u sound much like me. u could be bi, or u could just be 'feminen'. a clasic case of "Role Reverseal" or RR.
i think u might have a case of RR. (excuse my spelling plz)
heres how u can tell.....
1) r most of ur friends girls?
2)r u the sub in ur relationships (not the dom[leader])
3)prefer to "spoon" more then "Fork"ing. wink (if u don't get this im not explaning it)
many times, a person who is RR tends to think that they r gay.(nothings wrong with being gay or bi eather, but this sounds like RR.
beyond that i have no more advice...