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Posted: Tue Sep 07, 2010 8:35 pm
Relationships
- Complete trash. Do I have to say more?
N/A
- Oh, them? I can tell you everything - just pull up a chair!
Yuri Allen
Eet Alvey-LeBlanc
John Alvey-LeBlanc
Quentin Alvey-LeBlanc
Eva Baumgarten
Julia Beaumont
Miah Bernadetto
Azure Biset
Jessebelle Biset
Gwen Bloom
Finnian Buckley
Rory Cameron
Kenneth Cole
Morgan Dellacroce
Teralynn Dellacroce
Alekzander Dukhanov
Cassidy Flynn
Camelia Grey
Alastair Harris
Ada Harte
Talna Hipp
Turner Hipp
Innochka Ivanova
Mariemaia Ivanova
Nakita Ivanova
June King
Ray King
Arwen Koyama
Phileo Le`De-vuer
Mei Hwa Li
Avikna Lupita
Morgan Marlowe
Arlette Mayfair
Sierra Mikain
Catrina Murrow
Tate O'Ballivan
Erika Page
Reed Page
Alex Park
Elliot Park
River Park
Emily Parker
Jonathan Parker
Julian Parker
Natalia Piper
Ferris Randall
Gemma Rhodes
Hayden Rusacanth
Gabriela Rossi
Ash St. Jean
Ai Sayuri
Amaya Sayuri
Rhapsody Skysong
Dimitri Mikhail Solomon
Kay Tinoor-Randall
Benedikt Traiylor
Benedek Traiylor
Benedictus Traiylor
Benedetta Traiylor
Celeste Trelawny
Ed Triggs
Kip Triggs
Vi Triggs
Kevin McMahon
Riley van Kwil
Tatyana van Kwil
Todd van Kwil
Aniela Vanni
Lotte von der Bach
Xochiquetzal von der Bach-Xiqui
Mayli White
Zori White
Charlotte Wilson
Zongxiàn Wilson
Keith Wolfe
Knox Wolfe
Lucia Woods
Mao Xiqui
Zhi Xiqui
Emiko Yoshiko
- HIII! It's so cool meeting you!
Una Anderson - Oh, some German girl - she's kind of a drunk now? I see her at the bar a lot.
Rachel Fate - A cop, I saw her during.. um.. the Masquerade..
Lucas Grey - Blaire's friend - or something more~? Who knows!
Judith LeBlanc - She's not the nicest person.. Kind of mean. Like, really mean.
Neil Murrow - A reporter! So cool!
Raiden Niami - Used to be with Dante, but he dumped him? Or something like that - Poor Dante, but I so called it.
Zelynity Niami - Raiden's sister and Jacob's friend! She's nice and her hair is really pretty.
Mae Romane - Her brother was killed during the kidnapping - I really feel sorry for her.. Maybe I should talk to her sometime?
Milinda Romane - Her brother was killed - I don't know what I'd do if that happened to me! Poor girl!
Dawson Stonewater - My new make-up artist! He seems nice!
Peter Tamaki - Oh, Kotone's little boy. No dad - poor kid!
Shinju Tamaki - The mayor's brother's fiance..? Um, I heard she was kidnapped..
Kotone Tamaki - She's a single mom now.. I should pay her a visit sometime.
Mitsukai Yoshiko - A little girl who plays with Yoakim Jr. sometimes!
Usagi Yoshiko - A girl that Jacob tried to woo or something. He mentioned her once?
- You know, I think I can get you a little discount if you come to the salon~ Bring a friend!
Conor Alvey - Keith's boyfriend - I think.. He was dating Blaire, then he died - or she thought it - and he's alive, but he proposed to her, but now he isn't..? Um. I just don't know, honest.
Pip Bernadetto - Oh, the bouncer at the bar? And Walter's friend! He's dating Alice, I think - I know he's her baby's father, though!
Romane Bissette - A slut? A heard she slept with.. a cop, the flower shop owner, a monk, a reporter, one of the farmers, and.. um, more!
Noelle Delacruz - Oh! We totally chatted at the, um, bakery once! Blind and she works with Theresa at the daycare! Ethan left her alone, but, yep, I called it!
