not just because you don't fell well but because i fell like sometimes i need people to take care of myself and i hate that feeling. I am way to independent to ask someone to take care of me unless i have a needle in my veins. I feel like if i let someone take care of me it will take away the only thing i'm proud of myself; my independence. Since i was little I've been awkward and lonely but i never felt alone, and my mom raised me so i wouldn't depend on anyone and taught me to ask to get to 'Rome'. Most of the times when your kid your parents take you to school and leave you at the door and tell you they will be back to pick you up, i never had that we would just go to class and find the classroom ourselves (that happens a lot in DR).
I wrote this cause i am bored and want some opinions and experiences to be shared here smile