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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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 Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 12:02 pm
Yoakim's Journal
Located inside his drawer
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Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 12:05 pm
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Thu Sep 16, 2010 4:33 pm
Entry 1 - Spring 16
It's strange. Life is so much different than before. I remember when I fist moved here two years ago. I couldn't stand Kade to save my life and I couldn't even look at Ellie in the eyes without blushing and almost having a cardiac arrest. Now, the boy was able to force me into a cooking contest (that we got last place in... well, second too last, but can you really feel better than a panda?) and I can have nice long talk with Ellie on the beach. Rune is so cute now. She gets all exited when she see me for some reason. I think she might just understand my feelings for Ellie... maybe. It's not like I can move on them anyway. The girl doesn't have anywhere near the time for a relationship, with her studies and parenting. Furthermore, I do not want to risk jeopardizing out friendship because oh my stupid feelings over her. No, stay friends. That way I can watch over both her and Runes. I wouldn't forgive myself if somethign was to happen to them...
I'll stay with Kade for now. I mean, sure he is a bit annoying, but I've come to get used to him. In fact, I have to say I like him, a lot. It's just too bad that it isn't love... well, maybe it's a sort of love, but not the one I want... But still... I have more than most people wish for. I should complain. I like Kade, we have a good relationship and the sex is goo too. I should stop being a moron and be happy with what I have.
Also, on a side note... I'm pretty damn sure that "Leroy Hunt" from the cooking festival is Keith. I'd bet an arm on that... I need to investigate.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 1:19 am
Entre 2 - Summer 8
Everything is getting quite hectic... Reall, all I ever asked was to be left alone so I could relax and latly, I see to atract everything and everyone. Not only did I won the Harvest King title, but because of that, I was given a date with the Harvest Goddess, that is, Ellie. Yeah, she had one. We went to a date together at the Mayor's mansion... welll, it took us a week because we were never dressed "pretty" enough to be allowed in. Seriously? Well, when we were finally "pretty" we had a very awkward "date"... In other words, neither of us said anything during the whole Diner!
Well... It might be better that way now that I think of it...
Then later, I was made team leader of the treasur hunt... some weird a** monk thought that the eggs were real and tried to save them or something... Strangly enoug, we were in the lead... that is until us and an other team go cough in the mine. Yeah, turn out that 7 people fighting in a mine over chocolate eggs isn't the best course of actions... We got stuck there for a while... Oh well, no one was injured at least.
One of those person was "Joshua Pyre". Yeah, turn out that I was right and him and "Leroy Hunt" where actualy Conor and Keith... I went to check on them at the Inn, but I got stuck in some REALLY weird moment with Gino Cantata and his friends... They were organising a super hero meeting or somethign like that, but I'm sure it was either a drug deal or them talking about killing someone. They ARE the Cantata after all... So, I got threated into going to the Cantata's with them... really weird moment... I was sure that girl, Cici was going to kill me. I'm still not sure how I was able to escape with my life... The fairies my be protecting me or something.
Nevertheless, I returned to the inn later on. I had miss Keith but Conor was there... we talked... Seems like Keith doesn't want to see me, or anyone from his family. That would make sence, even though I think Conor was lying... I still gave them my cellphone number, just in casse...
Oh, and that's not all! A week or two afterthat, Kade pulled the must stupid stunt ever. He kidnaped Rune! Yeah, went to Ellie's grabed the girl and fled with her! Oh, sure, he left a note, but still. That was so stupid of him... Ellie came to see me in panic, thinking that I would know where Kade was. I gussed right at the Salon. We were able to go there before Kade at time to do anything to the girl's hair... we did cause a scene, but whatever... We aren't talking, for now. I prefer to simply ignored him... Maybe I should leave him... that was pretty stupid... Well... We've been together for two years.. no, I shouln't... I'll just wait. Time will make things better... hopefully.
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 3:51 pm
Entry 3 - Summer 23/Year1
Things are finally getting better... Sorta. Me and Kade have started to talk again. Well, it's mostly him talking and me listening, but that's how we've always been and that's how I like it. I've never been very much of the talkative person. It's hard to talk with people you don't know well when you are like me. They always take everything wrongly because of the body language that isn't fitting. I think... I think that's why I'm so conformable around Kade and Ellie. They both can understand how I feel without me having to fake it. It's... relaxing. This can get so tiring after a while, always putting a facade.