Bela James-Rameri - Oh, an ex-stripper! I haven't heard much about her lately - she's a housewife?
Nanami Koyoma - Haruka's mom! She's doing good for herself!
Yuuto Koyama - A teacher for the older kids at the school - I haven't heard much of.. anything on him.
Alice Ladd - The strip club owner, I read about her in the paper and we've talked once or twice - before the pregnancy.
Alanis LeBlanc - Yoakim's little sister. I haven't really.. well, I don't know. I guess she may be nice!
Keith LeBlanc - Yoakim's brother. Scary and a total d**k - that SO hasn't changed.
Beatrice Rameri - Mitsuke's sister! She's a cute little girl!
Lyra Rameri - Oh, one of Mitsuke's neices - I LOVE her hair~!
Ryder Rameri - Another neice of Mitsuke! She's cute!
Xeiro Rameri - Oh, Mitsuke's brother - he really does look so hot~
Crimson Skizo - The vet! I love his accent~
Angelina Sonata - Oh, she plays with Junior sometimes! Never wants to sleep over, though..
Eclair Sonata - The mayor's daughter! I get to do her hair once a week!
Gaston Sonata - Well, duh, it's the mayor! He's weird, but, he's letting me touch his hair again, so big tipper!
Lucy Sonata - The mayor's wife - I haven't really talked much at all with her..
Lilia Sonata - Mayor's baby girl - she's really cute and such hair!
Muse/Michael Sonata - Oh, Mayor's.. um.. son? Daughter? I don't know - it's so weird!
Schtolteheim Reinbach III - Mayor's brother who's.. um. He's basically a blond version of the mayor, I guess!
Vladimir Tepes - Dante's twin? Mitsuke slapped him once, so I don't really talk much with him.. At least Dante's okay.
Wilhelm Vatonage - Yoakim and Ellie's little boy.. He's.. I try not to let him get to me..
Tatum Jan Varone - Oh, she owns the fashion store! She's really fun! I just wish we hanged out more!
Freja von der Bach - We had a date.. um, once? She's.. well, she dyed my hair and.. it turned out pretty! Just.. Just I don't think I'll hang around her again.. not without a showercap.
Aleksey Fedya Vyacheslav - He gave me a sunflower once! So nice!
Hansel Weber - He hangs around the bar a lot and.. is usually drunk, like his neice!
Integral Wingates - She's a stripper now! I don't talk with her much, but she's Walter's friend!
- You HAVE to come shopping with me this weekend!
Kaleb Romane - Tess's ex boyfriend? Um.. He's pretty nice, but, I don't know him very well!
Gladice LeBlanc - We aren't really as close as we used to be, but, she's still pretty sweet!
Rune Vatonage - Ellie's little girl! She's as sweet as always! And pretty too~!
Haruka Koyama - My hairstylist! She's still new to it, but I'm teaching her pretty well, I think!
O'Malley - Oh, he was my buddy! Moved, but at least he sent me SOMETHING.. MOVED
Zachary Pineapple - He died in a fire before he could try to be a father.. I feel sorry for him, but, well, maybe it was for the best. Deceased
Dante Tepes - Oh, we're pretty friendly! He's still kinda naive, but he knows a good pair of shoes!
Blaire Vatonage - We're getting closer lately.. I guess she understands, you know? It's nice to know someone like that.
Eleanor Vatonage - ..We're.. getting back to being friends again. It's hard sometimes, but, well, I can get past that.
- Do you want to crash at my place? We can make it a slumber party!
Ilya de la Cruz - We've been through some things - weird things - but we're friends and.. I'm going to try my best to get her back up again!
Mitsuke Rameri - I slept with her once too - but, we're like BFFs now! My drinking buddy~!
- I really like you! No, I'm SERIOUS! Really, I am!!
Walter Dolones - We're dating! We don't talk much, but, you know, we're compatiable in OTHER ways and.. I'm sure we'll find some common ground!
Avien Rothenburger - He's pretty nice and cute.. or was. MOVED
- You're really special to me, you know? So, don't think of leaving!
Yoakim LeBlanc - I don't.. hate him.. but, you know, I don't.. I don't know.. He's, um - .. He's Ellie's husband.
