I'll try to keep this digestable for the readers.
I used to live 100 miles away in another city but I moved in September 2004.
While I was living there I had quite a few friends but I don't consider any of them friends anymore as we're not in touch.
However, seen as I have MSN, I'd been chatting to a few people, one was this girl called Lauren.
We became really good friends (or so I thought) and I told her that I'm bisexual, she then told me she was but not to tell anyone, so I said of course I wouldn't.
We had conversations and I opened up to her, like saying I thought this guy called Kieran was absolutely gorgeous and stuff.
I think she was telling the truth about being bi herself but then she started saving my conversations at one point and I didn't know about it.
Then she got into this mess because she got me to tell her friend for her that she was bi, then her friend wanted to tell her other friends.
I think what happened was that she panicked and just told everyone I am, with evidence from printed off conversations to save herself and said she was just making it all up about being bi.
So now everyone knows I'm bisexual at my old school and I admit it to them because there's no point in lying, it's just not believable, I wouldn't mind IF
A) My brother and sister weren't still in contact with people from that school (yes, oh ********!) and
B) If I could only see Caz by staying at Vals, an old friend but not that close.
The problem is, Val is staying for a while (she moved to India but her dad has a house here) and I'm worried the first thing that's gonna happen is my old friends will fill her in in the gossip and she won't want me to stay.
But if she won't let me stay I can't see Caz and I love Caz and it's gonna hurt like hell not to see her because I've been counting for about 5 months every ******** day.
How can I stop this from happening and get myself out of this sticky mess?
Bare in mind, luckily her dad moved away from the village I lived in but it's about 10 miles from her old house so she's still seeing them.
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