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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 12:37 am
A place to find letters between the mysterious occultus and the lovely Your Grace
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 12:45 am
My Dear
Sweet Friend
occultus,
I am not worthy of your attentions and notice.
I don’t mean to sound ungrateful or even rejecting.
Not that’s not right at all… I find your letters the
most beautiful things I have ever laid eyes fingers on.
Your words are soo beautiful and give me courage at times.
Strange that you keep yourself from my sights.
I suppose I can’t call you forth. I must admit that I feel a
little comfort in knowing you watch over me. I think
about you often. I don’t know why. Just when the pressures
of this life get too much for me… Sorry. I just wanted
to let you know, or perhaps even beg you.
Please don’t stop watching over me.
I feel so alone at times…
Yours,
Forever yours,
With wishes and thoughts of you,
Your Grace
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 8:05 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 8:06 pm
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 8:52 pm
Mo,
Take care of yourself. Marry one that will help our kingdom, do not save yourself for love.
-Father My sweet hidden one,
You are heaven sent, my occultus. Where do I
being to say how thankful I am for your presence!
You are a friend that is around me. One I know will
be there! Well, at least I have solaces in know that
you could be near. Can I tell you how much a relief
it is to have a friend there, even though you are hidden, in
my loneliest moments? How could I not feel comforted?
I think about you constantly though its not just
about who you are. I am naturally curious,
but will respect you for not coming forward. Though I
hope you may still some day. No I think of how wonderful
you are to me. I will forever hope to be worthy of those
affections. It is just how I am. But you probably knew that.
The ring is beautiful. I will treasure it always. It fits
perfectly on my middle finger. I like it there. If it fit my ring
finger people would forever ask questions about it. Waring
it on my middle allows me to wear it. Look at it
every day. Think about you... and our love. My chest
becomes tight when I do think of you... Did you plan
out that it would fit there?
I must admit I feel strange writing you. I hope you
find this letter as well as you did the last one! I hope you are
near tonight. Not that expect a letter again so soon. A sign
that you are near would be most encouraging.
With tender affections,
Your Grace
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2011 9:28 pm
My occultus,
You are a very thoughtful and kind hearted man,
my sweet friend. Knowing that you took that effort
and care into making this beautiful ring. There is no
amount of a gold or diamonds that could make your
gift any more precious. I think you should know though,
dear hidden one, that even if you were to tell me the
cost. ((Which I truly hope wasn’t too much!)) It would
not have nearly have impressed me, as much what your
last letter told me of it…
I… do not know what is like to be kissed on the lips.
Is that awful? Well, that is not true. And I would never
want to lie to you. I was kissed by a stable boy named Peter...
Once when I was five. It didn’t impress me, or him either,
then. It was an experiment…But now… I crave to know it
because of you. To know what your lips feel like. Or how
your fingers would feel through my hair. But I want to know
what you feel like. What would it be like to snuggle against you.
You arms around me, holding me close to you. Besing able to
press my body against yours...Yes, I then think about kisses.
I can’t help it. I wish I could kiss you…
It would seem our love is strange. I don’t hesitate now when
I say our love. Because I find that I wonder what you think of
me all the time. I have been bettering myself in hopes that you
notice from where ever you hide. I wish I could just hold you for
one moment… But that would be dangerous for you. And I would
never wish to cause you danger...For I do love you.
Yours for as long as you want me,
Moirai
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 7:43 pm
Sweetest Love,
I wish you to be my first real kiss… I wish
for you to teach me all that you want. It
sounds simply wonderful! Though I must admit
I am afraid. Not of what you will show me but that
my kiss will be unpleasing to you. Is that a silly
worry? I can’t help it. But if will teach me then I will
learn. I yearn for me to teach me. For if it is
truly love, then it will be more precious then any
other gift you could give me. I want to be held by you.
I admit I imagine what your arms around me would feel
like. I wish I could touch you. To feel your skin, to
know you are real…I hope what ever that is holding
you back will stop.. But if that day is not soon.. Perhaps
we could arrange a private meeting?
I can not help but want to better myself for you. If it meant
that I could hold your attention longer. I know that is
silly to say. I don’t doubt your love, or anything of that sort.
