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 Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2011 12:58 am
ForMyself and Yushika FeaturingVetis x HuginPlotJust winging it at the moment
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2011 1:03 am
You Aren't A Burden
Status
:: over ::
OOC moments
:: this color text :: [11/26/2011 12:43:30 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Falls, rolling and banging into a tree*
[11/26/2011 12:43:53 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *is actually set down gently, turns his head like he's looking around but is really listening*
[11/26/2011 12:44:22 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Stupid human! Be more careful with me! *Learning habits from Toxic D:< *
[11/26/2011 12:45:22 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *pinpoints voice, guesses male his own age from pitch and height origin* Are you alright?
[11/26/2011 12:47:19 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Turns around, spotting another kit. Right away his ears flip back, looking away. Oh. Another...person.* I'm fine. *Voice is cold and emotionless, tail flicking*
[11/26/2011 12:50:09 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *curls his fluffy tail around his feet* You just sounded so passionate about it, I assumed you'd at least landed hard. *ears twitch* I'm still learning what hurt sounds like, so I couldn't be sure.
[11/26/2011 12:51:24 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Stiffens, ears flicking. Wait... just learning what... Carefully he moved his paw before Hugin's eyes, blinking. Oh. He couldn't see! And blood... oh god!* Are you hurt?! *Voice completely changes, worry in it*
[11/26/2011 12:53:29 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *hears Vetis moving around a little by the rustling sounds he makes, but isn't quite sure what he's doing; seems a little confused by the intensity of Vetis' voice compared to the lack of emotion before* Hurt? No, why do you ask?
[11/26/2011 12:54:25 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Blood! Blood around your eyes. I... I don't have a cloth.. *Frowns, looking side to side and then just uses his paw* ......It keeps coming...Does it hurt? What happened?
[11/26/2011 12:54:44 AM] Yushika: He'll probably be less....idiotic as an adult. *Snort*
[11/26/2011 12:54:54 AM] Jinx: XD It's fine. He's cute <3
[11/26/2011 12:55:03 AM] Yushika: Daw~
[11/26/2011 12:58:03 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *starts in surprise when Vetis first touches his face, then holds still* It tends to flow faster if I get worked up, like moving around a lot or extreme emotions. It's at a fairly steady rate now, maybe a little slower cause I cleaned the fur not too long ago. *one of his sudden and sweet smiles crosses his face* It's been that way since I was born, and doesn't hurt. You're very kind to worry though.
[11/26/2011 1:01:48 AM] Yushika: Vetis: It's natural? *eyes widen, frowning* I'm not kind, I'm a freak. *Slightly startled by the kind smile, even his parents rarely smile, mostly because Toxic tries to pretend she is to tough to be soft for Vetis and Atiya pretended she only snuggled Vetis for warmth* What is the smile for? I didn't..do anything.
[11/26/2011 1:06:35 AM] Jinx: Hugin: I smiled because you showed concern for me. Most find my eyes repulsive or fascinating, but no one's ever asked me if they hurt or not. *believes he has managed to pinpoint the exact location of Vetis' voice, turns his head to face him so sounds can reach his ears better* Why do you think you're a freak instead of kind? Isn't it kindness to be concerned for the comfort of a total stranger, if even for a moment?
[11/26/2011 1:07:14 AM] Jinx: ((I think his mood is either gonna be Observant or something along the lines of Calm, Quiet, *pulls out thesaurus*, etc.))
[11/26/2011 1:08:17 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Realizes he is bigger and taller then the other, lowering his head a little. Looking at the male he just blinks. He is kind? He seems very...matter of the fact like... Blinking, quickly he looked away. No, kindness wasn't why he was a freak... but he couldn't see it. Nor would he let him ever find out.* If..If you say so... *Looks back, frowning softly* Are you sure...it doesn't hurt?
[11/26/2011 1:08:47 AM] Yushika: Hmmmmm. I can see Vetis growing attached and protective, and one day grabbing Hugin's paw and "showing" him his mutations
[11/26/2011 1:10:58 AM] Jinx: ((*nods* Well given how he has a normal for a momma, a Phim for another momma, and he and his brother are mutants, Hugin is right now under the impression that differences in appearance are common. Eventually he might realize otherwise, but unless someone tells him he doesn't usually touch others.))
[11/26/2011 1:11:34 AM] Yushika: ((Yes, but Vetis has no idea about that. He'll probably try and be normal as possible for him))
[11/26/2011 1:14:40 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *blank eyes move as though he's trying to look around the room, a common habit for when he's thinking; they stop moving when he begins to speak* I don't think it does. I mean I don't feel like it's uncomfortable, but I've had it for as long as I can remember. Maybe if it suddenly happened to someone else they might think it hurts, but I don't really notice it much. *eyes "look around" again* The blood does have a strong smell that I have to work around though, when I wanna learn something by scent.
[11/26/2011 1:17:15 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Watches him, nodding softly. Wait... he has seen someone with the same coloring with another kit his owner has...* Are you brothers with a boy with... *Stupid, don't say colors, he'd confuse him!* Uhm... wings. He has wings. *....Fail.*
[11/26/2011 1:20:34 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Munin has wings. He let me feel them so I'd know what they are, since I'd never felt wings before. Why do you ask?
[11/26/2011 1:22:23 AM] Yushika: Vetis: I met a girl spending time with a kit that looked like you..... *Would say the boy was way cuter but...wouldn't that be weird? Even if it was true....*
[11/26/2011 1:23:22 AM] Jinx: ((He mean Munin or Hugin when he thinks "the boy" XD?))
[11/26/2011 1:23:36 AM] Yushika: ((Hugin.))
[11/26/2011 1:23:53 AM] Yushika: ((I don't think he got his name, and if he has he has completely forgotten))
[11/26/2011 1:26:00 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *eyes move* I haven't gotten to spend much time with my brother, since my human has been gone a lot. I only know one other person that Munin knows. Antique. *another surprise smile, sweet with a touch of something similar to nostalgia* I think they like each other.
[11/26/2011 1:27:20 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Like each other? *Head tilts* Like... like how?
[11/26/2011 1:29:15 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *seems surprised by the question* Like perhaps they might become mates someday. I've only met them a couple times of course so I don't have a lot to go on, but even though I can't see like others I can sometimes see more than others.
[11/26/2011 1:31:35 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Frowns* How are mates supposed to act? My parents bicker a lot, but they don't ever really fight.... but they aren't sweet like friends are... so when you are mates are you supposed to bicker?
[11/26/2011 1:31:45 AM] Yushika: Vetis: I don't want a mate, then.
[11/26/2011 1:38:42 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *shifts a little into a more comfortable position* I wouldn't know, I don't have a special person I think of as a "maybe mate". I think all couples are a little different though. My mommas are both very quiet and kinda preoccupied a lot, so they don't really seem like mates. It just depends on who you both are, I think. *eyes move* My human says some foxes are perfectly happy never mating. She has someone like that, but she won't let any of us meet him.
[11/26/2011 1:40:03 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *frowns, tail flicking side to side* This confuses me. Why call people mates though if you don't enjoy their company?
[11/26/2011 1:53:43 AM] Jinx: Hugin: I think it has to do with finding something special. I mean just cause you enjoy someone's company doesn't mean you're gonna wind up mated. I imagine it's rare, but perhaps there are mated couples out there that don't enjoy each other's company, and only stick together cause of some reason or another. *blushes a little with mild embarssment* I'm still little though, so I'm only guessing.
[11/26/2011 1:54:35 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Frowns* Still, those kinds of mates seem..... *Blinks, tail flicking* Oh. My name is Vetis... What can I call you?
[11/26/2011 2:01:38 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *chuckles* Well to each their own, and maybe some have odder tastes than others. And my name is Hugin. *smiles*
[11/26/2011 2:02:58 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Nods quietly* Hugin.. *Smiles softly* I'll remember your name, Hugin.
[11/26/2011 2:05:53 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *answering smile is just as soft; suddenly frowns in concentration* What kind of expression were you making just now?
[11/26/2011 2:06:27 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Ah.... *Wants to say he wasn't but..that'd be cruel.* Smiling, why?
[11/26/2011 2:11:01 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Your voice. It sounded like it was smiling. *wipes a fresh tear of blood from his eye, licks it from his paw, then continues conversation* Listening for expressions in voices is part of what I'm learning to do as well.
[11/26/2011 2:11:42 AM] Yushika: Vetis: What emotions do you know already?
[11/26/2011 2:20:13 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Expressions. Emotions are different *the correction is gentle rather than a rebuke; thinks for a moment, tip of tail flicking in slow movements* Well I think I can tell when someone's smiling. I know crying, but it's a smell as much as sound. Frowning or sitting stiff I can sometimes tell, when someone sounds angry, but not always. *eyes shift upwards* It's not really an exact method.
[11/26/2011 2:23:17 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Nods* Well... I could stick around and help you learn /expressions/?
[11/26/2011 2:29:07 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *eyes move back to stare straight ahead* That would help, if you're willing to explain your expressions. I ask a lot of questions though, so you think you'd be comfortable with me digging into things you might think personal? I don't mean to pry, but usually I gotta ask to figure stuff out.
