HououMinamino
Yeah, I hope it's the normal business of life and not something serious like a hospitalization or something...
She did have computer issues before, so that's a possibility too.
I tend to think the worst, mostly because I suffer from anxiety disorder.
I sure hope so too.
And I hope she will return after things are fixed. Even if it's on another account.
I don't have anxiety disorder(s) so I can't understand what you're going through. But I do understand the fact you're upset.
When I get anxious I force myself to think about something else. Force myself to think about my fav flowers in the garden, fav anime, fav moments in Sailor Moon, force myself to watch my fav shows. I hope this info might help you feel better.