- I think.. I think I love you, so.. so, please, don't go?
Jacob Waldroup - Little brother! He's a.. um.. I love him, but he's sometimes rude? I'm used to it, though!
Theresa Waldroup - My older sister! She's been a big help!
Yoakim Jr. Waldroup - My son and he's really sweet.. I don't think I've messed up - which is good! Because, um, I sometimes worry..
- ..I didn't think this would happen - I mean, SERIOUSLY, I never thought it would happen, but.. I'm happy.
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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2010 2:36 am
Kade has had this diary since he was eleven years old. His big sister had dumped the pink, frilly diary into his hands because, damn it, Theresa wasn't into Hello Kitty! Fortunately for her, Kade just happened to be the little boy who was! He had twirled round and round with the diary for hours before his mother slipped some allergy medication in his juice to make him pass out. Ah, good times~! The man still keeps his diary with him now since he just loves to go back and read his entries~! He keeps it underneath the second couch cushion from the left inside his RV.
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 4:19 pm
Fall 5th // Year -9 // Entry 1 Mommy got us all a puppy. I named her Skittles, but Jake said his name is Weener. ): I don't think that's a nice name at all! I wouldn't want to be named Weener.. I told Tes and she said that his name is Frank.. I like Skittles best. Mommy said that it was okay because three names is better than one. She's right! I chose another name, since I only have 'Kade' and 'Luka'. I'm Cathey now! There's a pretty girl in my class named that~ I'm gonna get her number later, then we can talk! ^.^
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 6:19 pm
Summer 12th // Year -6 // Entry 2 SQUEEEE~! I'm starting high school next year!! It's gonna be soooo cool! I mean, like, totally! Cooooool! I can't wait! Daddy said that it's his old high school – the one he went to? Which is, um, like, worriesome, just a bit, because it's one of those catholic high schools, the private kind.. I mean, the uniforms are kinda cute – ON GIRLS. But on the boys? Ew! It's so.. boring! I wanna wear something really, really cute, but.. ): It'll make Mommy and Daddy happy if I went.. Tess has already been going for, like, YEARS, so I'll be able to talk with her.. OH, IT DOESN'T MATTER!! I'm gonna be a high school kid! It'll be rad~ Hee. Mommy says that sometimes, I'm thinking of borrowing it~ ♥ Oh, oh, I wonder if the boys are any cuter~? Not that I can date any yet.. I still haven't, um, done the 'talk' yet. But, maybe it'd be better to just walk in with some cutie like.. like Derek~! Or, or, Julian or.. or.. ummmmmmmm.. I dunno! But, I don't care because HIGH SCHOOL IS STARTING. YAAAAAAY~!!! P.E. is gonna be the BEST, right?! YEAH IT IS. Because of all the cool, cool.. cool.. Oh, god, everything! Though, I still suck at it! It doesn't matter, because a buff guy is a sexy guy~ Though.. all the students are probably just as scrawny as junior high.. It doesn't matter!! The teacher is gonna have to be MAN MAN, RIGHT?! OH! Tess let me borrow her magazines again~! They had a spread on some cutie I don't remember, but it was probably an ad for a, um, tanning lotion..? I don't know, but the guy had abs.
♥ ^.~ Toodles, diary~!
P.S.: OMG, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN SIX DAYS. I'M GONNA BE FIFTEEN!!!!!!!!!!! EEEE~!!
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Posted: Thu Oct 28, 2010 7:51 am
Spring 9th // Year -2 // Entry 3 [A majority of the pages before this one have been ripped or scribbled all over with giant, text blocking smiley faces.]
I MET THE MOST PERFECT, CUTEST, AWESOME GUY EVER, LIKE, O-M-G. His name's.. ummmmm.... YOAKIM. That was it! It's so funny and cute and totally matches him in like every word – you know? No, of course you don't, because I haven't told you yet! Look, read, I can use every letter to say how wonderful he is~!
