years ago, when scary music was added to the videos was because, on television they would take something which was evil and bad and put nice flowery music behind it, as a method of psychological manipulation. Well the people who made the documentary videos and youtube videos put scary music behind the bad and evil things to show in a "straight-forward" way that it really was bad and evil. It seems that the scary music was a little too effective with the side effect of wanting to just curl up in a ball and wishing reality wasn't like that. sweatdrop But seriously: If this is all a bunch of bullsh*t then why are you terrified? You aren't really and truly mentally-ill, paranoid, or delusional, are you? Because I notice that this (mentally-ill, paranoid & delusional) is the official explanation the government, military, and major news corporations announce to the public... Yeah nevermind that most of the information that is talked about by the alternative media (fluoride, vaccines, depleted uranium and all kinds of other subjects) actually have valid points and actually make sense. According to the establishment, you're not terrified about all of this because it actually makes sense... According to the establishment, you're only terrified about all this because you're delusional and your brain operates in a "2 plus 2 equals 5" type of logic. So according to them we're just coo-coo for Cocoa Puffs and everything's fine 
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 5:36 pm
I used to feel like that 15 years or so ago when I first heard about the NWO and started my descent into paranoia. I'm still waiting on those FEMA camps to open and I'm still waiting on my microchip.
Seriously, don't worry about it. It does you no good to freak out over a dollar bill. If you're really that worried then get educated and get prepared. Then, if it all really is bullshit, at least you got some good books and neat camping gear.
This is not to say that there isn't s**t to be paranoid about because there is. That s**t just isn't on the back of a dollar bill or box of Cocoa Puffs. If there really is a global conspiracy by the elite to enslave and kill us all then you're missing the forest for the trees in all this fluoride/preservative/symbolism stuff.
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 6:06 pm
Don't sweat the small stuff, prepare for the big stuff, and over all just do the most you can with your time. I felt the same way you did once, couldn't even think of conspiracy theories without having a mini panic attack. Now I just chill and do what planning I can to keep myself safe if/when the shtf.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 10:38 am
Empty Azure I figured this would be the best place to turn to for advice. For lack of a better phrase, I'm a semi conspiracy theorist. There are some that I believe, and some that I don't. Hopefully I won't be flamed for that. Ultimately, though, I need help dealing with it. I work retail, and whenever I see the back of a $1 bill, I start thinking about everything, and I start freaking out. Out of nowhere, thoughts will enter my head, and I'll start freaking out. I know that the common perception of a conspiracy theorist is the paranoid aluminum hat basement dweller. I know you people are normal like everybody else, albeit with knowledge. I want to know what I can do to prevent the fear from gripping me. I already avoid tap water at all costs (except for showers), I brush with a toothpaste without fluoride, I ALWAYS (maybe obsessively so) check the ingredients of food before I eat it. But ultimately, at the end of the day, things that I've read, regardless of if they're true or not, make me terrified. I try telling myself they're not true. I try talking to people who convince me that there's no evidence of what's making me afraid. I don't mean to seem paranoid. I just want to be able to accept these things and move on. Well,i was like you.I tought about the end of the world and i looked like an crazy.Better make yourself believe that,all the things that come into your mind,they could not be real.Like,never come true.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 8:17 pm
I was kind of like you before I decided to cool it and not be afraid of a group of the wealthiest people on earth who is power-hungry and wants to rule the world. I go on with my life as if it's a fairy tale and enjoy living except for knowing what the real world is like behind the fairy tale we're currently set to live in by the government.
When I saw the videos on YouTube on the microchip and how they're advertizing it as something wonderful and a dream-come-true, my body was literally shaking. My hands were quivering as I sat with my cup of tea, dreading how the prophecy of Revelation in the Bible was coming at me like a freight train. You see... us Christians believe the microchip to be the Mark of the Beast because soon it will be law for everyone in the world to have the chip implanted in your forehead or your right hand (apparently the blood flow is most effective to charge the microchip in those certain areas of your body). This is what we believe, but who knows, we could be wrong.
Just keep in mind that fear is a very effective way to control a large population. Your fear allows the government to control you. No matter what you know or do, they want you to be afraid. As soon as I realized this, I made note to myself to refuse vaccines (never had one since I was 3 for dodging chicken pox and small pox. Not even the flu shots I got) and to not be very worldly. I'm shy to begin with, but I like spending time doing stuff alone that interests me. I generally live a quiet life. In its own way my life is pleasant. I decided to ignore the fact that my drinking water and food and toothpaste may be contaminated to live a normal life and be happy.
