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Lately something that happened in the past popped into my head and got me thinking about energy, or I guess energy work., so I could use a little advice from people who have worked with energy or get how the whole process feels.

A few years ago I was at my friend's house. She's always been very paranoid about the paranormal and whenever she would talk about something happening in her house I was usually skeptical. One night I was over, and sitting in her computer room which was one door down from her bedroom. She walks out of the computer room and I hear a door slam and she lets out this bloody-murder freaking scream. I investigate and she said that there was something in her bedroom that slammed the door when she walked out of the computer room. She was too far away to have done it herself, and she was genuinely freaked out on the verge of tears.

Frankly it made me mad that something scared my friend. But I also freaked myself out. My jaw sort of tensed and locked up, my vision was sort of weird and my eyes watered, and my hair stood on end. Most of my body felt really tense, and I was almost scared to talk because it my throat felt strange and I thought if I did talk that my voice would sound...I guess not like mine? It felt like cold electricity was all over me or inside me or something.

The only way I could ever describe it was saying it was like some weird intense energy. It freaks me out the way it felt, and it's happened since then, because I've felt normal angry/protective emotions towards threats aimed at myself or people close to me, but there are times like that night where it gets intense and part of my mind is like 'This feels awesome' while the other part is like 'NOPE'. It doesn't feel like adrenaline. It just feels...I don't know.

Opinions? I have no idea what intense energy stuff feels like, so I wondered, but I do know what adrenaline feels like, and this just doesn't feel like adrenaline.

I'm kinda asking how it feels. Because when I get like that it's just...off the wall. Part of it feels awesome, but part of it is scary, and it's like even after I describe how it felt there's still something missing and I can't exactly put my finger on what it felt like. It's been happening on and off recently so that particular situation (the first time I ever felt like that) has been on my mind and I've been wondering.

She very well could have been. I just never would have thought that she was over the top terrified and I was fairly angry. I wouldn't have figured her energy coming from being afraid would make me feel like I did.

I wouldn't think air pressure because her door jammed easily. But considering her ability to flip out before considering what is going on, and she said that she saw something standing in the door way, it very well could have been her massive German Shepard. The dog would have had time to get out of the room after the door slammed because my friend practically climbed on to my back out of fear, and I had to free myself before going to see what was up. But I just can't really make up my mind. The whole town was creepy, and extremely old, so I was open to whatever.

I agree. It probably only stuck in my memory because it was the first time her being scared ever had an effect on me. Normal she straight up loses her mind while I just kinda sit there and say, That wasn't a demon growling at you, that was the cam opener in the other room. Mom is making tuna salad. If not for my reaction it wouldn't have been significant, at least not to me.