Y – YES, which would be always my answer for him~! O – On~! Which is the way he turns me. ;D A – Attractive! DUH. K – Kade's, because he's SO gonna be mine~! I – IN LOVE, because that's what I'm SO in right now!! M – MINE, MINE, MIIIIINE~! Just peek up at 'K', darling! ;D
You see?! Which means we're perfect together – O-M-G. I'm gonna sing that to him!! Next we meet, I'm gonna get my, ummmm.. Omg, I don't know any instruments!!! ): I need to learn the guitar or something so I can sing it to him one day! He'd love it because.. because it just expresses everything perfect about him! :C ..Oh, well. So, um, we like, had a date and.. I know what you're thinking! KADE, JUST ONE DATE?! HOW DO YOU KNOOOOW. Well, I just DO! It's like that fuzzy, nice, cuddly feeling I get when I see a kitten and.. I know he feels it too! He will! Because I'll make sure he will! There's no way REAL love could go without getting love back, right?! ): He's my soul mate! I know it! I even took an online test and it said we had a love level of 97!! Which is almost perfect!! D: You know that Derek and me only got a 76?! YEAH. SO, UM. ..Yeah.. We're.. meant to be together.. ANYWAY, I'm gonna, like, ummmmmm, see him later? Luck and stuff!
Baaiiii~! ^.^
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Posted: Sat Oct 30, 2010 9:21 am
Summer 30th // Year 1 // Entry 4 I haven't had much of a motivation to write in this thing, but I feel SO much better now, so I think I'm gonna write!! I bet you missed me, diary, I know I have~! It's been too long to drop my childhood friend, riiiight? Right! Teehee~ ♥ So, um, lemme thiinnk.. I went to the Cooking Festival and got Kim to do it with me, which is.. you know, this year, he's been doing a lot of the festivals with me! I wonder if that means our relationship is progressing~? O-M-G!! (∀<●) You think he'll finally say it?! It's been so long and I've said it, like, all the time, but he hasn't said it back to me yet.. ☹ BUT, maybe, maybe this means he loves me back now and we can go off and be happy and stuff!! You know, I wanna adopt a baby! I think Kim would like a little girl, since he seems to like Rune so much~ Then, then, they could grow up together and stuff!! Rune would have a little best friend, hee~ Doesn't that sound cool? It does! It does! Oh, right, back onto topic! So, um, Kim did the Cooking Festival and we totally bombed it! Or, I did.. I mean, I don't know what came over me! I failed the whole thing and now the mayor won't let me do his hair anymore!! Which sucks, because he gave the best tips ever! Even if he was kinda a creep about it.. I mean, I'm pretty sure he hit on me a couple of times..? I dunno, but, anyway, so, yeah, I failed it! And that's not all, I also screwed up horribly at the Treasure Hunt, the Goddess Festival, and even Valentine's Day! ☹ Beach Day didn't have it's sandcastle contest this year, but I bet I would have bombed that too.. I think I lost my touch..
AND, that's not it! I.. um, well, I took Rune for a little walk around town, because.. I really needed to get my spirits up and it was gonna help Ellie out because she's so busy studying and totally needs a break from being a parent, but she's so stubborn and.. and.. She – I'm crying! I can't write it down, it's too painful~! I'm.. gonna pretend it never happened! Boo, go away, bad memories!! ☹
So!! But, me and Kim have been doing good these last few days! That's all I'm gonna tell you! ^.^
On other news, I'm in this awesome, super cool, totally fabulous superhero team~! And, and, and~!!! I made a new MAGIC friend!! A sparkly, super, awesome, cool, magic friend!! Isn't that perfect? Her name's Nora and she's got a crush on someone she's living with..! Jack.. Stonegood! Yeah, that was it! Yep! So, so, I'm gonna try helping her getting with.. oh. Wait, didn't she have a date on Valentine's Day?! oAo OMG, I wonder what happened?!! I should ask her!! I think Speckle needs a playdate anyway!
Buh-Bai~!!! ♥
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Posted: Mon Jan 10, 2011 4:28 am
Winter 27th // Year 1 // Entry 5 I can't BELIEVE how horrible I am to you! You've been, like, the only thing to stick with me AT ALL for years and I keep leaving you behind like this!!! ☹ But, don't worry, I'm gonna be good to you for now on!! Just you see, diary, I'll be the best diary writer EVER.
