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 Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 2:47 am
So I have been unofficially with the same guy since Halloween. We both decided that we wanted to take it slow from the beginning, both unsure if it would last. Well it's been 8 months now, and I am definitely in love with him. He makes me so happy, I don't want to be with anyone else. Neither of us are seeing other people.
My dilemma is since the terms of our courtship have been pretty undefined from the beginning I am really scared to try and take things to the next level. His signals are there, he is spending a lot more time with me.. spending the night at my house and going to work from here the next day. He's very affectionate... He tells me I'm amazing all the time.
All I want is to tell him that I am in love with him and I want him all to myself. I am so scared of rejection, and I know he is too. Right before our first kiss he was super nerdy and said something like "You know I am really not good about making the first move.... girls always have to make the first move. Also every girlfriend I've had had to be the one to ask me out, just saying..." and then I kissed him. It was pretty cute. ;w;
FFFFFFFFFFF I am so head over heels for him, and I am sick of being in this grey area. I have a feeling he is too, but we are both kinda sketchy with each other about stuff.
I have a feeling a lot of it is my fault because I am super guarded when it comes to my feelings, I have a history of falling in love with terrible guys that were just abusive ********. There is no danger of this guy being abusive at all, he is the opposite... but like the damage is still there, ya know? I have been making an effort to be a lot more open towards him, and I think he has noticed the difference and it's a reason why he has been more "boyfriendy" to me.. if that makes sense.
Anyways I dunno.
What do you guys think? I just need to man-up, huh? Any advice is so very greatly appreciated.
/sigh
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 2:12 pm
Just do it you puss.
Also poll.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 2:20 pm
Felin Greenleaf Just do it you puss. Also poll. I have been THIS close to starting the conversation several times and chickened out. I should take an anxiety pill before he comes over next. /responding with the quickness
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 2:25 pm
Potsy Felin Greenleaf Just do it you puss. Also poll. I have been THIS close to starting the conversation several times and chickened out. I should take an anxiety pill before he comes over next. /responding with the quickness You got this bro
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2011 3:17 pm
Rape him.
Make him apologize.
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Posted: Sun Jul 03, 2011 6:41 am
Potsy I just need to man-up, huh? Yes
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2011 7:22 pm
Stereo Heathen Potsy I just need to man-up, huh? Yes
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