[11/26/2011 2:29:47 AM] Yushika: Vetis: It's alright, as long as it is only you I won't mind.
[11/26/2011 2:32:51 AM] Jinx: Hugin: You sure? It's a lot of trust to put in someone to tell them personal stuff, don't you think? Of course you could always just refuse to answer, so I guess it's alright. *quiet, thoughtful voice* What expression were you just making when you said if it was me it was alright?
[11/26/2011 2:37:31 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Pauses, tail flicking as he thinks on it* I'm sure, I don't mind because I'm helping you and you seem a lot nicer then some of the kits I met. *Glances over at Hugin, looking away* I was frowning in concetration... a lot of people say I make scary faces when I think... apparently I scowl a lot even when I'm not mad..
[11/26/2011 2:42:39 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *soft chuckle* You might like my human then. She says she does the same thing without realizing it. Lots of other humans say she looks very mad when she's thinking about something. *light, teasing voice* Well, for what it's worth, I don't think your face is scary.
[11/26/2011 2:43:48 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Laughs lightly, risking it by rubbing Hugin's head, tail wagging* I'm glad I met you, then.
[11/26/2011 2:51:10 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *holds still when Vetis touches him again, still not quite used to others touching him* I'm glad too. I don't get to meet new people very often, and you're a very nice new person. *soft smile, then looks a little hesitant*
[11/26/2011 2:52:45 AM] Yushika: Vetis: What is the matter? *head tilt*
[11/26/2011 2:55:07 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Well, you never answered my question when I asked why you would think you were a freak. I'm guessing it's kinda personal, but it's not really related to expressions so I thought it would be prying to ask.
[11/26/2011 2:55:31 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Head turns to the side, deciding to give a simple answer* I hear it a lot..
[11/26/2011 2:58:46 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Seeing people call you that?
[11/26/2011 3:02:02 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Nods a little*
[11/26/2011 3:02:05 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Ah! Sorry. Yes.
[11/26/2011 3:05:16 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *softly sighs* Antique and Munin talk about that too. I can't see any of the looks, but I do have really good hearing. *ears twitch curiously* Why'd you apologize just now?
[11/26/2011 3:06:26 AM] Yushika: Vetis: I nodded, even though you can't see it.
[11/26/2011 3:08:13 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *hums softly* Why do people nod? *eyes shift upward and to the right* I've been told it's a sign of acknowledgement, but how is moving your head an acknowledgement?
[11/26/2011 3:08:45 AM] Yushika: Vetis: Well, it's just a quick way to say yes. Like... mmm. Sign language helps the deaf see words, it's like that.
[11/26/2011 3:10:17 AM] Jinx: Hugin: Sign language?
[11/26/2011 3:10:42 AM] Yushika: Vetis: The movement of body parts to help those that can see but not hear understand words, basically see words instead of hear them.
[11/26/2011 3:15:28 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *involuntary shiver, shrinks in on himself a bit* I don't know what I'd do if I lost my hearing too.
[11/26/2011 3:16:52 AM] Yushika: Vetis: ! *Wants to hug the male, but doesn't, instead shakes his head* No, don't worry! I won't let that happen!
[11/26/2011 3:22:34 AM] Jinx: Hugin: *tries to smile, though is still lost in the horror of a world without sight /or/ sound* Thanks, it means a lot. *trickles of blood fall from his eyes and spill over the fur on his cheeks, leaving drops on the ground* I suppose it wouldn't kill me. I could still feel and smell and taste. But I'm already such a burden to others who can see, losing my hearing would be that much worse. *fights the urge to flatten his ears, wouldn't be able to hear very well if he did*
[11/26/2011 3:24:06 AM] Yushika: Vetis: *Touches Hugin's cheek, whiping blood aside, not sure if he was crying or not.* Hugin, you wouldn't be a burden to those who love you, you could never be. You are so kind and work hard, I can tell by how you speak. And even if you did lose your hearing I'll protect you, I promise.
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Posted: Wed Dec 28, 2011 1:34 am
We're Humans?
Status
:: over ::
OOC moments
:: this color text :: [11/27/2011 2:58:39 AM] Yushika: *While I'm tagging some rps...*
[11/27/2011 2:58:42 AM] Yushika: *Throws out human Vetis*
[11/27/2011 2:59:09 AM] Jinx: :3
[11/27/2011 3:02:52 AM] Jinx: *sets down a young boy*
The boy's eyes are large and silvery, with no sign of a pupil at all. His skin is pale and he seems quite skinny and frail, traits accentuated by his stillness that seems so unnatural for one his age. His hair, dark purple shading to black at the tips, falls in soft curtains around his face to brush his shoulders. His clothing is simple, a purple shirt with matching purple pants that shade to black at the bottom with arcana symbols in a bright purple. His feet are bare. He stands and appears to wait.
[11/27/2011 3:03:03 AM] Jinx: Sorry, can't help the longhand lol
[11/27/2011 3:03:32 AM] Jinx: All my humans seem to want to do that
[11/27/2011 3:07:17 AM] Yushika: A rather fit boy sits in the trees, swinging feet clad in black boots back and forth. His blueish black shirt is unbuttoned, loosely hanging over jeans that have holes and tears in them. Narrow orange eyes seem frightening, cold, though he isn't that way on purpose. It's just his natural appearance... the harshness. Black hair with a tint of blue is tied back, the tips touching slightly past his shoulders, bangs hovering above his eyelashes. Those startling orange eyes spot the other boy, lips turning into a faint smile. His shirt has holes in the back, revealing strange bone like additon to his back. Over his hair is a hat, black, covering two tentacles that seem to look more like limp horns. Trust him, they aren't. Leaping from where he was, he approached the smaller boy, smiling. "Hugin~"
[11/27/2011 3:18:28 AM] Jinx: The boy suddenly shimmers, mainly focused on his clothing. The colors are still the same, purple top and purple pants with the black overlaid with purple arcana at the bottom of his pants, but the style is now different. It holds a slightly Indian feel to it, with full, loose sleeves and loose pants in soft-looking materials. A long black scarf is drapped around his shoulder and neck. As the shimmering fades, leaving the new clothes, a thin trickle of blood spills from the corner of his eye and starts to slowly roll down his cheek. The boy, Hugin, smiles, turning his head in the direction of the approaching boy. "Hello Vetis. You're smiling?"
[11/27/2011 3:18:58 AM] Jinx: ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrjVL6o_z6E
[11/27/2011 3:19:02 AM] Jinx: 0:55, 1:08
[11/27/2011 3:19:15 AM] Jinx: The dude in the purple top with orange scarf and pinkish pants is who I based Hugin's outfit on
[11/27/2011 3:26:31 AM] Yushika: Vetis nodded, watching the transformation. Hm.. He hadn't mastered it yet... perhaps... Concetrating, a rose appeared in his hand. The male took the time to peel the thorns off, approaching Hugin and setting it in his hand, smiling once more. "I am, yes. Smell this, it's a rose." Pulling at the males scarf he doesn't remove it, merely inspecting. "Are you cold?"
[11/27/2011 3:32:21 AM] Jinx: Hugin ran his fingers lightly over the rose, feeling the stem, leaves, and various petals while he spoke. "No, the clothes are warm enough. The scarf is just to wipe away blood. I'm told that the colors were chosen so that they wouldn't stain, though I'm just taking Jinx's word on it. He chuckled softly. "She apologizes for my sudden transformation, she just hadn't worked out my outfit when she let me out." He lifted the rose to his face, lightly sniffing. "These have strong scents to them."
[11/27/2011 3:35:12 AM] Yushika: Nodding quietly, Vetis sat down where he was, content to sit on the ground. He undid his shoes, tossing them aside. He hated shoes, hell, why did Toxic make him wear them? Watching Hugin, he frowned lightly. "Is it a bad scent?" He asked quietly, eyes trailing to the blind boys eyes. He wished, just for one day, he could give his own eyes to Hugin and just show him what he looked like. If Hugin saw himself... he wondered what would he think. Would he realize how adorable he looked then?
[11/27/2011 3:41:10 AM] Jinx: Hugin ran his hand down his scarf, finding the end. Moving very slowly yet deliberately, he tied the rose to his scarf so that it dangled by his waist. "Not bad, just strong." A new tear of blood starts down his face, though it moves so slowly that it dries on his cheek before it drips onto his clothes. Hugin's nose twitched at the salty metal smell. "It's kinda like that scent stuff girls wear, but that stuff is way too strong for me. This is just strong enough."
[11/27/2011 3:43:23 AM] Yushika: "Perfume, that stuff is perfume." Reaching up, he touched the boys shoulders, leaning over and licking the dried blood. He had forgotten he was in human form, frowning when he sat back down. He didn't mind the metalic taste of blood, it wasn't gross. It just wasn't delicious, afterall, he wasn't a vampire.... Watching Hugin briefly, he nodded, head on his hands. "I'm glad Andraste and Antique don't wear perfume, I dislike it greatly. I like when people smell like their natural scent."
