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Oie.. i have a lot.. >,.,<

1. Lose weight... (the biggy Dx) My exercise is dancing to my Blood On The Dance Floor CD until I'm in pain, can't move, dizzy to the point i could faint, completely collapse from being out of breath... (which usually happens after at least 2 songs o-o... their music is fast techno stuff... usually a lot of jumping and stuff when dancing to it...) I'm doing that with my sister.... >.>
2. Study more than I have been in my German class... (home school... there's no homework so it's harder to study...) honestly i only do the lessons... write down my new words in a notebook and move on with school... D= I need to study more or i'll never actually learn the language T.T
3. See Blood On The Dance Floor live.. it's not important.... but they're thinking about banning raves in California.... crying crying crying (the reason? 2 people died of drug overdose...) and with their kinda music, all they do is raves... and if I never see them live, i'll be soooo pissed... (well how would you feel if you were NEVER able to see your all time most favoritest band ever in life?) I wanna see them while i can... and if not... screw buying stuff i want.. i'm spending all the money i have on a travel just to see them... and if i can't? Oh there will be tears, screaming, yelling, pissyness, and many other mixed emotions.... all emotions that doesn't involve happiness....(blabbering now =o)
4. Get out of the house more. I'm planning on buying roller blades with my Christmas and Hanukkah money (yeah i celebrate both.... gotta problem?! o=<) so i can go out (this will help with losing weight (= ) and yeah

there's more... o.o

Mine... Covers a little bit of to subjects. I am a creature of hate and love to distroy thing, people and generally breed more hate and discord. I wish to lessen that... Or at least try... try to not let my depths be shown to newer people, My friends know and love me no matter what... New people.. become scared so easily
The other, is i am not happy with my weight. My metabolizism was distroying by doctors over Rx'ing me when i was little. Since I have been out of high school, I've dropped from 186 to 153 (As of yesterday morning) Its taken me four years to get this far.. but I'm keeping it off. My goal is to drop at least another 10 lbs and hopfully do something about some of the cellulite in my legs an bum. My husband doesn't care, and i have people that tell me I'm pretty, but if your not happy with yourself, then you always lose.

Can't see the dragon eggs/hatchlings/adults? Too lazy to click the little links? If you go into My Gaia/Account Settings You can switch your ability to view all pictures insteed of only Photobucket ones. ^.=.^ So think of my dragon babies, change your settings or click to view them! Together we will hatch many!