Anyway, diary, oh.. Here comes the.. major, major, MAJOR update on life that you seriously need to know and I can't believe that I didn't know it - I mean, it was so horribly obvious that I can't believe I was such an IDIOT and so STUPID and I'm probably still just as dumb as I was then, but I'm TRYING, okay? You can't tell me I'm not because I'm not looking at everyone like I did before, which means I'm learning, right? Because everyone doesn't seem as NICE as they were yesterday, they're all so.. just, different and I can't stand most of them. I bet you're confused, huh? Well.. YOAKIM LEFT ME. There. I wrote it. It's.. oh, wow.. It feels really weird writing that, you know? Because I've.. umm.. It hasn't.. really.. hit me that much.. It was just.. so fast. I didn't even see it happening, let alone coming. I came home one day after the Masquerade (which was a total BOMB, btw) and he left these.. sticky notes. Mmhm, sticky notes. They were so funny! You want me to show you? I still have them with me, I just kinda sorta hid them and pretended they didn't exist because.. I really didn't want to believe he would leave me like that. I thought it was a mistake, you know? Just something like a dumb prank he did because of that borrowing Rune stuff, but it's not. I know it's not. Umm, lemme go find them so I can show you them..
[Attached underneath this paragraph is a stack of sticky notes]
They pretty much say it all, huh..? I honestly felt really bad, you know..? After I got what had happened, I was, like, CRYING all over the place and refused to even go OUT to WORK!!! It was just the worst days ever and I didn't know what to dooo!! BUT, I'm so happy, Theresa's been staying with me for awhile now - mostly because of, umm, Junior - and she totally helped me through it. So, instead of being all stupid again and acting like this is all MY fault, I'm gonna be realistic! THIS WAS HIS FAULT. He shouldn't have left me like that!! And with STICKY NOTES? WTF?!! I knew there were rumors all over the place about him and Ellie, but I was giving him a CHANCE and a benefit of a DOUBT because I thought he really loved me back! Can you believe that he even said he 'loved me' in that note? If he loved me, why would he ditch me with a friend so he can make me 'truly happy'?!
Why didn't he just say it?
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Posted: Tue Jan 11, 2011 5:54 pm
Winter 30th // Year 1 // Entry 6 HELLO, DIARY~! OMG, you won't believe what I just figured out!!! READY? Okay! So!! I was all, like, depressed over Yoakim and crying and stuff, when I thought, 'omg, he left me for ELLIE, after I helped her during that icky Kip stuff and I thought we were friends and - ..Ummmmmmm, that's not what I wanted to write about.... Okay, so, ANYWAY, I decided that guys were mean! I mean, I always talk to girls on their problems in romance and stuff, and I get along WAY better with them than I did with any old GUY, not that I don't have any guy friends, I'm just saying I had more girl friends! So, I figured that, like, that meant maybe I would get along better with girls in more ways than just friendship! I mean, would a GIRL ever dump a guy using sticky notes?! NO. That was just a guy mistake ONLY!!! Even with how much I hate Ellie, I still don't think she would have done that!!! Maybe break into my home and let me walk in on her and Kim on my bed, BUT not with a note on the door. Trust me, I KNOW this stuff! Guy-only mistake! With that in my cute little head, I decided that, omg maybe I should date a girl!!!! And so I am!!! It sounds so cool, doesn't it~? I mean, I would see it coming if a girl liked someone else and not be a stupid, stupid, stupid person about it, I could make a girl really happy since I know so much about making them happy, and what's the real difference between a guy and a girl?! I mean, I like I KNOW I like to, umm, bottom, but I've topped before too! It's not like it's that much worse, I mean, should a preference really come in the way of my feelings? If I think a girl would be better, then I should get with a girl! It's simple! ANYWAY, it doesn't matter what you think, I'm going out tonight to go find a girl with Tess – there's a little party thing happening down there~! I'd invite Nadia, but, well, I don't want her to, um..
OH GOTTA GO BYE.
