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 Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 2:11 pm
the title is a bit misleading
see, i don`t cut anymore; i scratch
nope, you didn`t misread that; i said scratch.
i literally scratch into my skin.
now i`m going to get all the general "DON`T DO THAT" and "IT`S BAD, STOP"
i know. i know, alright? there`s no need to say it
i go to therapy for it, and it doesn`t do s**t. at all
sorry that i keep posting my problems: nobody near me knows what i`m dealing with except for about 2 people.
and believe me, i`m not trolling. but god, i wish i was
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 3:44 pm
-� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-�� I know the feeling I started cutting a few years ago and I managed to stop for about a year but I ended up starting again. It's an understandable way to release all those emotions that build up when you can't talk to someone who understands. As long as you are being safe and doing things like cleaning so you don't get an infection, and with cutting it's good to tie something around your arm just below the elbow (or where ever it is you cut) to control bloodloss. Just be safe because people do care about you, I may not know you personally but I feel a connection as fellow human beings. c:
on a side note I've found that sometimes playing music loud, dancing like a fool and cam whoring can sometimes manage to make your emotions take a 180 and get you in a better place. -� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-��
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 4:27 pm
Nerdodactyl -� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-�� I know the feeling I started cutting a few years ago and I managed to stop for about a year but I ended up starting again. It's an understandable way to release all those emotions that build up when you can't talk to someone who understands. As long as you are being safe and doing things like cleaning so you don't get an infection, and with cutting it's good to tie something around your arm just below the elbow (or where ever it is you cut) to control bloodloss. Just be safe because people do care about you, I may not know you personally but I feel a connection as fellow human beings. c:
on a side note I've found that sometimes playing music loud, dancing like a fool and cam whoring can sometimes manage to make your emotions take a 180 and get you in a better place. -� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-�� #1: i ******** love your username xD
#2: i tend to scratch more than cut. it`s because i`ve had an aversion to knives ever since i dropped one on my foot and it went through.
#3: why am i numbering things? ._.
#4: when i do scratch, i clean it out every chance i get. and since it isn`t a full fledged cut, it`s pretty much just raw skin. which means there`s a high chance that it`ll get infected. so i clean it like mad.
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Posted: Fri Dec 17, 2010 5:01 pm
-� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-�� A:Why thank you I wish I could enjoy in the pleasures of your username but I'm underage. xD
B: that sounds painful. O.o
C: You number I'll use letters. sound good?
D:try covering it with gosse then wrapping something like a tensor bandage to keep in place that way it can stay clean and you could even make a fashion statement! biggrin (trying to be positive) -� � �-� -�� --- -�� �- -�-� - -�-- �-��
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Posted: Mon May 02, 2011 7:06 am
i managed to quit cutting for a few years but it got so bad that i went back to it.....nothing lasts forever.. not even the cardboard charade of happiness it stays awhile then goes....i almost killed myself two years ago i was the hospital's favorite person {wich means i got whatever i wanted} people will love you but it gets annoying them it goes numb you are a shell of what you were.......
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 1:03 am
I am chronically depressed, and I have Avoidant Personality complex, Depression, Bipolar, and a few others.
I don't cut myself, nor scratch, nor do I contemplate suicide. If I did those things, my body would be even more repulsive, or I'd cease to be, and I'd push people away, instead of rationalizing that everyone hates me and I suck.
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 1:07 am
everytime i open this thread. i scratch my knuckles. :/
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 11:50 am
I used to do that too, you just have to find a better means of releasing your negative emotions. It took a long time to find another way to vent these emotions, but I found that BMX and music did it for me. Not saying these will work for you, but you just need to find your thing.
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Posted: Tue May 03, 2011 11:58 am
Sometimes I wish my Dad hadn't saved me when I drowned when I was little. That's the happiest memory of my childhood and the calmest peace I've ever known
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2011 12:57 am
sweatdrop it is hard, i did it for 3 years and even though i rarly do it now, the urge is still there. i used to scratch till there was a tiny bit of skin left. after it scabbed i would pick, let it heal and repeat. leaves bad scars though. anti deppressents dont really work but being out of school certianly does, chin up, i have to admit, at one point the giult of upsetting my family was the only thing keeping me alive crying life gets better rofl what better friends are there than the ones you make up!!! they is awesome
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 4:03 pm
Cutting (or scratching for you) yes i admit it is bad for you... Even though i cut myself every other night..... I have tons of scars and current cuts... I have carved the following words into my leg
1: Worthless
2;f*****t(srry ppl who dont like tht word i dont either)
3: soulless
4: Broken Heart
Well i know that is not that much! Sometimes i truly wanna die.... I can Cut so much... But my friends im so scared for them i dont want them to be hurt if i am gone.... My 2nd family the ones i truly love say it would be extremly selfish is i did that... And i kinda know that but sometimes i fell as if that is the only answer... I am trying so hard to stop.... I have cut for 1.5 years somepeople think thats alot some people dont... I am going to a LGBT group where we talk about are feelings.... I know its extremly Korny!!!!! but it kinda helps me feel a little better in better.......... Im sorry that people are depressed enough to do this to them selves i hope you and others can stop this...((lol i sound like a spokes person biggrin ))
GOOD LUCK,
SPENCER
im free to all Seme's!!
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