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 Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 10:05 am
Illumina Vierge *Illumina comes close to Blue, a little shyly.* "Excuse me," she whispers, "There's something I'd like to address. It's relevant to the class, I'm sure. But it's actually not something I'd like to bring up in front of the others. I'd hate for everyone to see something they shouldn't. Or at least, I don't know if they should. But if anyone here, I think you're the kind of person that would either understand, or at least respect what... some other part of me has to say." "We'll see what you have to say during the break then."
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2011 11:07 am
"Well, it's like this." *Illumina seems somewhat ashamed as she elaborates.* "While I was away, there were some hard things I had to deal with. At one point people got hurt, and there was nothing I could do about it. Every time I tried healing someone, this really big guy just kept beating on me and beating on me. I thought I was going to die. He was standing over me, saying something. Then... I blacked out. But... when I came to, I was standing over him. Thing is, I wasn't myself."
Illumina seems uneasy and finds a chair nearby to sit on. "I felt... power. But it wasn't the kind of power I was used to. It coursed through the very essence of my being. And it felt good. Looking down at him like that. He was dead, covered in blood. And even though I couldn't remember, I knew that I had done it. I had killed him. But that's not the part that scared me. The power I felt, it very dark. Like I wanted to keep on killing, until everyone in my way was destroyed. I liked it."
Illumina shakes her head. "I always thought I was a good person, and that healing was all I was good at. I wanted to keep it to myself, but since that time, small things... sounds... images... memories... without warning, it's like I feel that part of myself being called on again. No... it's more like it wakes up... and I'm no longer me anymore. I'm that person. Anyway, I just thought maybe, with everything you mentioned here, you might have some idea as to how I might deal with this." *Illumina looks up to Blue with hopeful eyes.*
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Posted: Tue Jul 16, 2013 6:38 am
Sailor Loveless "Well, it's like this." *Illumina seems somewhat ashamed as she elaborates.* "While I was away, there were some hard things I had to deal with. At one point people got hurt, and there was nothing I could do about it. Every time I tried healing someone, this really big guy just kept beating on me and beating on me. I thought I was going to die. He was standing over me, saying something. Then... I blacked out. But... when I came to, I was standing over him. Thing is, I wasn't myself." Illumina seems uneasy and finds a chair nearby to sit on. "I felt... power. But it wasn't the kind of power I was used to. It coursed through the very essence of my being. And it felt good. Looking down at him like that. He was dead, covered in blood. And even though I couldn't remember, I knew that I had done it. I had killed him. But that's not the part that scared me. The power I felt, it very dark. Like I wanted to keep on killing, until everyone in my way was destroyed. I liked it." Illumina shakes her head. "I always thought I was a good person, and that healing was all I was good at. I wanted to keep it to myself, but since that time, small things... sounds... images... memories... without warning, it's like I feel that part of myself being called on again. No... it's more like it wakes up... and I'm no longer me anymore. I'm that person. Anyway, I just thought maybe, with everything you mentioned here, you might have some idea as to how I might deal with this." *Illumina looks up to Blue with hopeful eyes.* Blue gives a thoughtful look, "For one, I need to discern if it is simply a dark side, or something more serious. How long have you known about this alternate side of yours?" The information chain would be simple enough. Figure out if this is a repressed side Illumina simply needed to acknowledge and eventually embrace to gain control over it, or if something more serious would be required.
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