
♆♆♆♆♆♆☽~Lilith Love Henderson~☾♆♆♆♆♆♆
{I'll seek you out, Flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain.}
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Opening her eyes in the darkness of the hotel room, Lilith had to blink several times before the numbers: 6:30am were legible on the alarm clock. ' Thats strange...Normally I sleep more.', leaning herself up in the bed to glance at the window, Lils discovered that it was the thick curtains which had been closed that now kept any morning sun from entering he room. Which, judging by the pitter-patter sound on the balcony, was probably hiding behind rainclouds anyway. ' Is it going to rain for the whole week?!' Shaking her head, Lilith turned her head towards the other person still asleep in the bed. Her heart flip-flopping in her chest. For a few moments, she had forgotten that he was here. Self-consciously gripping the blankets around her chest, as if modesty truly mattered after the time they spent together. He's already seen you naked, so whats the point? Besides, he's asleep...why hide from a sleeping person?
Not wanting to debate the matter, Lilith took a long look at Aleister's sleeping form before lifting the blankets to slowly climb out of the bed. What? Are you leaving? Lilith didn't answer that accusation. As much as she wanted to stay in the room, snuggle into his back, and fall back asleep...she would either wake up to an empty room, or face the awkwardness of the morning after. As she had yet to experience a 'morning after' she didn't particularly want to find out now. But her conscience was right, and she didn't want to be a b*tch. Dressing as hurriedly as possible without making any noise, Lilith approached the hotel room's dresser and silently searched for paper. Finding some, she grabbed a pen and started to write down a little note. Only to rewrite it several times on different parchment. ' It should not be this hard to write a silly note!' But everything she wrote was either cold, ridiculous, or made her seem desperate.
Settling on something simple, Lilith folded the note and placed it gently atop of Aleister's bundle of clothes. Satisfied that there was no way her note would end up in her pocket again, Lilith nodded once to herself before turning towards the door. The experience much more painful than she was capable of admitting to herself. Its not like you wont ever see him again. That was true, but it wouldn't be the same. Even though she had mentioned earlier to him that they could keep fooling around before her band left if he wanted to, a part of her didn't believe they would. Not with Aleister's reputation for breaking hearts. ' I'm not going to get my hopes up for nothing.'
Disappearing out of the room, the door closed with a quiet 'click' and she wasted no time in hurring to her band's room.
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Placing her hand on the knob of her Band's room fifteen minutes later, Lilith was surprised to discover the door open. To be honest, she expected to be locked out. Maybe they don't know where i've been...Opening the door to find sleeping figures on the bed, Lilith was about to expell a relieved breath when a voice from the armchair captured her attention.
"Hey.", It was Roxx, and for some reason she was awake. If not for the somewhat angered, prissy, tone in her voice, Lilith would have replied a 'hey' right back. As it was, she did so, but with a concerned tone. Playing the fool was never a wise idea, especially with her. As she set her things down on the floor, Roxx climbed out of the armchair and walked towards her. Hurriedly smelling her skin like an animal. ' What the hell?!', Drawing back from surprise, Lilith raised her eyebrows and looked at Roxx with an almost snobbish expression. As if Roxx was a crazy person. Thankfully, she spoke before Lilith had to state anything.
" I KNEW IT! YOU SPENT THE NIGHT WITH HIM!", Roxx whispered it as loudly as she possibly could, her pointer finger stabbing into her chest at the sheer mention of the word 'HIM'. Scoffing silently, Lilith just rolled her eyes and bent to remove her shoes.
" It was just a ********, Roxx.", Roxx stomped her foot on the carpet, her hands crossing over her chest.
" BULLSHIT. YOU? You don't 'f***' anybody.", Lilith pulled one boot off of her leg and irritatingly gazed her eyes up at Roxx as an answer. Spitefully glaring her distaste like a territorial cat.
" Yeah, well. Thats why I needed to do it. Okay?", Lilith pulled the other boot off with a whoosh sound. " I'm sick of--", Roxx almost growled.
" But fraternizing with the enemy! With a Screamer! Those guys are all *ssholes! They want to crush us into the ground and smash our faces into the dirt!" Lilith rolled her eyes.
" I knowwww Roxx.", Roxx grabbed and pillow, and looked like she was about to throw it in her frustration.
" GRRRRRRRRRR, then why did you---", Lilith was too tired to take anymore.
" What bothers you more? That I fooled around with them? or that I never fooled around with you?", Lilith knew very well that Roxx would never have looked at her two best friends that way; but, her friend did prefer women. The 'are you jealous or something' poisonously seeping out of her mouth, Lilith could only watch as a very strong pain overshadowed Roxx' face. Lilith was being a b*tch, and Roxx was feeling the effects of it. For the longest time, Roxx didn't say anything. So Lilith continued undressing into her pjs and crawled into the bed. Soon, Roxx followed. Her mood softened and defeated.
" I'm sorry. You can f*** whoever you want. I just don't trust that guy. I mean, you ran crying into the bathroom, and you still disappear and f*** him. I don't like feeling powerless Lils. I do care about you, and I don't want to see you crying again. It was like hell froze over, and it scared me.", At hearing the heartfelt declaration, Lilith turned around in the bed to look at Roxx face-to-face. A deep wound being plucked upon inside of her chest. ' She's right. It was stupid, but I don't really care. He'll be gone in a few days.'
" Its alright, you 'apologizing' is my hell's freezing over and I'd rather not hear it again today.", chuckling to break the downcast mood, Lilith smiled in the dark and gave her friend a hug.
" Go to sleep. If we don't get up in a few hours, they'll steal the practice room again.", Roxx nodded in all seriousness and they both drifted off to sleep.
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{I'm taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace}
{I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain}