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 Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2011 2:16 pm
So my life was bad, but bearable until this year. Recently, I don't know what to do anymore. My dad won't let me go to the school my best friend is going to and he thinks I should be going to school to learn, not have fun. My mom has literally said this: "Why did I ever give birth?" She beat me when I was little with a flyswatter when I did something she didn't like and she is threatening me with it again even though I'm 16 now. I'm finding myself crying about almost everything now and I'm afraid I will hurt myself. If anyone wants to help or just talk, please do. emo
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Posted: Thu Mar 10, 2011 8:50 am
I feel soooooo sorry for you. Thats awful, that really is. If you want to talk in private feel free to PM me.
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Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2011 6:46 pm
Thanks for saying something. You can pm me if you want. Though I have communication problems with others cause of my childhood so I may not respond to things right away. >.> <.<
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Posted: Wed Mar 16, 2011 10:17 pm
I know how you feel, I used to get beaten during my childhood... it makes it rather difficult to react to others in a "normal" way. =(
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Posted: Sun Mar 20, 2011 4:30 am
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Posted: Thu Mar 24, 2011 6:07 pm
It's hard being around people for me. Things that I went through early in my memory make me afraid of others. I don't really have any friends in my classes at school and when we get put in groups, no one seems to just ask me if I want to be in their group until the teacher says I don't have a group. I try hard to get along with people, but by this point there isn't any one that really cares about being my friend. I'm shy and afraid of people, but I'm also afraid of being alone. I feel self contradicting. neutral
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2011 11:15 am
No ones posted anything so I'm just gonna try and keep my post alive. I'm monophobic, algophobic, thanatophobic, I'm afraid of seeing others in pain, I'm shy, and I really don't like hating people. I'm surprised I haven't gone insane and I probably need a psychologist. =^_^=
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Posted: Tue Apr 12, 2011 9:00 am
I know how you feel.I have and still am going through those things myself. Although my parents arent living with me i still get beaten. They always are telling me how im such a disgrace to them and how they wish i wasnt their child. Not only are they the ones beating me. My grandma does also. She hates me and hates the fact that i have to live with her because my parents dont want me. If you just wanna talk to me in a pm feel free to. Like i said i know what your going through and id like to try and help.
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Posted: Sat Apr 16, 2011 9:55 am
I feel so sorry for you. And I can relate somewhat to your problem. Though I don't get beaten by my parents (considering my Mom's off her rocker and I never did have a dad) but I do get emotionally scared and I'm afraid that I'm gonna reach the point where I'd try and hurt myself again. (I think someone else did that for me though since I just got dumped by the most perfect guy around and for no real good reason either. emo ) So I know how it feels to feel all alone and sad while just wishing you could be accepted and be happy for once. You can PM me if you want in case you need to talk since I'm on just about everyday.
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