I find myself not liking to say people have a disorder like that. my mother was diagnosed with the same thing, but honestly all she is is a young mother that had a kid at 17 and got her life ******** up.
You are so young that you have all the time in the world to find yourself and grow up to ******** other people's lives up. (That was a joke, ha ha. I was merely trying to say that you have time to live and grow, and you shouldn't think about high school or what everyone is saying about you.)
What you should try doing is not analyzing everything you are doing. I apparently have all kinds of disorders, I chalk it up to being realistic, jaded, and pretty individualistic. I still make friends, create my own path, and lead a very fulfilling life. It's not hard to do.
What holds people back is when they sit down and analyze what's happening around the, what people have said, what they will say, and what their friends and family are saying about them. not to mention when you sit and will think about the jobs and work you've done, the schooling you've gone through. And when you start thinking about not being able to go anywhere in life. Don't think like that though, that's what I'm trying to get at.
That silver lining? Yup, that's real. Know what it's called? Thinking for yourself and understanding that EVERYTHING is opinion. It's other people's opinion that you have a personality disorder. In all honesty they are just freaks for not being able to have a versatile personality.
I hope this has at least given you a little insight to how the rest of us feel
smile I give you thumbs up, because you are probably a smart enough cookie to really go far. The key is to know that you are an individual, and you actually have a lot of freedom to do what you will with your life. Labels really will get in the way. I promise you.
Keep your head up kiddo. <3