[11/27/2011 3:50:38 AM] Jinx: Hugin heard Vetis' clothing rustle and felt the heat of his body before he touched him. That coupled with the knowledge that Vetis had no problem touching others, Hugin stood still without flinching or stiffening when he felt hands on his shoulders. He couldn't help a slight start of surprise when Vetis licked the blood away; the sensation felt different than it did when he was a fox. He reaches up a hand to run fingers over the same place. "I just don't like it cause it gets in my nose and makes it hard to smell other things." He dropped his hand, then turned in a slow circle as though trying to figure out his surroundings. "What do I smell like to you?"
[11/27/2011 3:54:05 AM] Yushika: Blinking, Vetis grunted as he fixed his postioning so he was on the balls of his feet, watching Hugin move about. Hear tilting, he adjusted his hat briefly before answering. "I dunno." Simple answer. "Like Hugin. Like what happy smells like. Everytime I smell your scent I smile, it makes me happy because you are nice and kind and my friend." Pause. "So to me you smell like happy. Well, now you smell like happy and a rose." His blunt way of thinking has startled people before, Toxic has called him an idiot for it. Actually, as a child Avatre was convinced he was not all there in the head, until recently. Looking up at Hugin he pauses his breathing just to hear the birds nearby before asking: "What do I smell like? I bet you can smell more then I can."
[11/27/2011 3:56:40 AM] Yushika: (( I kinda want to rp them in the guild as kits... like something just silly and cute. Vetis and Hugin are playing, both get lost, and Vetis tries to protect Hugin while taking him home ))
[11/27/2011 4:00:55 AM] Jinx: Hugin finished his revoluation. He paused for a moment, sniffing. "Warm smells. Like trees and green things." He put a hand forward, palm out, stopping a few inches in front of Vetis' face, feeling the heat radiating from him. "You put out a lot of heat, it sorta changes the smells a little. Doesn't make them different, but your tree smell is different from an actual tree." His pale eyes shifted. "Did that make any sense?"
[11/27/2011 4:02:55 AM] Yushika: Looking at Hugin, he briefly nods. "A little." He mused back, watching the hand quietly. Not touching it, he pokes at the ground. "It doesn't help that I am always outside, I suppose. I never realized I'm warm, though." Looking up at Hugin he touched the males hand this time. "You're cold, just a little. But you are wearing a lot of layers..... it doesn't make sense."
[11/27/2011 4:03:08 AM] Yushika: (( We should do a rp like that when we finish a rp and set up Shigure x Nanna ))
[11/27/2011 4:04:08 AM] Jinx: ((*nods* Something like that would be interesting. Also...*is having pervy thoughts about these two kidlets when they become adults*. I need to stop reading yaoi for a bit XD ))
[11/27/2011 4:04:39 AM] Yushika: (( Tell me pervy thoughtssss. *reading yaoi now* I'm going to bed soon, tell meeee ))
[11/27/2011 4:08:42 AM] Jinx: Hugin softly gripped Vetis' hand, drawing it forward. He turned it palm up and lightly began to trace the lines and fingers with his free hand. "Momma says I might be a little cold cause I lose blood, even if it is slow. I don't think I'm wearing that much though, just three things. Mabye it just looks like a lot? Momma said I was pretty small, and that the clothes looked very loose and flowly on me."
[11/27/2011 4:08:59 AM] Jinx: ((Sorry, I blanked and didn't see your message XD))
[11/27/2011 4:09:16 AM] Jinx: ((Well, mostly a kinda naughty scene.))
[11/27/2011 4:09:24 AM] Jinx: ((I see Vetis as the seme, naturally.))
[11/27/2011 4:09:33 AM] Yushika: (( Duhh. ))
[11/27/2011 4:10:44 AM] Jinx: ((Basicly it's a load of passion where Hugin feels like he's on fire everywhere Vetis touches him. And loads of embarassing stuff I have trouble bringing myself to type XD))
[11/27/2011 4:11:13 AM] Yushika: Vetis allowed the touch, only Hugin was allowed to take his hand. The finger drawing across his hand tickled slightly, his eyes watching Hugin intently. It didn't seem like he was using it for anything other then to play with, lips curving into a slight smile as he allows this. "You aren't that small." He mused back, head shaking. "I like your size, it makes it easier to hug you. You fit perfectly when I hug you."
[11/27/2011 4:11:17 AM] Jinx: ((Like Hugin feels Vetis is burning his imprint on his very soul with his heat, and all.))
[11/27/2011 4:11:31 AM] Yushika: (( I do /write/ yaoi, I could write it one day. *Thinking about it.* ))
[11/27/2011 4:12:23 AM] Jinx: ((I /could/ write yaoi, but I suffer from feeling like I might just right cheesy stuff or something. Like my shot at romance with Nox, that was my first time attempting to write stuff like that.))
[11/27/2011 4:12:40 AM] Jinx: ((I think I'd just need practice at it.))
[11/27/2011 4:13:13 AM] Yushika: ((Mmmm. One day I'll write a little story with Vetis as a teen and him having slight fanasties. I can see this happening. "HE IS SO CUTE. WHY AM I RUINING HIS PURITY?"))
[11/27/2011 4:13:39 AM] Yushika: (("GOD DAMMIT WHYYY?!"))
[11/27/2011 4:13:41 AM] Jinx: ((Pft! Sorry, funny scenario.))
[11/27/2011 4:13:54 AM] Yushika: ((And then he headdesks himself))
[11/27/2011 4:14:11 AM] Jinx: ((Vetis thinking all that and everything, then getting a nosebleed. Then Hugin's like, "*sniff sniff* Why do you smell like blood?"))
[11/27/2011 4:14:26 AM] Yushika: ((PFFT.))
[11/27/2011 4:14:32 AM] Jinx: ((*is cackling over the image*))
[11/27/2011 4:14:58 AM] Yushika: ((NNNN. I wanna guild rp them. I need to finish rps first... Yushi! Learn self control!))
[11/27/2011 4:15:55 AM] Jinx: ((> n> *looks at her own freakin' long list*.....))
[11/27/2011 4:16:26 AM] Yushika: (( Shigure/Nanna, Vetis/Hugin, Munin/Antique, Andraste/Demetrius.... I have more...))
[11/27/2011 4:18:18 AM] Jinx: Hugin laughed softly. "I think you and Antique are the only ones who've hugged me who isn't family." He fell quiet for a moment, absently tracing patterns into Vetis' hand, then spoke softly. "I think I prefer that, actually. It's not that I hate being touched and touching is how I can kinda see others, but-," he paused, not sure how to put into words how uncomfortable being touched by strangers makes him.
[11/27/2011 4:20:57 AM] Yushika: Vetis nodded, watching the hand before looking up, sternly nodding. "Then I won't let anyone touch you, except Antique." Anyone else he'd be jealous over. Hugin was his friend... he only had him and Antique and maybe Andraste... Antique was best friends with Munin and he was sure she had a tiny crush on him, and him her, so he doesn't mind her near Hugin... Wait, is he being possessive? That isn't healthy for Hugin, he can't... he can't do that. It's wrong. Hugin deserves friends and happiness. "Unless you tell me they are okay."
*waves, sadface*
[11/27/2011 3:09:07 PM] Jinx: Hugin smiled and released his grip on Vetis' hand. "You sound determined, so I believe you most certainly will. If anyone else is added to my list of those allowed to touch me, I'll make sure you know so I'm not too much of a burden to you."
[11/27/2011 3:56:59 PM] Yushika: Vetis nodded, smiling sadly. "You aren't a burden, I promise." He whispered, hands lowering to his lap. Absently, he looked away, watching the birds nearby.
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 8:38 pm
The Most Precious Thing
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:: this color text :: [8:20:02 PM] Jinx: He's already presented me with the scenarios and everything > _<
[8:20:09 PM] Yushika: D:<
[8:20:14 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Just lifts Munin and walks away*
[8:20:48 PM] Jinx: He's tempting me with, "When I get tired his whatever can come get him and fix him. You can have your gentle yaoi stuff then."
[8:20:53 PM] Jinx: *is so horrible*
[8:21:06 PM] Jinx: Hugin: .....Why'd you carry off my brother?
[8:23:32 PM] Yushika: Vetis: I'm removing the entire family from his grasp. *Now approaches Hugin, MUCH gentler to him, actually bridle style carrying him* If he cannot have you he may go for your brother.
[8:23:40 PM] Yushika: ......
[8:23:43 PM] Jinx: .......
[8:23:46 PM] Yushika: 0^0
[8:23:47 PM] Jinx: WHYVETIS
[8:23:55 PM] Jinx: WHYFORPUTMOREIDEASINABSHEAD
[8:24:08 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Glares at Jinx* Control your creature.
[8:24:36 PM] Jinx: /You/ control him
[8:24:43 PM] Jinx: He's pure evil > _>
[8:25:28 PM] Yushika: Vetis: I didn't decide to put him in my head, he's your burden.
[8:26:38 PM] Jinx: Then quit giving me, and by default /him/, ideas crying
[8:27:37 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Sets Hugin down gently* How about you block him for a bit, human?
