--Untoten Kase--
With all my fury, every inch of pain
This violent anger tearing us away
Hate, destruction, human consumption
Creates division, blinded in vision
This violent anger tearing us away
Hate, destruction, human consumption
Creates division, blinded in vision
So, there's this guy... I don't know him personally. Actually, I don't think I ever talked to him. But he's friends with my best friend's friend (o.o wow, that's even confusing to me...) And actually, all I know about him is that his name is Will....
But I have an extreme bitter hatred for him. :/
But I have a good reason:
A while ago, my friend said that Will kept threatening to kill himself.
And.. let me see... Like FIVE TIMES he said he was going to do it... But he's still alive TO THIS DAY!!! -_-
Now, why this bothers me so much:
My boyfriend, whom I was with for 4 years, ACTUALLY committed suicide. And the last words I ever heard from him was "I'll see you tomorrow. Love ya!" well, I DID see him... lying on the ground in his room surrounded by his own blood ._. But those weren't his last words, he sent me an email telling me how sorry he was. I do believe him, I don't think he wanted it... but.. well... he was suffering... so, maybe it's better he be gone than suffering, right?
Anyway, my point is, I've dealt with a loss from suicide. And this guy is FAKER!!! I absolutely HATE people who do lie about that!!! Sure, the first two times I was like "WTF?!" but then he did this FIVE TIMES!!! Possibly more... and I don't see why I should feel differently... I hate anyone who fakes a suicide, ESPECIALLY more than once. I think it's obvious now why... stare
Seriously, suicide is a serious thing, and if you're not gonna do it, just don't ******** say you will... at ALL... idgafs what you're going through, if you're thinking about it, talk to someone, if you're gonna do it, think about what you're doing first, if you're not gonna do it, good, JUST DON'T THREATEN OR SAY YOU WILL!!!
*ahem* Sorry, I had to rant... Anyway, so... am I wrong for hating this guy? For all I know, he could be nice. But I don't know, I've never met the guy online or in real life... but still... I can't help but just get mad at or hate someone for lying about this..... .-.
But I have an extreme bitter hatred for him. :/
But I have a good reason:
A while ago, my friend said that Will kept threatening to kill himself.
And.. let me see... Like FIVE TIMES he said he was going to do it... But he's still alive TO THIS DAY!!! -_-
Now, why this bothers me so much:
My boyfriend, whom I was with for 4 years, ACTUALLY committed suicide. And the last words I ever heard from him was "I'll see you tomorrow. Love ya!" well, I DID see him... lying on the ground in his room surrounded by his own blood ._. But those weren't his last words, he sent me an email telling me how sorry he was. I do believe him, I don't think he wanted it... but.. well... he was suffering... so, maybe it's better he be gone than suffering, right?
Anyway, my point is, I've dealt with a loss from suicide. And this guy is FAKER!!! I absolutely HATE people who do lie about that!!! Sure, the first two times I was like "WTF?!" but then he did this FIVE TIMES!!! Possibly more... and I don't see why I should feel differently... I hate anyone who fakes a suicide, ESPECIALLY more than once. I think it's obvious now why... stare
Seriously, suicide is a serious thing, and if you're not gonna do it, just don't ******** say you will... at ALL... idgafs what you're going through, if you're thinking about it, talk to someone, if you're gonna do it, think about what you're doing first, if you're not gonna do it, good, JUST DON'T THREATEN OR SAY YOU WILL!!!
*ahem* Sorry, I had to rant... Anyway, so... am I wrong for hating this guy? For all I know, he could be nice. But I don't know, I've never met the guy online or in real life... but still... I can't help but just get mad at or hate someone for lying about this..... .-.
Raging like the wave, crashing to its place
Such violent delights have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire
Such violent delights have violent ends
So furiously, my insanity, trapped in vanity
Scrounged in desire, raging like a fire
They say you waste time asleep...
It's not that he's a faker that you're angry about. It's that he's desperate for attention. Does that make things a bit clearer?
...but I'm just tryna dream.
