Pretty much the most painful and humiliating expirience ever. Both times. I felt like...inferior and subhuman trash. First time it was barely in half an inch before it hurt. It was in a little farther the second time and actually hurt enough the second time that I cried for about 10 minutes afterwards because the pain wouldn't stop, even after he did. It literally felt like I was being torn open.
It's been over 10 years and I haven't tried it again. Have no desire to because I don't like feeling pain or feeling inferior. To me it's just such a submissive act and being dominated like that makes me want to turn around and hit someone in the ******** face. Or curl into a ball and cry. Or a combination of the two.
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