[8:28:10 PM] Jinx: Just cause I block him now doesn't mean he won't rummage through my head and find the ideas later > _>
[8:29:03 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *tugs his clothes straight* Muse is good about keeping him isolated though, so don't worry. Her stray thoughts have only carried potential might be's, not reality.
[8:33:09 PM] Yushika: Vetis: Better be...
[8:36:53 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *slowly reaches out until his hand touches Vetis, feels his way across his body until he finds Vetis' hand, gently lifts it and places it over his own chest where his heart it* It is. Feel my heartbeat? It's not at all panicked or irregular like I've suffered.
[8:41:28 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Twitches, head jerking to the side like a bird when he is touched, eyes locked firmly on the hand. When Hugin touches his hand he looks up at the pale eyes, listening to the heart beat quietly, leaning in closer* If he hurts you I will raise an army.
[8:43:11 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *eyes shift, small trickle of blood running down his cheek* Why? An army couldn't reverse hurts, and one man can outrun an army. Seems like a lot of trouble to go through.
[8:46:12 PM] Yushika: Vetis: I don't care if it is trouble! *Bristles slightly, hands moving to fix his usual hat* He's a b*****d that deserves to be buried....
[8:49:59 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *stands quietly for a moment, a small frown on his face; takes Vetis' hand from his chest and turns it palm up, resting in his own cupped palm, thumb lightly stroking the inside of Vetis' wrist* You're upset. I don't understand, what's wrong?
[8:53:18 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *His hand twitches at the mention of being upset, almost letting out a snarl, instead he calms himself with a ragged breath* You were my first friend. I was a rough boy that barely knew how to speak properly and scared others off with my behavior. You were always there, and you are my most important person. *Doesn't mention his growing affections.... he still doesn't know how Hugin would react to that....* The idea that he wants to hurt you, to put his filthy hands on you.... it enrages me beyond belief.
[9:12:27 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *reaches down with his free hand to grab the end of his scarf and blot the blood trickling down his cheeks, releasing the cloth when he's done; the hand holding Vetis' has his thumb resting against Vetis' pulse; small frown still on his face, brings up his free hand to lightly trace Vetis' palm, memorizing the flesh* Abaddon lives up to his name. He likes to destroy lives, and his.......usual methods satisfy his sadism and lust while proving effective." *pauses, tracing and retracing palm lines* Anger and death threats only amuse him because he knows the deep pain it causes to see a special person broken. *cups Vetis' hand with both of his, curls it into a loose fist held between his hands* I don't mean any cruelty with my words, but your declarations of revenge and rage may only increase Abaddon's interest. *small, sad smile, blood rolls down his cheek like a tear* He finds many possibilities when bonds are involved.
[9:14:34 PM] Yushika: Vetis: Am I supposed to just say I'd be fine then with you being hurt to hopefully make him not interested? I can't even say that as a joke, it sickens me. Death threats, anger, yes, they may influence him in a postitive aspect but I can't..... I want to protect you. These feelings cannot be contained, my anger, and all I can do is either threaten him or hide you. Right now, hiding you sounds like the best option.
[9:19:22 PM] Jinx: Hugin: He cannot find me right now, nor might he ever. Even Phrixos was supposed to escape unscathed, were it not for a twist in the plotting of humans. *gently releases Vetis' hand* Who knows. Muse takes your view and skills into account when she makes her plans. Your determination might be what has kept me safe so far.
[9:19:29 PM] Jinx: ((OOC:: It is....))
[9:21:32 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Touches Hugin's cheek, rubbing away blood with his thumb.* I am not a violent man, but I will protect you as best as I can, even with violence if I must. *Head suddenly jerks up, scowling when a green tinted girl leaps from the trees at the two* Antique.
[9:21:48 PM] Yushika: Antique: Huginnnnn! *Hugs Hugin tightly despite the fact it hurts slightly*
[9:23:03 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *stands completely still while being hugged, lest he fall over* Antique? It's been awhile. Since we were kits, if I remember correctly.
[9:24:39 PM] Yushika: Antique: Yup! I'm all big now and stuff! *Proud, head tilts* Is my scent over whelming? I heard I don't smell bad... but to you I may smell like death... D:
[9:27:56 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *pulls back a bit, sniffs curiously at the air* Not.....bad. Like blood and a bit like kill. Like meat. *pale eyes shift* Are you injured, or is that natural?
[9:29:22 PM] Yushika: Antique: Natural. In my fox form I am missing a lot of skin in my tail. I'm.... *Pauses, sighs softly* A zombie basically, but I don't eat people. I have a problem with chewing on flesh though, but not /eating/, that's gross.
[9:30:04 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *looks puzzled* What's a zombie?
[9:30:44 PM] Yushika: Antique: Well! There's a bunch of varities! I'm just a littttle bit of a zombie, but full fledge ones are dead corpses brought back to life that only like to eat peoples flesh! They can't talk or do anything cept try and rip others apart and eat their insides, or brains!
[9:32:51 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *frowns a little* But you're alive, not dead then back to life. You sure the zombie thing is correct?
[9:34:38 PM] Yushika: Antique: As my condition is called I have "zombie bits".
[9:35:56 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *still frowing* I don't get it. That part of your tail is dead? Did it come back to life?
[9:38:00 PM] Yushika: Antique: Mmmmm. *Puts her hands onto her hips* It should have fallen off or infected my entire body, but it doesn't. It's dead skin so I have to be careful, but it still works. I dunno, my "creator", colorist, whatever, said I was a zombie.
[9:40:35 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *turns head where he knows Vetis is standing, then back to Antique* Does that sort of thing not happen often?
[9:46:27 PM] Yushika: Vetis: No... but she came from the season where many kids were...strange. *Grows silent, pressing into a tree and touching his hat briefly, cringing*
[9:47:14 PM] Yushika: Antique: Well, I don't mind as long as Munin stays by my side~ Rotten or not, he doesn't care. I hears even Andraste met someone she likes. *BLUSHES BRIGHT* N-Not that I'm going to get w-wth Munin.... Hehee.
[9:47:28 PM] Yushika: LIAR,
[9:47:37 PM] Yushika: Antique: Shhh! I have to seduce him, first!
[9:47:41 PM] Yushika: Munin already adores you, hush.
[9:47:46 PM] Yushika: Antique: Shhhhh!
[9:47:58 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *feels his face turning red, since it /is/ his brother being discussed*
[9:48:14 PM] Yushika: Antique: Would I be an acceptable sister-in-law, Hugin?
[9:48:44 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *still feels like his face is hot* I don't know what that is, but I think you're nice Antique
[9:49:05 PM] Yushika: Antique: Means likeeee, the person married to your sibling! Since I'm a girl it'd be sister-in-law.
[9:49:19 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Chuckles, just a tad.*
[9:52:43 PM] Jinx: Hugin: O-Oh. Eeerr, well. I mean. *why's his face feel so warm?* I mean if you and Munin are happy together...
[9:52:57 PM] Jinx: ((OOC:: .......Hugin, you fail because you are so innocent and knowing at the same time.))
[9:53:54 PM] Yushika: Antique: eeee! I shall go seduce him right away! Meanwhile, Vetis, step up your game or else someone will nab Hugin! *runs off*
[9:53:58 PM] Yushika: Vetis: ..... Wha?
[9:57:59 PM] Jinx: Hugin: ................Vetis, something's wrong with my face. If feels /really/ warm, especially on my cheeks and across my nose. Did I get something on it?
[10:00:04 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Leaps up in one swift movement, much like a fluid cat, lands in-front of Hugin and rests his hand on the males cheeks, cocking his head to the side. Relief washes through, him, chuckling softly* No! You're blushing. When people become embarassed they often blush, it's just a physcial reaction that isn't harmful but makes a persons cheeks and nose red for some time. *....He's kinda cute blushing... NO. The larger man moved away, sitting on a log* You know. We always meet outside.
[10:06:28 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *reaches up to feel his face, but doesn't feel anything but a bit of residual blood. embarassed? what's he embarassed over?* I don't really know a whole lot of inside places.
[10:06:58 PM] Yushika: Vetis: I only know my moms home.... *Sighs softly*
[10:10:55 PM] Jinx: Hugin: Your mother? *pauses questioningly* Are you still in contact with either of your parents?
[10:12:38 PM] Yushika: Vetis: Not my orignials.... but the two that adopted me, of course.
[10:14:20 PM] Jinx: Hugin: You don't talk much about your parents. *small smile* Of course neither do I, for that matter. What are yours like?
[10:16:28 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Loooooks at the side, suddenly the energy is drained from him* One curses like a sailor and tosses me about and the other watches in the corner and uses me as a body pillow. *Pauses, twitches his tail lightly* Though... they love me and show it in their own ways, I could never ask for better mothers. *Fond smile, shaking his head* Though people wonder why I always have a permanent glaring expression... >.> I blame Toxic.
[10:17:32 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *laughs softly* Do you glare a lot? I never noticed. *light, teasing voice*
[10:21:58 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Chuckles softly* My eyes are very narrow, so apparently it seems that way. I'm surprised Antique tolerates it, most girls run for the hills.