Just… I don’t want to loose you. I love you my sweet hidden
friend. I know it sounds odd, but if you were ever to leave
me I could not bare it. Your letters bring me so much joy.
I am sorry… I can’t help but want to express this to you.
When my father left, my world came crashing down.
I felt alone and unwanted. Had I done something wrong
to make him leave? He left me with only a note. It was terrible.
It still hurts to think about it too much. My world had gotten
even smaller when. It hard to find a true friend in this
world of politics and wars Then your first sweet letter came…
It brought me comfort and love. It renewed confidence in me.
And while I was afraid to write back, I was glad your letters
never ceased.
Do you see now why I love you so? Do you understand why
you mean so much to me… You may say that I needn’t do
anything for you love, and while it may be true. I still wish to
impress you always. For I love you and wish to always be the
one you love.
As you said in the letter before this, I must end this now.
Not that it is late. It is just very long. But remember I love you.
And please, think about perhaps arraigning a meeting…
Yours forever my love,
Your Grace
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Posted: Mon Aug 22, 2011 9:55 pm
My occultus,
I am sorry it has taken me a bit longer to write. I am
sure you know the reason already. I am sure you feared
my reaction to your wise words. For indeed my dear
hidden one they are wise. Though… I have to admit,
I was a bit crushed when I first read your words. Its difficult
to hear that the one you love is so dangerous for you to meet
in private. I have been trying to understand why you think it
would end so terribly. I can see where if someone were to
happen upon us, it could end badly. I suppose my position
has its disadvantages. I am sorry my dearest love. I wish I
were not a Duchess at times for your sake…
I don’t wish to dwell on the subject for too long. I can’t help
that it still makes me a bit sad. You must know that I haven’t
given up on the idea. Call me a silly girl, but I just want to know
that we are in the same room together. Perhaps even feel your
hand…
Ohh, occultus, I love you so dearly. I wish for more than just
your hand when we meet I wish for it all. I wish to learn from you.
No one could teach me like you could. For you truly love me,
and what better way to learn about love then from someone I love
so dearly. I have dreamed about your arms, I hope you don’t mind
me telling you this. Sometimes I can just feel your loving embrace
while I sleep. Is that strange? I hope not. Because I want these
dreams to become real, and I want more… How can I not my love?
I hope this letter finds you well. I am sorry it took me a little longer
this time. You are still my only love. And I hope one day, I’ll be
able to figure out the perfect meeting between us. Until then, I will
try to learn my hardest lesson, being more patient. Perhaps you
could help me? Are there any rules that you wished to be followed?
…Or should I not ask… I am sorry…
I love you.
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 25, 2011 8:16 pm
occultus,
Your rules are very acceptable. I will give it some thought
and perhaps later someday I will present some ideas to you.
I know this subject must be difficult for you…So let me
instead put some of your fears to rest instead of insisting we
meet somewhere soon.
My sweet love, I wish you didn’t fear over what I would think
of you. You are more dear to me then for me to worry about your
physical appearance. Is it wrong that I have not wondered at it
yet? Perhaps I should think about it, but I feel I love you more
for your care and consideration of me. What do I care if you are
older than I? My best friend is probably ten years older than
myself and we get a long very well. And you are probably not
ugly or anything like that at all! People are usually hard on
themselves. And my dearest please do not think that if you aren’t
as handsome as the fame Apollo that my love will go away. I do
no share the same tastes as those that share my age…
Oh occultus… I just wish I could be near you. I wish to touch you.
To kiss you. I ache for it. Strange feelings come into my being
when I think about all you have written too me. I feel warm and
tingly in places I did not think I could. When I think about you
touch my love, I think about your hands touching my face,
shoulders, and neck. And even lower… Should I not tell you this?
It is probably wrong to push these thoughts on you.. But I need to
express them… I feel like I should burst at times! It is all very
confusing.
I wish my mother was here to help me with this. Perhaps if she
was around, she could help us. Or at least explain things to me.
I fear that my inexperience at love is a great handy cap to us. That
I can not express the feelings I have for you. Oh, my sweet friend.
