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 Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 8:25 am
I haven't been myself lately.
I gained weight, and I have trouble losing that weight. I have the feeling I got uglier and like, huuuge. My study isn't going the way I wanted it to go.
I have an assasment wednesday and I am very nervous for it already, I'm afraid I'll fail it. The internship I do at school, is horrible, everyone seems to talk behind my back about me.
My boyfriend left for 4 weeks to Hong Kong, and I miss him terribly. I can't concentrate. And last week I had an important test which I failed. And I have to re-do it, during my internship, but there is no one who can back me up.
And today I got a letter from a team that's part of the government. They give students an amount of money to study and so they can pay their study. It's based on the money your parents own. And this year and last year I got enough to get around, the rent of the house, and to pay my study off.
And today I got a letter from that government-thing. About the money that I get every month. And they lowered it. Not a little, but a shitload. I already called about it, to see if it was actually true. And apparently my parents have been working more than last two years. And i'm not sure if I can get around with so much money less. I already work my a** off, and right now I don't have work because I quit, because I'm going to internship next month for a halfyear. I get payed for that, but not much.
And now my boyfriend is gone, I'm totally panicking and I don't know what to do. Everything is getting too much, I'm about to explode.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 11:23 am
Sit back, and BREATHE. If I can live 6 months away from my fiance, while studying and memorizing pharmacy terms, you can do this.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 12:13 pm
Akiska Sit back, and BREATHE. If I can live 6 months away from my fiance, while studying and memorizing pharmacy terms, you can do this. I have to remind myself sometimes to just... Breathe. I don't even want to think about it, if my boyfriend is gone for 6 months.
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Posted: Mon Jan 17, 2011 1:09 pm
You'll survive. You just need to prioritize, take care of the more important things first. You're taking on too much, it seems, and now you're panicing. You can't start falling apart just because your boyfriend isn't around. If I can deal with school, home, and friends without seeing my boyfriend for a whole YEAR, then you can survive this. You haven't changed from when he was there and from when he left. You're making things worse because you're feeling bad about yourself. You need to be optimistic, instead of thinking things are bad, think that they'll be okay and things will get better.
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