[10:22:46 PM] Jinx: Hugin: Really? *lifts his hands, holds them in the air questionly* May I?
[10:25:42 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *Blushes slightly, Hugin only touches his face as a child, now that Vetis is larger and broader he wonders if Hugin would flinch away from that... He is considerably bigger than Hugin.... which may hint at why he likes to keep Hugin close. He fits perfectly against his chest and Vetis likes to use his size to protect Hugin since most things can't get to him then... still.... He.... Hn. he can't deny Hugin, and he just wants to "see" what Vetis looks like.* Yes. *Takes Hugin's hands into his, moving them until they touch his cheek and then releases them slowly*
[10:33:13 PM] Jinx: Hugin: *adjusts the pressure of his fingers until they're barely touching the skin then slowly begins to move them, memorizing the planes of Vetis' cheekbone, the angle of his jaw, the shape of his nose and the tilt of his eyes. he traces Vetis' lip, touch so light it's like he's handling a baby bird. his hands hesitate when they touch the brim of a hat, then move down to retrace the area by the ears and jaw* Does this bother you?
[10:38:32 PM] Yushika: Vetis: *His eyes close briefly once the hand touches the hat, hands digging into the bark of the log, however when they move away he looked up, watching Hugin and the distance between them. Close.... His hand suddenly grabbed Hugin's arm, body stiffening. What the hell was he doing? Ah.... s**t.... He... Needed to get a hold of himself. Holding his arm still, his other hand lifted the hat, setting it down. Hair that falls to his chin flops down, finally free, and bangs flop just slightly over his eyes, hands releasing Hugin so he could dig into the bark, lowering his head.* Touch my head, Hugin. *He doesn't even let his mothers do this... but... he wants Hugin to accept everything... he... it has to be Hugin, and if he doesn't then Vetis would know finally that he was indeed a freak. Aside from the random orange sparkles that appeared when he was agigated and the spikes well hidden along the small of his back, he looked normal enough until the hat was removed. God. He still remembers the first time he approached a normal girl and she screamed. .....*
[10:48:35 PM] Jinx: Hugin carefully brought his hands up, fingertips lightly touching Vetis on the forehead. Using just as much care as he had when he examined Vetis' face, his fingers began to move upward. He encountered hair, soft and about the same length as his own if he judged correctly. Then his fingers came into contact with something else. Hugin froze in place, locking his mucscles, then moved even more carefully. He traced the perimeter of what he had felt, carefully moving around them and tracing the rest of Vetis's bared head. He got to the nape of Vetis' neck, then moved back towards the forehead. This time he paused at the objects that caused him confusion. He traced them upward, fascinated. They felt short and thin, soft like skin with as much give yet more flexible than most body parts. Was there bones under the skin? Hugin was afraid to try to figure out, fearing they might be delicate. "I don't have anything like this. But then Munin has wings and Antique has her tail." Frowns slightly with his fingers resting lightly against Vetis' temples, pulls his hands away. "Does me touching you upset you?"
[10:53:21 PM] Yushika: Vetis: His eyes raised when he feelt Hugin freeze, almost shoving him away and running right there, though he dug his feet into the ground. It was a strange feeling, warm skin against.... hell. He wasn't going to say that disgusting word. He wasn't a damn sea creature. "It frightens me." He suddenly admitted, shocked by his own words. "I want you to accept me for who I am, yet who I am frightens so many, I didn't want to frighten you away. When you touched.... those... things I imagined you becoming disgusted, recoiling, leaving." His hands raised, touching Hugin's raised arms, his head lifting slightly. "And yet, you can't see one of my abnormalities and the other is behind a shirt."
[11:04:30 PM] Jinx: Hugin eyes shifted, staring sightlessly over Vetis' head. "I've always accepted you, Vetis. You're just built differently from me, that's all. I would no more recoil from you than I would from my brother and his wings or Antique and her tail. Like you don't recoil from me and tears of blood." He frowned and moved his hands down slightly, being careful not to move too fast in case the weight from Vetis' grip caused him to misjudge distance, and gently cupped Vetis' face in his hands. "I ask because I can feel your heartbeat, stronger than when you were aggitated. I can hear your breathing a bit harsher, feel you flinching. The effort you're putting out to stay still is causing you to temble." Even now he could feel the slight vibrations against the palms of his hands.
[11:09:48 PM] Yushika: Vetis wasn't even noticing these trembles, twitches, not until now. Now? He felt exposed in Hugin's hands, his own hands moving over Hugin's, just resting. He wants to draw him closer, to hold him. This is becoming dangerous, his affections. He is becoming more and more attached, and when Hugin finds someone to love he'll break. He knows it. He knows deep down he will break apart, yet he'll never leave Hugin's side. He'd shatter, but stand beside him, protecting him. His love was loyal, and before this was love it had been a friendship that would never break. His hands left Hugin's, drifting to his lap. Sick, he feels ill. Now... realization of his feelings and the amount of hurt they'll cause in the future makes him feel sick. He wants nothing more than to hold onto Hugin, just this moment, however instead he leans down, escaping the mans hold on his face, and retrieving his hat, putting it back on. "I believe I should go home now." Standing, a hand briefly touches Hugin's wrist, and before he can stop himself he brings the hand to his lips, kissing it gently on the knuckles. "I'll see you later, Hugin."
[11:09:53 PM] Yushika: (( When did a silly rp become real? D: ))
[11:12:15 PM] Jinx: ((OOC:: YushTwin, this is how /all/ our serious stuff begins XD ))
[11:13:28 PM] Yushika: ((Occ:// I have a huge muse for Vetis right now. >.< And they're so... sweet. ))
[11:13:43 PM] Jinx: ((OOC:: I know, right > _>))
[11:14:00 PM] Yushika: (( Occ:// Just.... Ahnnn. Vetis and Hugin make me smile so much. ))
[11:30:34 PM] Jinx: Hugin's body tried to stiffen and flinch at the same time, and for the most part succeed without toppling him. It wasn't Vetis pulling away from him, the touches, or even the kiss on his hand. It was Vetis' voice.
Hugin's hand twisted in Vetis' as it pulled away, fingers clamping with amazing strength and keeping Vetis in place. Just as quickly his hand seemed to squirm, and suddenly he was holding Vetis firmly by the wrist with an implaceable grip. Only someone able to read the movement of muscles under skin could have acted so quickly and efficently, and in this Hugin would always know how a person he was touching would move before anyone who could see did. Eyes could lie.
"What aren't you telling me, Vetis," Hugin demanded, voice more insistant and hoarse than it had ever been before. "You sound....upset isn't even close. Like something was suddenly torn away from you." He tugged on Vetis' wrist, though whether he pulled himself closer or Vetis to him it was hard to tell. Maybe a bit of both. "What did I do wrong," Hugin hissed through clenched teeth. His distress was obvious, not only in his unusual hasty movements and distressed voice. Where before only occasional and very thin trickles of blood had come from his eyes, now streams of crimson coursed down his face, flowing to his chin and dripping on the floor. Hugin didn't seem to notice, focused on Vetis.
[11:37:39 PM] Yushika: His body flinched backwards at the grab, head turning sideways to spot the strange expression on Hugin's face. Wrong? Where had he... His hand attempted to move away, eyes widening in shock and fright. What? Why was Hugin worrying himself over something so... trivial? His own feelings? No. Hugin should worry about himself! He.... and the blood. He actually wrenched his hand away, touching Hugin's cheeks with both of his hands, shaking his head even if the other couldn't see. "Don't do that." He breathed, agony in his voice. "Hugin, you didn't do anything wrong. Don't. I'm fine." He wasn't even sure if he could wipe the blood away, it was flowing freely. Hell. Now he blamed himself, he should have been more careful. Drawing Hugin closer, he leaned in closer, inches away from Hugin's face. "Nothing you did was wrong. Nothing you can do is wrong to me. I'm fine, I'm just not feeling well. I need to lay down for the night."
[11:49:25 PM] Jinx: "You're lying," Hugin breathed, trying to rein himself it, yet conviction rang in every vibration of his voice. His hands came upward and grasped Vetis' wrists, holding his hands in place and refusing to let go. "Don't lie to me in some attempt to protect me, Vetis. You think you're the only one allowed to get upset at the thought of someone causing a precious person pain? You were /fine/ until I touched your face."
Was Vetis still trembling? No, that was him. His body almost vibrated, forcing itself to stand still when it wanted to run off and fight the enemy. But there was no enemy, only Hugin himself. He growled softly in frustration, then tightened his grip on Vetis' wrists and forced himself to calm down. He breathed through his nose, tensing his muscles to stop the trembling and then forcing them to remain still as he relaxing. His breathing slowly evened out. Blood still poured down his face faster than usual, but it wasn't the free-flowing streams it had been.