P.S.: MET SOMEONE NAMED AVIEN THOUGHT I SHOULD MENTION OMG SORRY LATE BYE
[ Folded into the page here is Avien's number. ]
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 9:46 pm
Spring 1st // Year 2 // Entry 7 ..So, diary, I.. Umm, I did IT. You know, what I was gonna do. I slept with a.. um.. with two.. two girls.. at New Years.. It's.. it was weird? I didn't think it would work.. at all.. and it hardly did, until I.. Oh, God, this is embarrassing, but I had to think about HIM for it to work at all and it's just disgusting that I even could do that and even worse that it worked at all and.. and I don't know what to write. I didn't know what I was doing. I wasn't DRUNK, but I didn't feel.. It's.. um.. I don't.. I just don't know what else I can really write.. It was weird.. Ilya, she's new, she was nice.. really nice about it and, um, I feel bad for it.. I mean, I kinda don't, because.. I.. I don't know.. I mean.. I'm just happy that Tess was there the next morning, because I don't know where I would have gone if I-she wasn't. Jake was alone at the RV with Yoakim..
My kid, I mean.. Did I ever write about that? I have a kid now and he's really quiet, so I don't know much about him, but he's always there and won't leave me, so it's okay. I don't talk much either with him, unless it's really important. I thought it was funny that he was so quiet, since he was quiet too, but he's not like him. He won't be because I'm making sure of it. He's gonna be a good person too. He really likes playing his games and he listens to me when I tell him to do things, so I think know that.
Jake was mad that he had to babysit, but he also has school, so I don't think that's why he left.. Anyway, Tess is dropping him off at the dock now and my baby is at school, so I'm alone. Speckle ran away. It's quiet. But, that wasn't different from before, right? The kid is quiet, Speckle never made a sound, and he wasn't loud either. Neither was she. Tess was always loud – when she walked, slept, spoke. Jake is too. Dad, Mom are too.. I'm..
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:04 pm
Spring 6th // Year 2 // Entry 8 I'm done. I'm getting sick of this – me, him, her, everything. I don't know what I was trying to prove or do, but I know I'm tired of trying. He's gone and so is she – why should I even think about it? I'm seriously laughing at myself right now. I can't believe that I even thought I cared! Yoakim? No. No, I don't hate him, I don't love him, I don't like him – because I don't CARE. It's stupid even to care. I've been sitting around all pathetic for days and, you know what? Today, I was bored. I was at work, no one was in, no appointments, nothing, so I looked through my diary and.. I read everything. From start to finish, everything that went through my MIND ever since I first got this thing. Tess told me I should have done this last week, just so I can see what I was like before the break up. Why? I don't know. But, I get what she meant.
I was such a whiny b***h.
I'm sorry that you had to put up with this, diary, but I'm not going to anymore. Be that. I hate it, I hate myself for doing this. He didn't care about me AT ALL, why should I still think about HIM? He's not here. He's gone somewhere with her where they're living happy, having picnics and ******** on every surface they can find until she gets knocked up again with another b*****d child, which he'll leave too. Yep, I'm already picturing it and isn't it so funny that I used to get sad thinking about that? What the hell is wrong with me?
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:10 pm
Spring 7th // Year 2 // Entry 9 Because I don't break promises, I'm gonna keep writing in here – even if it's just a sentence or two, diary! : ) Today, I went out to buy a bird. A cute, little, fuzzy bird. I can't keep thinking about that silly bunny that ran away and got carried off by a big old hawk, can I? ♥ Noope. So, I'm moving on! My little bird is so cute, too. He's got pretty feathers and Yoakim just LOVES him. You know what's funny? The pet store owner kept trying to get me to buy the bird another little bird so he can stay content, like he couldn't be happy on his own! It's really silly, isn't it? Since we all know that just isn't true! Lovebird is what it's called, just another part of the joke. I think I'm gonna have fun watching him and listening to him sing in his own little cage~ ♥
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 10:30 pm
Spring 8th // Year 2 // Entry 10 Hello, Diary~! I thought I should just pop in and say hi! I'm doing so good right now, you know? Fleurette hasn't talked to me, but I don't really care since she's too.. ugh. ANYWAY, so, Yoakim Jr. keeps trying to let the bird out and it's just so annoying, but I'm being good! I keep explaining it to him and he keeps listening like a good little boy. He doesn't have many friends, I noticed, but he seems to really like that rock and – well! Like I always tell him, the rock won't ever leave him, so it's a friend for life! If anything, he should be happy he has such a solid buddy! I wish I had people like that in my life! Tess is nice and all, but she's going to leave me eventually for work, soooo.. It'll be just me and junior then! Which is fine by me, since all he has is me right now, so we're both in the same boat!