However, I know I can't escape breathing in polluted air that is bad for health and possibly meant to shorten life. The metal molecules that fall from the sky from chemtrails is something I cannot change. Still, there's no reason to fear the arrogant Illuminati. Sure, they're powerful, sick, twisted, and occultic, but they are merely fallible human beings and no better than I am. You should think the same. Don't quake in fear because it won't do you any good. Stress isn't good for your blood pressure or heart rate.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 5:02 am
Dramatica Angeliqua I was kind of like you before I decided to cool it and not be afraid of a group of the wealthiest people on earth who is power-hungry and wants to rule the world. I go on with my life as if it's a fairy tale and enjoy living except for knowing what the real world is like behind the fairy tale we're currently set to live in by the government. When I saw the videos on YouTube on the microchip and how they're advertizing it as something wonderful and a dream-come-true, my body was literally shaking. My hands were quivering as I sat with my cup of tea, dreading how the prophecy of Revelation in the Bible was coming at me like a freight train. You see... us Christians believe the microchip to be the Mark of the Beast because soon it will be law for everyone in the world to have the chip implanted in your forehead or your right hand (apparently the blood flow is most effective to charge the microchip in those certain areas of your body). This is what we believe, but who knows, we could be wrong. Just keep in mind that fear is a very effective way to control a large population. Your fear allows the government to control you. No matter what you know or do, they want you to be afraid. As soon as I realized this, I made note to myself to refuse vaccines (never had one since I was 3 for dodging chicken pox and small pox. Not even the flu shots I got) and to not be very worldly. I'm shy to begin with, but I like spending time doing stuff alone that interests me. I generally live a quiet life. In its own way my life is pleasant. I decided to ignore the fact that my drinking water and food and toothpaste may be contaminated to live a normal life and be happy. However, I know I can't escape breathing in polluted air that is bad for health and possibly meant to shorten life. The metal molecules that fall from the sky from chemtrails is something I cannot change. Still, there's no reason to fear the arrogant Illuminati. Sure, they're powerful, sick, twisted, and occultic, but they are merely fallible human beings and no better than I am. You should think the same. Don't quake in fear because it won't do you any good. Stress isn't good for your blood pressure or heart rate. Very sensibly put. Do what you can to protect yourself and that's all you can do. Be aware, but don't dwell. Simply live on.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 6:57 pm
Empty Azure I figured this would be the best place to turn to for advice. For lack of a better phrase, I'm a semi conspiracy theorist. There are some that I believe, and some that I don't. Hopefully I won't be flamed for that. Ultimately, though, I need help dealing with it. I work retail, and whenever I see the back of a $1 bill, I start thinking about everything, and I start freaking out. Out of nowhere, thoughts will enter my head, and I'll start freaking out. I know that the common perception of a conspiracy theorist is the paranoid aluminum hat basement dweller. I know you people are normal like everybody else, albeit with knowledge. I want to know what I can do to prevent the fear from gripping me. I already avoid tap water at all costs (except for showers), I brush with a toothpaste without fluoride, I ALWAYS (maybe obsessively so) check the ingredients of food before I eat it. But ultimately, at the end of the day, things that I've read, regardless of if they're true or not, make me terrified. I try telling myself they're not true. I try talking to people who convince me that there's no evidence of what's making me afraid. I don't mean to seem paranoid. I just want to be able to accept these things and move on. Off topic, but when you check the ingredients of food, what are you looking for? How long have you been in this guild hun? xD
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 7:02 pm
Call Me Apple Empty Azure I figured this would be the best place to turn to for advice. For lack of a better phrase, I'm a semi conspiracy theorist. There are some that I believe, and some that I don't. Hopefully I won't be flamed for that. Ultimately, though, I need help dealing with it. I work retail, and whenever I see the back of a $1 bill, I start thinking about everything, and I start freaking out. Out of nowhere, thoughts will enter my head, and I'll start freaking out. I know that the common perception of a conspiracy theorist is the paranoid aluminum hat basement dweller. I know you people are normal like everybody else, albeit with knowledge. I want to know what I can do to prevent the fear from gripping me. I already avoid tap water at all costs (except for showers), I brush with a toothpaste without fluoride, I ALWAYS (maybe obsessively so) check the ingredients of food before I eat it. But ultimately, at the end of the day, things that I've read, regardless of if they're true or not, make me terrified. I try telling myself they're not true. I try talking to people who convince me that there's no evidence of what's making me afraid. I don't mean to seem paranoid. I just want to be able to accept these things and move on. Off topic, but when you check the ingredients of food, what are you looking for? How long have you been in this guild hun? xD About a week. You never struck me as the conspiracy theorist/truther/whatever kind. I look mostly for artificial dyes and colors, high fructose corn syrup, aspartame, splenda, sodium benzoate, monosodium glutamate, and a host of others that I can't think of at the moment.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 7:06 pm
Empty Azure About a week. You never struck me as the conspiracy theorist/truther/whatever kind. I look mostly for artificial dyes and colors, high fructose corn syrup, aspartame, splenda, sodium benzoate, monosodium glutamate, and a host of others that I can't think of at the moment. I'm not. But the people here are nice and some of it is interesting. Umm...I eat all of that .___. Especially food dye. Food dye is fun D: You'll have to post or PM me with some of your detailed reasons.
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2012 11:56 am
when the illuminati come, just remember... Truthers can shoot lasers out of there eyes, and Illuminati can't. that usually works for me. they don't like lasers. biggrin
i have come to the belief, that if i cannot do something about the current situation, or i cannot do anything to stop what is happening, then i won't care for it. i will not fear it, i will not greave it, i will not dwell in it. i will move on. unless its a giant meteor with a demon armada that shoot planet destroying death cannons and its crashing into earth while there shooting planet destroying death cannons at the earth, THEN ill hit it and them with a baseball bat. oh... and lasers. because truthers can shoot those out of there eyes.
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from now i am changing the name from Truthers to Omicronians. any objections?
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