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Okay so last night I had a dream that kinda made me feel really sad, but I don't know why, considering I've been in a good mood lately and haven't had a dream where I die in a looooong time. Now I can't stop thinking about it >_> so I'm sharing it. The dream went like this:

I am about 18 or 20, and am in the army. I am driving a tank along with 2 of my friends. We're kicking butt and taking tanks out left and right. The only reason we're at war is because our enemy has gotten a hold of a special bomb that they are trying to unleash upon the world, first hitting the U.S. and then going everywhere else. The weapon/bomb can do 1 of 2 things. It can cause a massive increase in the pressure inside you, causing your insides to explode and let you die a slow, painful death; or it will release a poison that will slowly kill you in the same fashion eventually. Well, my friend's tank got shot and then my other friend's tank did too and we were surrounded by 3 other tanks. They managed to take out 1 of them before their tanks were shot, and I managed to get the other 2, but barely. I end up rushing out of my tank to help my friend's who are okay, but injured and my tank explodes. For some reason, one of the guys from the tanks we blew up managed to still be alive and told us that the weapon was set for the air pressure death and that we were going to die.
------------------Dream skips to me and my friends limping away and we start hallucenating from blood loss.-----------------
All 3 of us somehow hallucenated that we were at my dad's house and for a brief moment, we started laughing, even though we knew we were gonna die soon. "The thing about the bomb is, you only have 5 minutes after it's set." One of us said. For some reason, I took a cigar and lit it, then passed one to both of my friends as we all sat on the floor. I guess it was my way of saying goodbye, because as soon as I handed the lighter over, I felt an immense pain. I couldn't breathe and it felt like I was gasping for air, even though there felt like even if I gasped, it would make even more pain flow through my insides. In my dream I ended up gaspng, clutching my side, and had a wide-eyed, freaked out expression as I looked to my friends who were shocked because they weren't affected yet. They were crying and when I saw they were crying, I continued gasping and had tears rolling down my face. I ended up falling to the floor like that, thinking I didn't want to leave my friends yet even though we knew that this was going to happen one way or another on our mission.

Then I woke up, and felt sad. I actually did have 1 tear on my face >.>

I had a dream too, except this was when my grandmother died.

I was a nine year old girl, who just transfered to another school. People made fun of me, saying mean and cruel things. In class, one of the kids threw a paper ball at me, then the other kids started to do the same. The teacher didn't wanted to do anything and started to look the other way. Pretending like nothing even happened. I was then dragged out of the classroom by 2 kids, they started to beat me up until I fell unconscious. I became conscious again, and it was time for lunch. I went to go get my lunch, when I got it and went to the cafeteria, everyone just stared at me and gave me cold looks. Whenever I tried to sit someone, someone would always say it was taken. I was forced to eat in a bathroom stall, in the girl's bathroom. The bell rang. It was my last class, I was late to class because I was limping since the 2 kids beat me up. When I got in the classroom, one girl stood up and said "Hey, don't you know that no one wants you here?! Get a move on, and just go die already!" It was then followed by kids cheering "YEAH!" "Go die in a hole!" etc. I ran away to my house crying. My mom asked me what was wrong, I told her the whole story. She slapped me and told me that they're doing this because I'm here. "Everyone's lives would've been perfect, but you had to show up!" Then I woke up crying for 2-3 hours, then fell asleep.