I'll definitely be absent a lot longer than I usually am, but it wont be because of school or gaming, but more of how I am at the moment emotionally.
I basically was working on a character and trying to write out what people wanted me to do to make him work, but when I had finally listened and had even gone halfway through changing his personality and history to where it could work with camp, they say he's denied. I would be fine with this if I could've gained a response from people before I started trying what they told me to, and I especially would be fine if it came from the people I expected it from instead of a person who didn't even talk to me about it. I would still be mad but I would grudgingly accept, like I normally do when its people who I talked to on things like this, but instead they tell me to scrap the entire thing, and just at the moment where I was really getting into rewriting the character completely with the different ideas. I'm not good with my emotions when things like this happen, and I bet (infact I'm sure I'll be positive in a month or two) that it's my fault in some way that the character was denied, so it's best I don't say anything for a good long while since I don't know how bad off I'll act, and with how I don't trust myself on posting anything without having some form of anger that could indirectly hurt people, so go on with your business without me, and I'll come back when I'm feeling like my emotions wont get the best of me and make me look even more like an **** than I probably do at the moment.
I'll also be quoting a few people on here since I'm not sure how to say this on the other guilds I'm in without closing up my emotions, infact I don't really know how bad the reaction will be, so they can at least see why I'm not talking at the moment, but this is purely so I can let out why I'm not going to be posting. I already have enough problems on my shoulders despite this, I don't need anymore from indirectly causing things to people.
Hirok Daralki
this is my back up account so I can make sure they can get quotes from other guilds.
something482
yes he's in the guild I'm running, but he has his own guild that I joined and I need to make sure he knows like every one else
And now I'm just going to do what I always do when I have to think on my actions and what I might've done wrong, write out my stories and get lost in the worlds I created for them. I can, however, thank some people since some things they told me to change it to actually summarized his character better than what I was trying to say.
You guys are free to look into my journals to see if I post any of them, seeing as how I'll be writing out Connor's stories, though others might end up in different sites.
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