I hope you never tire of my dribble. Your letters are such precious
things to me. I am glad you know how much I cherish them. And
hope you take those smiles I have while reading them as belonging
to you. For they truly do…
My heart and soul are yours,
Your Grace.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 1:17 am
Sweet Love,
I will not say much about the topic of the rules. Just know
that I hope just as much as you for a meeting. I will be
working on finding us a place where we are both comfortable.
Your rules narrow things down at least. And I would rather
you met me when you are comfortable. I hope and that
one day you will be comfortable enough to revel yourself to
me. I love you, and would accept you no mater who you are.
I will strive to prove that.. but once again. I don't wish to force
the topic any more for right now. Though, I will apologize. The
start of my letter just mirrored the 'Your Grace' in yours.. I
guess I am not used to you starting like that..
Please... don't feel like you need to apologize for such
admissions. I want you to feel like you can express such things
with me. I yearn for it almost. I know I feel embarrassed and hot
when I tell you my desire of you. I have to tell you though. It
would be more wrong to keep them hidden from you wouldn't it?
You are my love and though I am not your wife and you are not
my husband.. I still think that it is right to tell you the things I
desire and the fact your words make me rather hot. I will admit...
I wish I could be naked in front of you. I wish at times that you
were there to grab my chest.. A strange request you my say,
but they feel so heavy at times. And between my legs so wet!
I don't understand it, but want you here with me! I want to touch
you every where. Your face, your chest, your stomach, your legs,
anywhere you'd let me.
I just wish you could teach me these feelings... I ask you all the
time, I know it must be awkward I am sorry. You say you wish to
teach me, then you will find me a most willing student. I know it
is hard to learn and teach through writings.. but I wish to implore
you to try... Love is something I know but do not understand... its
another reason why we should meet!
I must say I am never really alone for very long. People are about...
But there are few that I feel truly close. Sorry I know drastic shift of
topic. I just got the impression that you were at times lonely... No
Mother or Father for a long time! And few friends... Why the isolation?
Did it just happen that way? I don't mean to pry... You don't have to
answer, but know I love you and hope that my letters have given you
happiness and company as your letters give me...
Keep yourself well my sweetest love. I worry about you constantly.
You say it is dangerous for us to be close, so I wonder if it is dangers
extend to us writing! I hope not.... I must go now.. I wanted to write
you before I lost all my thoughts, but I am tuckered out...
My dreams and hopes are of you,
Your Grace
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 06, 2011 11:29 pm
My love,
Are you near me often? I confess I often wonder where
you are. How close you are. And whether you are
watching me at a certain moment in the day. I don’t wish
for you to expose yourself before you are ready though. I
only hope and pray you don’t hide yourself for too much
longer, my dearest occultus. For I don’t think you would
find me unwilling to go into your arms. Nor hear your own
mouth speak the words you write so well here. I wish I
knew who you were… But I will be patient and wait for
you to show yourself when you are at ease. A nervous
meeting would ruin it, I would think!
I must admit… I am jealous of any woman you have
shared such intimate things with. I suppose the experience
will help aid us when you teach me. Still… I feel like I
should be the only one to experience such joys with you. I
will be happy in the knowledge that once I have you, I will
do everything I can to keep you as mine. I do not wish to
sound spoiled or selfish… But I just want you… and I hope
that being with me will be far more special…
Familiar with my own body? What do you mean by that? I
have looked at myself naked in a mirror before. Is that what
you mean? Please myself? How do I do that? Why do you
not like being familiar with yourself? Tell me what I can do
to make you excited! I am curious about your words…
Please help me understand. I am sorry for being so with out
this knowledge…
I would write more, but lessons are coming up soon. Oh if
only you were teaching… At least then perhaps I wouldn’t
just sit and wish I was outside…
With all my love,
Your Grace
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Posted: Sun Oct 09, 2011 1:44 am
My passion,
I did as you said. Last night when I went to bed, I knew I was
alone. But still I wished you were there. Then I imagined…
I dreamed… no I imagined you were there with me. I know I
shouldn’t have. But I pretended you were the one that was
going to touch me. This seemed to do the trick. I started to feel
tickling burn like you said I would. An ache some where I never
thought to touch to sooth. But it was in a couple of places. It
was strange. The sort of feeling that touching them brought.
