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"With all Light, comes Darkness. It is up to the heart, mind, and soul to conquer the Darkness, and turn it into Light."
Ihyllianna Lafayette Dubar
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[ αll αвouτ mε ]
age[♥] 2700
gender[♥] Female
b-day[♥] October 31st
height[♥] 5 feet, 9 inches
weight[♥] 120 pounds
attire[♥] X O X O X O Rawr
race[♥] Surely, I'm a Dragonelle. The Queen of Dragons, to be exact.
powers[♥] I am classified as a dark dragon. I am the only one of my kind, controlling fire, cursed with nightmares.
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[ ɗig α ℓiττℓε ɗεεpεя ]
likes[♥]
[ ✰✰✰ ] Flying
[ ✰✰✰ ] My King, Balsius
[ ✰✰✰ ] My People
[ ✰✰✰ ] Children
dislikes[♥]
[ ✰✰✰ ] War
[ ✰✰✰ ] Cages
[ ✰✰✰ ] Earthquakes
[ ✰✰✰ ] Death
fears[♥]
[ ✰✰✰ ] The Darkness Within
[ ✰✰✰ ] My Nightmares
[ ✰✰✰ ] Losing Balsius
[ ✰✰✰ ] Being Caged
mind [♥]
Often soft-spoken despite her status as Queen. She tends to be level headed, and calm in her decision making. In addressing her kingdom, she is kind, just, and compassionate. She often (almost always) puts her peoples needs before her own. She is clever, wise, and cunning, letting her people be independent, helping when they need, like a mother.
memories[♥]
Born tot eh King and Queen of an age old bloodline, I was the only egg in my older mother's final brood. For an older dragon, as my mother was, who already had a living child, to have a single egg brood, the chances of my survival were quite slim, if even possible. With my parents child a boy, the idea of no heir, and the loss of the throne at their backs was a terrible weight to bear. My mother wished, hoped, and even prayed to the Great Lady of the Sun to give her a healthy female hatchling for her last brood.
The Lady of the Sun was rather generous, giving my mother her wish, but not without a price. I was born, created as an heir for my Mother Queen and Father King, and brother Prince Andre. I was called Ihyllianna, and I brought my kingdom much rejoicing and reveling, despite the fact that no one knew my birth had come with quite a dear price. the symptoms, however, didn't reveal themselves to anyone but myself, until I found my human form. The dark things that worked in my mind, were shunned form the form I took as a human. the dark things that lingered hated this human form of mine, and so I refused any other form. My dragon form was a point of fear. A point where these dark things could run rampant in my mind, and turn my actions against what was truly the right thing to do. This was noticed, as many younger dragonelles and dragons alike preferred to be in human form for their small, play squabbles, as well as better protection from hunters, and other things that wished to capture, or harm young dragons. Even with the coaxing of her parents, I refused. Not even my older brother Andre could change my mind.
Andre was everything important to me as a maturing child. He was my teacher. My best friend. My mentor in troublesome behaviors. My confidante when my parents doled out a harsh punishment, or when the work towards becoming queen became too much. The 1000 year age gap did nothing to deter me from loving Andre dearly. Yet, war was not kind to us.
During the Great War, my despair only grew, as the darkness around me threatened to overtake my mind. With the fighting, the depression only increased, fighting over sanity, and making superb darkness tug at my mind. I didn't eat. I didn't sleep. My nightmares kept me awake, fighting exhaustion with desperation, and a hope for Andre to return. My parents were long gone already, Andre was the only family I had left. Yet, I became ill, my mind in delirium, losing myself and my power, I lost the ability to fight, losing herself to some darkness.
When I awoke from my darkened prison, I was told that Andre had been taken in the glorious thing known as War. I had been so long ill, that I had missed his noble burial. It killed me. Once more, I was plunging into that darkness that seemed more like a comfort, rather then a threat. I spent many days, curled in my bed, refusing meals, and life in general. I shunned my Queenly responsibilities. My people feared that I wouldn't recover, and would leave them in the darkness that I had been born with forever.
That was when he found me, just as I found him. Balsius. My King. I had finally managed to get out of bed, trying to show my people that I was still a face of power to them, and not someone to sit in a chair. I was busy with court affairs, when I saw him in my line of vision. Many males were trying and even fighting to get my attention, but it was truly Balsius who always had my heart. had he not courted me, as he did, with his kind patience, I never would have recovered. He is the miracle that has kept me going as I continue to tread this dangerous path between sanity and insanity. Despite my fears, I can change easily between forms, and with Balsius at my side, I can do anything I want.
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theme[♥] An Apparition in the Field by James Horner and Stand in the Rain by Superchick and You're not Alone by Saosin
partner[♥] My Beloved Balsius, King of Dragons
candy[♥] Heterosexual
color[♥] Purple and Indigo
Stellaluna Skywind [♥]