[12:01:31 AM] Yushika: Vetis could have broken down right there, and he almost did. His body bended forward slightly, arms attempting to pull away, failing. Teeth gritting hard enough he felt strain in his jaw, a violent shudder rippled through him. "I hate it." He suddenly snarled, though it wasn't aimed at Hugin. "Loving someone so strongly. It's a sickening feeling, it makes my stomach knot and my breath choked whenever I think of it, but I can't stop. I love them more than anything, and the reality is that it won't happen. I'm not their hero. I'm not what they need." Another shudder erupted, ripping his arms free finally, pulling them to cover his face as he felt the hot tears start to fall.
"Disgusting! I don't deserve them being near me! Their pure, absolutetly pure! I can't find a single flaw, I keep trying! I keep trying to find something wrong, something I won't like! But every time I just love them more! My love.... it's filthy! Their to pure, to beautiful. I don't just want them, I want to touch them, I want to claim them. I want to love them in every way possible! Everytime I smell their scent, everytime my hands touch their hair, it's consuming me! I can't stop worrying about them, I can't stop wanting to be near them all the time, but isn't that possessive? Isn't that wanting to control someone?!"
s**t, he was falling apart, he knew it. Suddenly, his body gave away, leaving him to fall to his knees. Great. Hell. He glared at his hands, disgusting, untrustful hands. What he wanted to do with them... he felt like a monster. No better than Ab. "And the thing is I know. I know they won't love me. Heh." A bitter laugh escaped his lips. "And I'm willing to still sit here. I'm willing to never leave their side. I'll be there for them whenever they need me, even if they find someone else, raise a family, live happily ever after. I won't be able to forget them. I won't be able to move on. I feel vulnerable, just waiting for it to change." With this he went silent, perhaps engulfed with tears and hatred against himself, or more debating on how to escape from this....situation.
[12:21:51 AM] Jinx: Hugin stood there, body locked in indecision
Vetis....was in love with someone? Hugin hissed as an unexpected pain bloomed in his chest, like nails shoving into his heart as it beat. He grabbed at the material of his shirt, such was his surprise, but after a moment he realized the pain was all in his head. It didn't make it hurt any less, but it took away some of his panic. His hand remained knotted in the soft, blood-stained fabric, though it was such a dark shade of purple it would be easy to wash out.
Vetis....in-? Hugin winced, unable to complete the sentence as his heart gave a particularly nasty throb. There was some anger with the pain as well. Who was this person, to think Vetis was no good? Sure he had his flaws, everyone did, but to Hugin those added rather than subtracted. He almost snorted aloud. People had the nerve to call /him/ blind? The blind ones were those would couldn't see past everything to the truly wonderful, /caring/ person Vetis was. He put up walls for fear of getting hurt, but the reward for working past them was worth it in Hugin's mind.
Hugin silently knelt, reaching out and relying heavily on his ears. Luck was with him, for his fingers lightly brushed Vetis' jaw. Hugin hands pressed gently against the straight lines of the bone, fingers molding with the curve the bone took just below the ears. He held him as tenderly as he could, trying to put all the love he felt for Vetis in his touch. Things he understood and things that were still unclear.
"You are the most strong, loyal, compassionate, /giving/ person I know, and love is the most wonderful gift anyone can recieve. Don't you dare stop yourself from reaching out for your happiness just because you're afraid, Vetis. You derserve every bit of happiness that has ever came your way and that has yet to happen." Hugin felt dampness against his hands. He tilted them upward and used his thumbs to carefully brush away Vetis' tears, as Vetis had so often done for him. The only difference was the smell, salt rather than copper.
[1:06:40 PM] Yushika: Vetis: There was a second where he almost flinched away, his heart hammering in his chest when fingers reached out, when Hugin touched him. Yet he leaned into the touch, both accepting and wanting it. When his head raised he looked at Hugin, his mind growing foggy just at the slight touch. Dangerous, this was dangerous. He wanted to attack Hugin, wanted to shove him down and claim him. Sick, he still found his desires sickening, moving away from the touch and resting his forehead agaisn't Hugin's chest, shifting his legs so he could tug Hugin closer.
He just wanted this, just for now. To rest against Hugin, he'd stand and leave soon, but right now he just wanted to be close to the boy he loved, wanted to rest his head here and think. Wanted to pretend, just a little longer, that Hugin was his. "Thank you."
[1:21:52 PM] Jinx: Hugin shifted a bit so both were in a more comfortable position. His hands hung uncertainly for a moment, with Vetis' face now pressed against his chest, then moved them so that his forearms were resting on Vetis' shoulders, with one hand resting lightly on the nape of his neck and the other carefully pressed against the back of his head, holding Vetis to him.
It struck Hugin at that moment just how different their statures were. He always knew Vetis was a bit taller than him; his voice and breathing came from higher up, and when they stood close together the press of heat from Vetis' body reached the top of his head and a bit over.
They'd only touched briefly though, and Hugin hadn't realized how powerfully built his friend was. Not overly muscluar, but still more than he'd expected. /'He treads a lot quieter than I realized,'/ Hugin thought, fingers absentmindedly stroking the back of Vetis head, eliciting a soft sound as they brushed against the cloth of the hat.
He found himself pondering Vetis' reactions; it was hard not to when they were so close. The whole thing was frustrating cause there was the sense that he /knew/ the answer, yet it was just outside his reach...
[1:28:10 PM] Yushika: (( Just found a song that made me think of Vetis just a bit. D: ))
[1:28:40 PM] Yushika: (( Ignore the very beginning. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhpuKTMPOWk&list=FLxl2Z-yGdDcic3-nI_pQClw&index=217&feature=plpp_video ))
[1:31:53 PM] Yushika: (( AND THIS ONE SOB http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmj__7TRbT0&list=FLxl2Z-yGdDcic3-nI_pQClw&index=237&feature=plpp_video ))
[1:36:59 PM] Jinx: ((Vetis is so sad inside > _>))
[1:38:18 PM] Yushika: His eyes had closed when Hugin shifted his arms, breifly flicking open when fingers brushes his hat, almost looking up. Hugin's scent.... His eyes flashed open, nails drawing against Hugin's hip, tapping the cloth for a second before sitting up straight, looking up at Hugin. Hm. This was amusing, looking at the smaller man from below.
Suddenly, he jerked away, leapt from the ground silently, landing in the trees on his feet, and perching like a bird, eyes narrowing as he stared off into the distance. s**t. He was not leaving Hugin as quickly as he thought. Leaping back down silently, he approached Hugin, simply lifting Hugin bridal style. "There is a storm. I'm taking you to shelter."
[1:38:30 PM] Yushika: (( He kinda really is. I made a short story with him as a kid and I was like D: Omg. ))
[1:45:26 PM] Jinx: Hugin had to calm himself down before he could reply. He still wasn't used to the quick way Vetis moved, and had to convince his body there was no danger. He forced his heartrate to slow, then lifted his face to the air and sniffed.
He stiffened a bit in surprise. The only explanation for him missing this have been because he was focused on Vetis. That was the only reason why he couldn't have noticed the smell of rain and ozone, heard the rumbles in the distance quickly approaching and the increase in wind speed as it flowed through the treetops, felt the pressure in the air change.
"Wouldn't it be more comfortable for you to carry me on your back instead of like this," Hugin asked, supressing a bit of nervousness. He just wasn't all that fond of going to new places where he was didn't know the layout. At least that's what he told himself, and why he thought his heart began to flutter in his chest.
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 1:20 pm
Storm Breaking
Status
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OOC moments
:: this color text :: [1:52:13 PM] Yushika: Shaking his head, his made sure to carry Hugin gently. "Perhaps." He mused back. However, he preffered carrying Hugin this way. Leaping onto a few boulders, he kept his hold on Hugin easily, sliding down one boulder until they met ground. He knew of a cave nearby, his little home was to far off to head to. Unless.... he took Hugin to the little cabin he remembered being nearby, empty and alone. There should be a bed there for Hugin, and a kitchen he could make food, if there was anything in there.
Changing direction to the right, he kept his ears on the wind and sky, pulling Hugin just a tad closer to him. His sole existance was to make sure Hugin was safe, he wasn't letting a puny storm hurt him. "I'll have to apologize to your brother when I see him for kidnapping you." A slight smirk touched his lips, a soft chuckle escaping him. He still remembered when Munin threatened his life with silver ware...
[1:52:39 PM] Yushika: (( Munin is apparently very much like Sebastian from Black Butler. He threatend Vetis with silverware. >.> ))
[1:53:52 PM] Jinx: ((......Why?!))
[1:54:49 PM] Yushika: (( Well, Vetis is based on Sebastian's loyalty just a bit, but he isn't doing the things he does to eat Hugin's soul or anything. But he would murder for Hugin and give his life for him. Munin threatened Vetis that if he was to suffocating or let Ab get to Hugin he'd kill him. ))
[1:56:40 PM] Jinx: ((.....Brother complex much XD))
[1:58:31 PM] Yushika: (( I think he's more upset that Vetis is a lot like him in the regards of what he'd do, but Vetis has a romantic love for Hugin as well that drives him probably further than Munin would go, so that may intimate and worry Munin that Vetis may take his brother from him. ))
[2:00:16 PM] Jinx: Hugin appreciated Vetis holding him closer. After that first leap into the air Hugin had hugged himself as tight as the laws of matter would possibly let him to Vetis' chest. Oh no, he did not like jumping around /at all/!