It seems like Ellie is getting better too. She isn't as angry at Kade than she was. Well, she is still pissed at him; she just won't kill him anymore. It was still his fault, afterall... Rune is being as lovely as ever. Such a cute little girl. I babysat her the other day. How can someone get bored when she is around? I think it's impossible. I love her so much, probbaly more than I should. It's like I'm her father or something. Still... I supose I'm the only man in her life? Well, other than Kade but... that's another story...
Something weird happen... I'm still not sure how or why it happen. The only thing I know is that it was because of Alchool.... Ah, I don't even feel like talking about it. I just hope that really was what Kade wanted. I do need to be a little less selfish with him. Still... that was... unexpected.
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 8:34 pm
Entry 4 - Winter 3/Year1
I stil don't clearly understand everything that had happen. Everything move so fast, as much as in life as in my head. I am still oh, so much condused... all that I really know is that I love Ellie and I have married her.... I came to the conclusion that I loved Ellie... no, this is wrong. I always knew that. I just couldn't move on my feelings. She had her own family and I had Kade. Everythign was good like that but... Oh.... I supose the conclusion I came too wasn't that I love Ellie, but rather that I would never be the man that Kade wanted me to be. I am not fit to be with him. He wanted things that I would never be able to give him. He was unappy because of that. I know he loved me, and frankly, I think I loved him back too. Not the same as for Ellie, but it was love nevertheless. The point is, I was making him unhappy, so I decided to leave. Not just him, but the whole Island. With me gone, he will be able to get better.
I didn't leave alone. I told everything to Ellie and she decided to leave with me. She loved me back... I had my doubts ever since we kissed that day she was sick... at first I had blamed it on the feaver, but no, she was exactly like me. She loved me but didn't want to act on her feeling, fearing to bring unwanted drama. But now, everyone should be more happy... Me, Ellie, Kade. Everything should be alright now. Me and her are gone and Kade is finally free to be himself.
Of course, we brought Rune with us. She is such a little ray of sunshine.
Me and Ellie got married only two days after leaving the island... ah, at niagara falls. We thought it was less tacky than doing it in Vegas... I think.. I think we will make a great family now...
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 8:47 pm
Entry 4 - Winter 27/Year1
Me and Ellie have been going around Europe for our honey moon. She wanted to see the various museum. Couldn't really say no to her for that. I have to admit, it was rather fun. We got ourself a small house in Canada... We didn't want to return to nirvani, and well... I have citizenship and free healthcare, why wouldn't I go there?
Ellie's been sick lately... I wonder what's wrong... hope it's nothing serious.
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Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2011 11:49 pm
Entry 5 - spring 14/Year2
As it would turns out, Ellie wasn't sick at all. No, she was pregnant! Pregnant with my child! I still can't believe it. I'm happy, I'm exited, I'm scared, I'm everything and nothing. I have never felt so many emotions before. I think the main one is happiness however. I don't even know how to describe it.
He's been born earlier today. I'm writing this in the hospital room while Ellie is sleeping. I cannot wake her hope. Not after all she's been trhought. Oh, it's a boy too! Can you imagine? I'm the father of a little boy! It's... I don't even know! I feel like jumping around or something. I won't do it. It would wake Ellie. I'm not use to feel emotions like I am doing right now. Wilhelm might just be the best thing to ever happen to me. Oh yeah, we called it Wilhlem. It's William in German. It means "To Protect". I didn't know that until my reserch on google five minutes ago. I had just heard the name once and I liked it. Ellie like it too so we gave it to him. I hope it means he's going to protect Rune... Oh God. Rune. how will she take this? It's one thing to know she has a little brother on the way, it's another thing to actually see him.
I hope she'll be okay with that...
I should go now...
Oh damn, I'm so happy!
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Thu Feb 24, 2011 4:38 pm
Entry 6 - Summer 23/ Year2
Well, ain't this just lovely....
After I got back from work last week, I got a phonecall from Gran. It was hard to understand what she wanted, she was quite panicked, but I did manage to understand that somethign had happened to Keith and Blair and that me and Ellie should return to the island as soon as possible...
Would you know it, in some very strange events that I don't quite understand myself, Keith ended up stabbing Blair and is now in a state of Catatonic Stupor. It's really weird, he's there, he's away, he does move from time to time, but it's like if no body else was in the room. He mainly just lay down and stare at the wall for hours until he shift his position again and stares at another spot of the wall.... I know he stabbed Blair, but I can't help but pity him a bit in that state.
