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PostPosted: Fri Mar 11, 2011 6:54 pm


My life is going down. Every one in my house except my mother always yell at me. In every day, i went home and they try to find the thing i do wrong so they can yell at me. It's like they made a list of days to yell at me. Monday: wake up at 6:00am, yell at Duc at 6:30am ( My real name's Duc). I wish that i can go to some where fun, cool, fantasy but there is no place like that. I think that they wish that i'm somebody else. They never know me well. I think that my dog know me well then them.They always compare me with some body else. They said many thing bad about me and it make me think that :"they don't want me any more, they want a new son. Maybe when i die they will be happy. What should i do? My life is a mess. crying crying crying crying crying
PostPosted: Sun Mar 13, 2011 6:14 pm


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Even though your life's in a big mess of turmoil, please don't kill yourself. I've had far too many experiences with my friends and death itself, it wasn't pleasant. Although I seem like one of those lecturing people who go on and try to coax one into living, I'm really not. I've definitely had many times when I couldn't handle it and wanted to just disappear. In fact, I think I've been diving straight into madness and chaos in my mind so often lately that it's been happening consistently, but I always try to think of the good side, even if it all fails in the end and I'm still depressed. But I mean hey, I have no clue of how your life is, so perhaps it's really just that bad and has gotten to that extent that you honestly cannot handle it whatsoever. I'm not going to stop you from what you think is the right decision, but hopefully you'll stay because your friends, and everyone around you who cares about you will honestly be heartbroken if you leave. I know for a fact, they most likely will go into a guilt filled life, always thinking "What if"s. I still wonder, what would have happened if I had talked to my friend before his death, what if, what if, the question that haunts everybody. Life might be a mess, but until it's in complete chaos, there's still hope. Please don't think this is the only solution, and if you talk to your friends about it, I'm sure they can help you through this...



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