"It's alright, brother will understand," came his muffled response, his voice having to fight through a scarf, a shirt, some dark purple hair, and a very odd half-bowed half-pressed-against-a-chest position.
[2:04:13 PM] Yushika: "Aha. I think you don't realize just how protective your brother is." He was starting to wonder if Munin thought he would take Hugin from him. Hn. Munin had every right to fear, he suddenly realized. Vetis was frightened of the same thing, and that feral desire in his heart, the desire to claim Hugin as his. Make it so Hugin was only his, and he did not understand it. He had never though he would become like Ab, and to him he was. Wishing to /own/ a person... Vetis didn't understand that his desires were different than Ab's, his meaning of claim was different, too.
"Here. I'm sorry I jerked you around." Gently, he set Hugin down, having reached the cabin. Having slowly set him down until both feet were on the porch, he went to the door, opened it (it was a relief that it was unlocked), and reached out his hand for Hugin to take.
[2:10:40 PM] Jinx: Hugin stood locked in place, willing his legs not to tremble and quickly affirming he was on solid land again. He took large breaths of air, further steadying himself and also getting a lay of the land. The trees smelled similar, and they hadn't run far enough to be out of the forest entirely. The storm smell was definetly stronger, and the rumble of thunder was louder.
The scent of other things reached him, things not natural to the forest. Wood, but like it had been cut and treated in some way. Dust, fabric, metal. Stone that may or may not be natural. Other small scents that Hugin wasn't sure about. Of course he knew from the firmness of smooth wood under his feet he was at a building somewhere, but....
Hugin stood there, entirely uncertain. He didn't think he'd ever gone into a house before; there was just too much stuff to run into in those things...
[2:15:03 PM] Yushika: "Take my hand, I'll lead you inside." He offered, moving his hand until his fingers brushed across Hugin's wrist, letting him know where his hand was. Smiling at Hugin even if he couldn't see him, his eyes flicked upwards. Dark. He'd need to find a candle in the cabin, or two. Unlike Hugin he needed light, though he wasn't that bad at seeing in the dark. He'd need full light if he wanted to cook, though.
[2:20:11 PM] Jinx: Hugin slid his hand and clasped Vetis' finger, holding tightly like a small child. It was a bit frightening not knowing where he was, but Hugin trusted Vetis to lead him right. "Is this where you live," he asked, voice almost a whisper.
[2:31:17 PM] Yushika: "No, but I came here as a little boy. I knew a girl that came here, my age. She always was alone, I'd visit her a lot. Then she vanished. The cabin's been unused since." Smiling, he led Vetis inside gently, finding a candle on the table the second he walked in with a box of matches next to it, approaching the table and lighting the candle.
..... Dammit. Hugin looked cute the way the light hit him. He almost flinched away, but no. Hugin didn't know this place. "Do you want to sleep or eat?"
[2:36:30 PM] Jinx: Hugin's blank eyes roamed around, as though hoping maybe if they looked enough some of the input would reach him. "No, I think I just need to sit a moment and take in the sounds." He gave Vetis a small, somewhat nervous smile. "You can make something if you're hungry though, or if you want to save it for later."
[2:36:48 PM] Jinx: ((.....You two better pick things up or I'll throw Ab at you!))
[2:45:06 PM] Yushika: (( Pick things? ))
[2:46:09 PM] Jinx: ((XD I mean it went from OMG-HOLD-BREATH-WHILE-WATCHING romantic moment to storm-and-a-cabin))
[2:47:59 PM] Yushika: Vetis wasn't that hungry, pulling Hugin lightly to a chair and releasing his hand, touching his shoulders to indicate he should sit. His fingers graced Hugin's cheek, though he quickly flicked them away, head raising. "I am going to see if there are other candles." With this, he grabbed the matches and headed off to find the rest of the candles. When thunder rang he twitched, the storm was right above them. Absently, he wondered how his mothers were doing, and if Munin was going to murder him.
[2:48:06 PM] Yushika: (( Pffft. ))
[2:52:09 PM] Jinx: Hugin twitched slightly as the first wave of thunder crashed overhead. Inside it was harder to get a feel for wind speed, he hadn't known the storm was quite /there/ as it was. He was able to hold himself calm as more thunder broke out, now over his bit of surprise.
He turned his mind to something else, something that had been puzzling at him as important somehow, but he just couldn't make out /how/.
"Vetis," he said quietly, inbtween peals of thunder, "are you still upset with me?"
[2:57:06 PM] Yushika: When he returned he blinked, giving Hugin a long stare. Silent as a cat, he walked over to the kitchen, leaning on the counter. "What nonsense are you speaking?" Eyes narrowed for a second, he glanced to the side. Upset? Hn. "Che." The soft sound escaped him, nails tapping against the counter. "When was I upset? If anything... you should be. I was not myself earlier."
His head turned to look at Hugin, forcing that damn smile to not appear. "I'm sorry of the scene I caused. I won't do it again, and I am not upset with you. Why would you think that?"
[3:02:13 PM] Jinx: Hugin brought up his hand and felt the dried blood on his face. He'd have to wash that later, and his clothes. The strong copper scent he gave off was stronger than it usually was.
"Because," he said, lowering his hand back into his lap. "I can feel you flinching away from me when you touch me." His voice got a bit quieter. "I can hear some of the scornful sounds you make, though they're soft enough that I doubt most would notice."
[3:07:28 PM] Yushika: "I..." Wait... He... "I'm not..." How was he to explain this? Quickly, he walked over to Hugin, grabbing Hugin's hand and placing it on his cheek, sternly watching him. "I'm not flinching because your touch angers me. I promise. I am merely.... Dealing with something inside and I am afraid of hurting you if you come to close. I'm sorry for worrying you, Hugin." Carefully, he lifted Hugin's face, running his thumb over Hugin's cheek.
"I will try harder on keeping my motions and noises in check, as long as you stop believing I am upset with you. I doubt you are capable of making me upset, and if you did I would never be that angry as to flinch away from your touches because I dislike you."
[3:12:52 PM] Jinx: "Then why do you do it," Hugin asked, tone tinged with curiousity. "You don't suffer from bloodlust that I can tell, especially since I know Brother has a bleeding problem too." His eyes roamed around, and for once he wished he could see. If he could just glimpse Vetis' face, for just a single moment, maybe all the pieces would come together and he'd understand.
"What emotion is it that drives your caution?"
[3:18:37 PM] Yushika: His eyes widened, fingers trembling against Hugin's cheek, sliding into his own lap. His head moved to the side, eyes focusing on the ground before him. Why now? Why did Hugin have to ask now? He could lie, and yet that itself just felt wrong, to lie to Hugin. Drifting his eyes back towards Hugin, the focused on the males hands, his own twitching, aching to hold onto something to distract themselves. "Fear." He admitted quietly. "Of my own actions. If I get to close I may do things that will make you never come near me again. I may hurt you, I may frighten you, or perhaps frighten myself. If I was the cause of any of your pain I would not know what to do with myself. I could not run away because you'd be in danger, and yet I could not be close."
Once again he almost touched Hugin, though stopped. He needed to stop that habit. "I'm afraid of doing something I cannot take back."
[3:22:04 PM] Jinx: "All life is that chance that one moment could take away everything," Hugin said quietly. "We're all afraid."
Then, even quieter, "Do you fear me, Vetis? Do you fear I will ruin your life?"
[3:31:13 PM] Yushika: "No." This was becoming annoying, Vetis realized. His own feelings were drawing Hugin's into a worry that Vetis had negative emotions towards him. It was driving him insane. "How many times do I have to tell you that you are special? I am not afraid of you, you cannot ruin a life I've made that is devoted to protecting you." His breath hitched for a second, watching Hugin. Why? Why was he so worried over these things? The sound of his voice so quiet, it worried Vetis. He didn't like to know he was the cause of such expressions, touching Hugin's cheeks with both hands.
"You are perfect, Hugin. I do not want to ruin you.
[3:37:27 PM] Jinx: ((.....Okay, I take no responsibility for this idea. *points at Muse* It was all /her/!))
((Muse: *smiles mysteriously, taps her chin with her fan*))
[3:37:39 PM] Yushika: (( Ehhh? ))
[3:39:42 PM] Jinx: At that, Hugin chuckled. "I'm hardly perfect," he said. "I could probably start listing my imperfections and still be here after the storm is long gone."
A small, sad smile graced his lips. "You keep dodging around the matter though. Why-" Suddenly Hugin's face crumpled. What little color he had drained away, making the dried blood stand out against his cheeks like giant cranks in his skin. His expression looked like one who has just been told of the death of someone very close.
"You love Brother, don't you." He said, so quiet it was hardly more than a breath. Suddenly it all seemed to make sense to him.
[3:39:52 PM] Jinx: ((*points at Muse* Heeeeeer ideeeeeaaaa.))
((Muse: Whaaat? A little misunderstanding is better than Ab, isn't it?))
