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A Song I wrote

I
Can't stand it anymore
I wake up everyday with my face to a door
Sometimes I wanna disappear with n-o trace
I don't want to hold onto this fear
Like a buoy out in the sea
Can't You See?
I'm trying to make thi-is clear
Just Pull The Trigger

I go to school
Just to be made a fo-ol
I'm sick and tired
I just want there to be fired
A bullet into my he-ad
Just Pull The Trigger
I'm better of Dead

Pull the Trigger
I'm better of dead
Just Pull the trigger
I've said what needs to be said
Put it to my head
I'm better of dead
Pull the trigger
Life's such a blur
Please pull the trigger
Don't say your sorry
Just Pull the trigger
I just...want to be....dead

Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
All my failures and everything I wanted to be
There's no reason to be here
I have nothing to fear
Everything's such a blur
Please Pull The Trigger

It wouldn't matter
No one would care
I know life's not fair
And I hope you know how I feel
It's no fake it's all real

I go to school
Just to be made a fo-ol
I'm sick and tired
I just want there to be fired
A bullet into my he-ad
Just Pull The Trigger
I'm better of Dead

Pull the Trigger
I'm better of dead
Just Pull the trigger
I've said what needs to be said
Put it to my head
I'm better of dead
Pull the trigger
Life's such a blur
Please pull the trigger
Don't say your sorry
Just Pull the trigger
I just...want to be....dead
Pull the Trigger
I'm better of dead
Just Pull the trigger
I've said what needs to be said
Put it to my head
I'm better of dead
Pull the trigger
Life's such a blur
Please pull the trigger
Don't say your sorry
Just Pull the trigger
I just...want to be....dead


Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
All my failures and everything I wanted to be
There's no reason to be here
I have nothing to fear
Everything's such a blur
Please Pull The Trigger
And Tell me What you see
...And tell me what you see

....speaking of pulling the trigger..........come one of you do me a fovor and kill me? cry cry .......please? cry cry