No songs fully describe me. But bits of the lyrics do. Some from friggin video game character themes.
I don't know whats worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
For a few months, I went through serious depression, and even wanted to comit suicide, despite the fact that everything was perfectly fine in my life. :/
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I don't know why I insticate, and say what I don't mean
Sometimes I'll get really angry for a stupid reason and say mean things to people. Then I feel terrible and can't believe I said those things. : ( I'm lucky I have such forgiving friends....
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Somewhere in chaos we all find ourselves
This destruction is the only tale we tell
White is black and black is white
Right is wrong and wrong is right
Nothing ever fills this hole inside your heart
I eventually got out of that depression, but sometimes I still feel like total crap and like I'm confused, that I don't know anything anymore. I can't get rid of that hole inside my heart. D:
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Because the pressures of this world
They can take their toll
And it's tough to get away
When they take ahold
I can't keep up with the world. My mind is slowly slipping. D:
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I wanna runaway
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
A lot of times, I wanna get away from the stupidness and irritation of the world. The lies and wondering why part doesn't describe me, but often I want be alone and just be able to think without interuption....
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Aren't I such a happy person? xD
There are songs out there that describe the good part of me, but I can't remember them xD
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