[3:45:29 PM] Yushika: That expression made him lift Hugin's face, worried and frantic. "Hugin? Hey, don't do th-" Then he stopped. He merely stared at Hugin, dumb founded. What? ..... What. "Huh." His voice was low, staring at Hugin as if he was both an idiot and had said something offensive. "What? Munin?" Another blink, he almost just stood up and walked away, the bizare accustation throwing both off guard and into an abyss of horror. When did he give off that impression? Wait... he never even eluded to it, either. Now his worries that Hugin would figure out his affections were thrown out the window, he had never though Hugin would make up this strange belief in his head. It hadn't even dawned on him.
"And where does this assumption come from?" He asked lowly, staring at Hugin. "....I think you just said the one thing you knew would make me die inside."
[3:50:09 PM] Jinx: Hugin shook his head, disloding Vetis' hands, almost scared. And it hurt, it hurt so much.
"We look very similar," he muttered. "You're friends with him too. You said you wanted to protect the one you loved. Brother can look after himself, but if someone hurt me and he wasn't there... It might break him. And that thing you said, watching your loved one fall in love with someone else, start a family... Brother... He has Antique. And-"
New tears of blood started up, but they looked as though Hugin were actually crying in sorrow. "My similar looks must remind you of Brother, which would be why you flinch. And why you're afraid to hurt me, cause it would hurt Brother too..." Hugin looked positively at the brink of distress.
[3:53:44 PM] Jinx: ((*Muse feeds images of Vetis kissing Hugin to stop him, Hugin resisting at first thinking he's a substitue, Vetis putting all his emotion in the kiss, Hugin reading the emotion and finally responding* > _>))
[3:54:14 PM] Yushika: (( I was already going to do that D:< ))
[3:54:41 PM] Jinx: ((Twin powers, activate!! XD That or Muse gives spoilers))
[4:00:00 PM] Yushika: Such stupid words. They had no right leaving Hugin's mouth, such stupid and hurtful words. Is that what he thought of Vetis, someone to just use Hugin for some affections for Munin? All these years of caring for Hugin, protecting him, and then Hugin developing the thought that he was using him to gain favor with Munin? Sickening. His mind was beyond negotation, suddenly his self control was gone. He was not able to stop his hands gripping Hugin's chin, lifting it, and leaning closer, face inches from Hugin.
"This is your fault. Driving me to the edge, seducing me, saying such hateful things. I won't let you say such barbaric things again." He was growing aggressive, possessive, he knew it. Yet he couldn't stop, hungrily capturing Hugin's lips, his arm wrapping around Hugin's waist to keep him close, the other gently cupping the back of Hugin's head.
This was what he had wanted for so long, and as he kissed Hugin his mind shut down. All he could think was raw emotions, love for a man that he was frightened to break, anger at himself for allowing those stupid thoughts to enter Hugin's head. Sadness, he realized, sorrow. He felt a tear fall, knowing it was his own. All these years and Hugin had come to the conclusion that he was just a replacement, or a thing to be used to gain someones favor.
[4:00:31 PM] Yushika: (( 0^0 Hugin, you made Vetis cry. Sob. ))
[4:01:33 PM] Jinx: ((b=u=))
[4:10:29 PM] Jinx: ((So you want me to post Hugin struggling, then you do a Vetis post, then I do him suddenly /getting/ it, or do you want me to just do it all in one post?))
[4:10:54 PM] Yushika: (( Whatever you like~ :3 ))
[4:17:58 PM] Jinx: Hugin stirred a bit uneasily. Vetis had held his face before, but there was something about his touch this time that left a stranger sensation in the pit of his stomach. He heard Vetis speaking but didn't fully comprehend the meaning, still trying to figure out that feeling envoked in him, when suddenly Vetis' lips were on his. For a moment he sat there, stunned, then his hands raised up to Vetis' chest and he shoved, trying to push him away. The smell of salt and copper mixed as tears from Vetis mingled with his own bloody ones.
He read the anger and sorrow in the kiss, and felt a saddness of his own that Vetis had been pushed to this. No matter what, Hugin still wished happiness for Vetis. But he didn't want this. Not this. Not being a simple substitute. The very thought sent barbs of pain through his chest.
So he tried to resist Vetis. Briefly he was afraid, wondering if he could get the bigger male off him. Wondering what would happen if he could, or if he couldn't. And wondering why neither thought really bothered him, despite the pain in his chest...
Outside the thunder pealed out. Rain fell down in sheets, lashing at the windows. Yet Hugin heard none of it.
[4:25:12 PM] Yushika: At the shoves Vetis didn't move, stronger than the male. However, he did break the kiss, lips drifting to the mans neck, kissing down to the collar bone. His anger had subsided, having read the fear in Hugin's body, his hands drifting to hold the males shoulders. "Take responsibility." Vetis whispered, moving back until his face was directly in front of Hugin's. "This is your fault, these feelings in my chest." He took Hugin's hand, placing it over his pounding chest. "You put them here." Once again he stole Hugin's lips, gentler and yet hungry, wishing just for a second for Hugin to feel the same.
Yet no matter how many kisses he gave, it could not change Hugin's heart. If Hugin were to reject him then he could not change that, and hadn't he been shoving at him? Yet his senses were blurred, all he knew was that he wanted to prove to Hugin he loved him, and not his moronic brother. That his love was controlled by Hugin, and these kisses were meant for him.
[4:25:39 PM] Jinx: ((Drink break the kiss? XD))
[4:25:56 PM] Yushika: (( SHUDDUP ))
[4:26:15 PM] Yushika: (( I was drinking water at that time.D:< ))
[4:26:51 PM] Jinx: ((Pft! *is leaving this in the OOC moments of the log*))
[4:28:26 PM] Yushika: (( NO. SHUSH. NO. ))
[4:29:51 PM] Jinx: ((Also, he did or didn't break the kiss? You put didn't, but it looks like he did...))
[4:30:04 PM] Yushika: (( ********. ))
[4:30:06 PM] Yushika: (( DID. ))
[4:30:24 PM] Yushika: (( GOD ******** ******** ******** ))
[4:37:24 PM] Jinx: Hugin felt a shiver rip through his body as Vetis' lips went over his neck, hands contracting so they were fisted in Vetis' shirt. He knew he should be fighting this, but each touch seemed to steal strength from his body. He knew he was more sensitive to touch than most, but he hadn't added /this/ in his equations...
When Vetis whispered in his ear another shudder coursed through him, having as much to do with the soft breath so near one of his vital ways of sensing as the words themselves. Then Vetis' mouth was on his again, and this time there was something else in the kiss. And Hugin felt something inside him break.
It was like a barrier around his heart was suddenly gone, the same barrier that Vetis had, trying to protect him from hurt. He had deliberately misunderstood, because the potential pain that could have come with understanding might have crushed him. But Hugin felt that pain was /nothing/ compared to the thought of losing Vetis, whom he loved, yes, /loved/, to a brother who he loved just as much yet in a different way...
Hugin's world narrowed in a way it hadn't before. Suddenly all he could hear was Vetis' breath and his own heart hammering in his ears. He could taste Vetis on his lips and his scent flooded his nose. And what he could feel, Deities what he could /feel/! A small whimper came from the back of Hugin's throat as he pressed himself closer to Vetis, hands hesitantly coming up to wrap around his neck.
[4:38:04 PM] Jinx: ((XD Should I put a warning on this one or are we gonna do a "Use your imagine for the explicit bits"?
[4:40:10 PM] Yushika: (( For now I think Vetis won't go further. He's a good boy in a way that he would want to make sure, very sure, Hugin knew he loved him and wasn't just going at him out of one night of lust. So right now, I feel like no need. :3 ))
[4:42:02 PM] Jinx: ((*cackles*))
[4:46:37 PM] Yushika: The whimper alerted Vetis, only until Hugin pressed into him, the hands around his neck almost making him cry more. Acceptance, was this acceptance? Letting out a soft groan, his lips curved into a smile as he kissed Hugin, his hands raising to cup his cheeks. His heart hurt, his emotions hot inside his chest. And yet, he knew better. After that one misunderstanding he would not allow for any more, breaking the kiss when he found his chest starting to demand larger suppliments of air, his cheeks a dark red, eyes narrowed.
This man, this beautiful man... He had accepted him. As his eyes drifted to watch Hugin, he cupped Hugin's cheek, kissing the soft flesh, his tongue licking away blood, like he had as a child. "I love you, and only you, Hugin." He breathed, pulling the male into a tight embrace. His chest hurt, his body ached, and he knew he was crying again, and yet he clung to Hugin with a small smile. For now he was accepted, and even if Hugin rejected him later this one moment would never leave him. This one moment where Hugin was his.
[4:53:26 PM] Jinx: Hugin felt his body protesting lack of air, yet it protested when Vetis stopped kissing him. It felt like a fire had been lit deep inside him, and putting it out was an act of sheerest willpower. Hugin didn't think he /could/ extinguish it, but at least he was able to get it under moderate control.
"Sorry it took me so long to figure it out," he whispered hoarsely, nuzzling his face against the side of Vetis' neck and holding as tightly to him as Vetis held him.
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