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Kelly's s**t Poetry- Okay, NOW you can post! ^_^

Gizem

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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 2:33 pm

I really do think that all of my poems are s**t, but the thing is, I'm always looking to make them better. It's true: I've been diagnosed as having dillusional thoughts of the self-loathing kind, but I think it all makes sense. I can't write anything happy these days; it's all Plath-esque dribble that makes people want to slit their wrists or jump into the path of moving traffic. So here it goes: My s**t Poetry.

Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 2:47 pm

When I Look in the Mirror

When I look in the mirror, I see
A girl who has too short a forehead,
Eyes that are too big,
And a face that can be mistaken easily for a bowling ball.

There's not enough space between my eyebrow
And the crease of my eyelid,
And my mouth is incredibly small.

When I look in the mirror, I see the girl I used to be;
The girl I had to be.
I was so fixated on what everyone's opinion
That I stopped having my own.

I still see that 98-pound girl
Trapped in my massive body.
I wish she would come back.
I look at recent photos and say, "Is THAT me?!"

When I look in the mirror, I see the girl who
Hated conforming to their ideals,
but still misses the attention.

I know my life is better now,
But I wish I could just spend
One more day in the
Body I left behind.

When I look in the mirror, I see myself;
Blind, searching, confused, and scared.
What will the future hold?
Don't ask me, I don't even know about tomorrow.

When I look in the mirror, I see the girl who never gets taken seriously;
The girl who never got a chance.

Gizem

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Gizem

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Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 2:57 pm

Seattle Morning

I saw a Seattle morning once
That reminded me of you.
Its eyes were dazzling on the water
And its nature intrigued me.

I was foolish and thought
The Seattle morning would stay with me
Forever.
But, at its own discretion,
It took all of my passion and interest.

When I wasn't expecting
All of the anguish that came from the pleasure and
Sinful extasy that it gave.
And, like you, it stranded me.
Still craving,
Still waiting,
Still hoping for more.

Posted: Mon Feb 06, 2006 3:07 pm

The Attention Whore
For E.R.

I'm not your girl
I'm not your friend
I'm somewhere inbetween.

All my days are spent
Trying to to keep you company.
You tell me not to fall for you,
And I'm not,
But yet somehow I wish I could

It'd make me feel so much better about
What we're doing.
So many times before it's been done,
Tried,
And failed.

With many other helpless "friends" of yours.
But until I find something much better,
I'll remain your attention whore.

Gizem

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Yoder

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Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2006 5:48 am

They're... ok, I guess.

Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2006 9:38 am

I KNOW!!! I SUCK SO MUCH a**!
HERE'S ANOTHER...

Carnival Ride

I'm flying.
For a few minutes, I've escaped the
Safety of Gravity,
And have been tossed into the
Recklessness of the air.
And it feels good.

For a few minutes, my hell is escaped.
It all goes away,
And all I must do is be dizzy.
I no longer care, I no longer worry,
Nor do I believe.
I'm just a floating idea, like a cloud;
Hanging with the rest of them.

I close my eyes, and just go with the feeling
Of the wind against my face
Blocking out the kids' screaming.
And then...
Finished.

Gizem

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Gizem

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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 9:02 pm

This one I wrote while in the psychiatric unit of the hospital. This was during a very difficult time, seeing as how I had just been taken off the stimulants (better known as Ritalin) that I had been on since I was five years old, and it wasn't a comfortable process.

October 28, 2005; Sometime after 6pm

I'm sitting down (finally) and watching TV. I'm getting absorbed again.
Then, I snap back into the depressing and disgruntling reality that I've actually been here this long. I look around me; my once brilliant, brown orbs now glazed over from a combination of intense psychotherapy, boredom, and a broken spirit.
I see anger and sadness everywhere; you can cut the tension in the air with a plastic knife, seeing as how most of us are fabulous cutters during our fits of rage.

Am I here, really? Have I fallen this far?!
Am I here, really? Dear God, what have I done to myself?!
I'm so stupid for taking such a plunge; I was doing so well!
And now, here I am: ready to fight stigmas and memories and future comeuppance.
I have to stay unyeilding to the history of laziness or doing the same impusive, flighty bullshit that got me here.

Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 7:48 am

wow, pretty good ^.^

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Posted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:48 pm

::I am too lazy to put togeather my normal font::
I like the last one the best

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