Though, in my mind I thought it was you. You were the one
doing those things. It kept things from becoming… Embarrassing.
But while it soothed, it only brought more aches. A more
intense ache that I don’t know how to sooth. So I continued to
touch like you said. The touch became rubs… I don’t understand.
My body got so warm.
I stripped.. Continue touching.. Soon even that was too warm. I
started to notice how… how.. I don’t know how I should explain
it with out saying that I was well… wet. It was no even normal.
It was slick and I wouldn’t go so far to say as slimey… But it
was strange. I continued touching. Everything changed… started
to feel better. Then worse again far worse. It was like everything
was so wonderful it was almost painful… Then everything seemed
to explode… I don’t know how to explain it. It was like I melted.
Or fainted. Because I don’t remember anything till morning…
Occltus…
I love you.
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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CuddlyDeathPrincess Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2011 4:58 pm
My dearest love,
I can not tell you how happy it makes me to know that you
want my touches as much as I crave yours. I know we said
we had to wait for a meeting.. But it’s hard… I explored
while reading the last letter. I couldn’t help it. I didn’t even
think about touching you in my last ‘dream’. Is that selfish?
But I wouldn’t know where to start when it came to touching
you. But the thought makes my chest feel heavy. Oh,
occultus, if only I could touch you! Sorry… Should stay on
topic, but its hard when ever I think of you know I realize the
feelings I have been having for a while. How strange one
suggestion opens up a field of feelings I never knew was there!
Oh there I go again!
But I know there is someplace in the castle I can meet you.
We don’t even have to talk. Or ever touch! But at least I want
to know that you are in the room with me. A sound would be
nice. Or perhaps just dropping me a letter. Or I can give you
a letter that is gone the next moment? Oh, occultus! Am I
going crazy? I just wish to know that you are with me. I mean
I know.. But … these letters make me want more and more
each time. I want to learn from you. Want to learn what is to be
in love with out thought. I want to learn what you think of when
you feel these urges too…
Well, I must go. There is a meeting that I must attend today.
Though these fuddy duddies never take me seriously.
Forever dreaming of you,
Your Grace
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2011 10:00 am
Dearest occultus,
I do hope that this letter finds in most excellent health and in a place
of peace. See! I am learning to write more professionally now. Its one
of the tasks that those that those that seem to know best, have set
before me. I am sure that it will be useful when it comes to diplomatic
things or when I must appear proper and educated. Yet, it seems to
me that they are just finding things to just occupy my time. Hope they
aren’t thinking that I won’t pay attention to the important and exciting
things that my title has endowed me with. Such language they use all
the time. Very precise and particular. I sometimes wonder if they are
ever lost for words. Oh I am sorry for rambling! A waste of parchment
they say.
I am very very very happy that you think that you thought my idea was
worth while! I was so afraid that there were too many things wrong with
it. I don’t know when you would want to start this? Oh dearest love, I
tremble thinking about how close we will be together! Just to know that
you are close by will be most gratifying. In time I hope these little visits
will help pave the way for a longer visit. Maybe getting comfy with the
idea that we are so close together… I am sorry getting ahead of myself,
but I do want to share that I have spotted some rooms that I think will
be wonderful for our cause. Though I will give you a list and times of days
they are most certainly vacant except for myself of course.
Here is some more important news my love. I will be leaving for a few
weeks. There are some people on the outskirts of my land that I must
attend to so they do not think I have forgotten them. This of course will
mean that we will be separated for a while. I hope that perhaps I can leave
you a small token. Something that you can keep with you. As I have this
ring I have yet given anything to you. For some reason I do not think you
would ware a ring I gave you for fear that I would spot it. So a key is your gift
. Something you can hide on your person and also is very useful to our
cause. Yes, it’s a key to my bedroom. I hope that you don’t think its
forward but it will be easier to make sure that you are secure inside or
could perhaps used it another way. I hear tell there are secret passages
in the castle but that could be Cookies old wives tales.
Alas I must pack.
I love you,
Your Grace
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