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 Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 11:47 am
A while back I posted about this wonderful girl in Canada and how we plan to live together. Some people congratulated me, and others, not naming names, had sincere doubts about it all. Well, I'm telling you know, we're still together in this long distance relationship. We had a few bumpy patches but nothing major and nothing that will ever spring back up into discussion. I realize now that I genuinely am in love with this girl, my Chloe. We're going to live in downtown Chicago when she graduates and we both want to go to an Illinois college. I'm going to Illinois Institute of Technology and she wants to go to Columbia College Chicago.
I asked her to list all her fears and feelings about me and the relationship and this is what she said.
"I fear that you'll get to know everything about me and then I won't be exciting and precious to you anymore. I fear that I might not find you exciting anymore nor precious. It scares me a lot because I want us to be in love for like... ever, man. I fear that when we meet since we're both alike we might not be able to communicate as well as over texts and fb. I feel like when you and I are moved in together we'll make an impact on somebody or something in some big way shape or form. I love you and I can say that completely and totally, full on love. I can't quite explain how I completely feel about you yet I get so caught up in thinking that I can't finish my thoughts. I would love to just like sit and have a nice long think. I know that if I could and did my mind would always wander back down the lil Alex [me] path like 'O hai' again... lmao. I wish I could kiss you every day and go places with you and teach each other things. I want to be able to miss your touch, miss your presence. I can't wait to wait for you at the end of the day and to greet you with a fat blunt when you walk through the door. I wanna try new s**t with you, drugs, activities, idk lol. Idk why this is relevant but I remember when I was in an Xbox Live party with I think you, Ruben, Energetictacos and Endo a looong time ago and this was just after I had added you and Endo on Facebook and Endo said "Megaman, [me] isn't Chloe hot or gorgeous?" or something like that and Ruben said "Yes" and then it was quiet for a few seconds and you finally said real quiet, "Yeah." And that really made me feel good, like I thought you were really cute and cool and intimidating. I dunno but I've thought about that moment more than once I know that for sure, I'm not sure why. Whenever I think about it I picture this one spot on a map on Modern Warfare 2 lol I think it's cuz that was where I was when you guys were talking about it idk lol. But anyways, I'm glad it brought me to this point. You're amazing and smart and ******** beautiful to me. I don't know anyone I feel more at ease with. Though I do get butterflies at some of the things you say c: You make me feel cute and I like it. I like how considerate, understanding and willing to listen you are it makes me feel important. You make me feel amazing, you bring out parts of me I wish showed all the time you really do bring out the best of me. You pull me into conversation and I love that because everyone else, I can only either joke around or have small talk with. I actually like telling you things and I like struggling to find the words to tell you how it is. I love you, man. I love every part of you."
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 12:01 pm
I actually didn't see your post from a while back, so I've never heard about this girl in Canada until now. Personally, I'm pretty wary about long-distance relationships, but it sounds like you two are definitely committed to each other. Congrats, and I wish you luck. :3
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 5:41 am
Though I didn't see you older post, I wish you the best of luck with the one you love. biggrin
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 8:18 am
Stars Flying I actually didn't see your post from a while back, so I've never heard about this girl in Canada until now. Personally, I'm pretty wary about long-distance relationships, but it sounds like you two are definitely committed to each other. Congrats, and I wish you luck. :3 platsdevil Though I didn't see you older post, I wish you the best of luck with the one you love. biggrin :3 Thank you both for those kind words.
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 8:36 am
Aww. Congradulations! I think this will work out.
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