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Thats the reason i love MCR. Their songs are so inspiring and makes me feel better when i'm feeling depressed. So maybe my friends care more about each other than me, so maybe i feel like i'm slowly sufficating... so what? Complaining won't make me feel better so i say to all:
"I'm not afaid to keep on living, im not afraid to walk this world alone."

Are you talking about My chemical romance or Mill City Rockers?

Oh. I prefer My chemcal romance. (Mill city rockers may be a abumb title. My friend can be a bit stupid somtimes)

i don't what live anymore cause i'm tired of all the shame and the blame and the pain that i gain from liveing in this god forsaken ******** hell bound planet........ stare and yes i did make a rhyme just know it's a habit i'm so used to typeing poems for my goth group but still i want to ******** die!!!....... why the ******** am i even talking about it talking gets people no where just like dreams and hopse get you no where..... stare ******** it i'm just gonna go hang myself

I'm sorry you feel this way. But there's light in this world, too. Don't give up! Dying is final, but life is changeable, fixable.

I guess I can't fully understand what you are going through because my life isn't completely terrible but there is someone out there who does care about you. I have realized that myself and decided to keep myself alive for the ones who love me, even though every time I go to get my ibuprofen I think of how easy it would be to tip the bottle back and have that be the end of it stare ... BUT I RESIST so you should try to! biggrin