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Posted: Wed Apr 27, 2011 11:03 pm
Fall 13th // Year 2 // Entry 11 I HATE YESTERDAY OMG. It was SO bad. I HATE HATE HAAAAATE it!!!!!!! ): Okay, lemme run it down!! I went out to Mitsuke's place, right? I mean, I slept with her once, so I wanted to make SURE that she wasn't pregnant because I don't remember that night very well and I went there, so when I got there we were all, OMG HI! about it and, you know what, I don't think she remembers!! God, she's such a whore to not even remember who she SLEPT with! Oh, but, she's not THAT bad, actually. I mean, she's kind of pathetic, but she's better than a lot of the girls in town? It's like she totally gets me and when I was talking to her, because I was a little down, she went all, 'LET'S GO GET DRUNK' and I was soooooo happy she did because I REALLY needed a drink after last night's dream! So, I went and – Oh, she has a hot older brother who's a total d**k and I hate him, but he's SO cute that it kinda makes up for it; I think he was flirting with me?? ANYWAY, so, I was like all going to the Grindhouse with Mitsuke and her brother tagged along and – OMG, you won't believe who was there! ELLIE. THE b***h. I HATE HER SO MUCH. UGH! She was just hanging around there all, 'I'm such an innocent little deer in the headlights, look at ME!' and it was SO horrible, but I was with Mitsuke and I didn't want to ruin the night, so I just went to the bar, buuuut.. Whoopsie. I drank a LITTLE too much and got just a LITTLE drunk.... And I don't remember much, but I KNOW I went to the bathroom and Ellie was there and.. OMG SHE WAS SUCH A b***h. I remember that!! She was SO mean and I was just trying to go to the bathroom – but I showed that whore! If that stupid Pip didn't step in, I would have had her SORRY for messing with ME, but then the cop arrested me.. T__T I had to spend the WHOLE night in A CELL. OMG I HATED IT. ))))::: It was so HORRIBLE. AND, AND, I had to get dropped off at AVIEN'S place; I'm just SOOOOO happy Theresa was able to pick me up; I don't know what I'd do if AVIEN had to do it!! I didn't tell him what happened. I don't care if he wanted to know – I just went to my room and now I just want to DIE. GOD, someone kill me now!!! Or Ellie.. AND TOTALLY KIM. UGH!! I'm just so MAAD!
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 12:46 am
↬2 Year Time-Skip; Year 5↬ [ Info can be found in the Time-Skip Subforum. ]
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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High-functioning Marshmallow
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 1:13 am
Fall 12th // Year 5 // Entry 12 HIII, DIARY~~!! O-M-G, it feels so wonderful to be writing in you right now!! <'333 I mean, I've been doing NOTHING but like thinking about doing this for SO LONG, but, GOD (and Goddess, for Jakey!! <3) IT'S BEEN SO HARD TODAY!!! ))))::: I mean, like, let me get started! So, I went off to go see Ilya since I heard from a little bird at the clinic that she was getting some PR-ET-TYY regular check ups and I was like, 'O-M-G she must be PREGGERS. O:' so I went shopping, found some CUTE clothes, and I got Tess to drive me to their place because her new motorcycle is SO COOL – well, it's the same thing, but she did a paint job and now it feels like brand new – not in the color I wanted, though.. ): Oh, well! I have enough pink in my room to make me happy! ♥ ANYWAY, so, I went over there and you would NOT believe it – Ilya is.. ahh, I'm gonna cry!!! I mean, she started bawling her eyes out and I felt SO BAD because I thought she hated the clothing, but then I found out TAT THE BABY. It.. It miscarried and now she's sad and I feel sad and so is Kaleb and everyone, but I had to be happy for her or else she'll never get better! And I know I can do this! I've been in pretty bad spots too and I got myself out of there (with some help, but she said she was just a guide, not a witchdoctor, so it was ME! (: ) so I think I can do this! I mean, I KNOW I can! She just needs to remember I'm here for her! I would get Dante, but... I don't know how that would work out. >_< I can do this by myself anyway!
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