Oh, while I'm thinking about it, Blair's okay. Well, physically, that is. She does seems to have something on her conscience or something like that. There's clearly things we don't know that neither teens would tell us about. One for more obvious reasons than the other...
I think that might have something to do with Conor... I've meet Keith current roommate (who's a total b***h, btw.... like all of Keith's friends, so nothing new here). She told me that Keith and Conor hadn't spoke to each othr in over a season and that, suposely, Conor had died a couple of days before everything happened. She suspects that he has something to o with Keith stabbing blair and.. well, I think she might be right...
Ah, so complicated... At least I haven't seen Kade yet. That's for the best. I have no idea what I'll do when I see the boy. It's... urg... Yeah. I don't even need to write about it. It should be pretty obvious how I feel about all that. Guilty. But.. uh... Yeah, I won't even try to give an excuse. What have been done is done. Nothing I can do now...
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Posted: Sat Apr 02, 2011 11:51 am
Entry 7 - Fall 28/Year 2
Is it me or is everything turning from bad to worst? I really don't know what to think anymore. Such much drama on this island. I'm starting to wonder if it was a good thing to return or if I should just take Ellie, the kids (including Blair and Keith) and just move back to Canada. -sigh-
First of all, we all get live treats to go to the wedding of the mayor and whoever was crazy (of gold digging) enough to marry him. Well, just that wasn't that bad.. if it wasn't from the fact that we were forced to have Mother take care of Wilhelm while we were at the wedding... when we came back, he was dressed as a S.S. officer, little hat, ironcross, swastika and mini gun incuded. They were target practising! He's not even on yet! I think Ellie died for a moment there... Or maybe she had died a while before when we were both forced into the wedding as part of the group of bestman-bridesmaid. Seems like it was out "divine duty" to do so because we had been selected as the Harvest King/Goddess two years ago. Don't ask me what that has to do with anything....
Following that, we went to the Art festival, since, you know, it's Ellie and it's Art... or now that I think of it, I think the art festival was first.... well, they were close enough for me to mix up the order... Point is, we were there when suddenly, the mayor came and snatched both Wilhelm and Rune out of our hands and gave us a lot of money. Seems like he was renting out kids (as welll as two or three others) to play with his own. Seriously? What kind of a crazy person does that. We would have let them play together for free! Well, then again... money is good? Oh, what am I saying, he's going to kill them eventually, I know it. I should go take a life insurance on them -sigh-
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Zemblanity Insomnia Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 21, 2011 10:17 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:45 pm
Entry 6 - Summer 16/Year5
I know thatI do ot make many entries in here, barely one a season, but with everything that happens to me and my family, I just don't have the time to write anything! Oh, trust me, I would love to have more time to write in here, but, at the same time, I suppose I would have less things to write about...
Oh, where to begin with? Let's say the cooking festival.... No, no. I did not enter. God know, not since almost 10 years ago with Kade. Well, more like 5, but you know what I mean. No, I was there just to help out Gran, she hasn't been feeling well lately. I believe Gaston is making twice as many stupid thigns in order to tire her out... Anyhow, I was there to help set up stuff and Keith was helping me and everything and when we were done, we were just sitting, chilling and chatting with Kevin, (oh right, he moved on the island 2 years ago) and before long Conor's joined as well as Kevin's current... boyfriend? Not sure. Something. So, we where just all talking and they basically attacked me with question about Ellie and... Well. I dont want to write about it... but dammit, they were right. It doesn't matter, I still love her more than anything.
Talking about Keith. Him and Connor addopted some children. They are cute! Well, they said they just adopted two, but I could have sworn I saw a third one... Might have been a friend of theirs. Wilhelm seems to be doing well with him. The kid's been good. Usually spend his time at the day care or playing around the house. He's a bit active, but eh, that just means he likes to play a lot. I should put him into a sport once he get into school. I wonder if he'd like Soccer or Basketball... At least he doesn't get kidnapped half as much as Rune... God, I wont even start about it...
...Oh, who am I kidding. Yeah, Rune got kidnapped by the mayor's family again. This time, the Mayor's brother (don't even ask me to spell out his name. What kind of a name is that, anyway?) kidnapped her in order to force to fight his (unkowing) rival for love (who was Shinju's Peter's... mother? Aunt? Lesbian StepMother? I'm not sure...) who didn't even know that he loved her. God that family's ******** up. In the end, I went to pick up Rune who was just at the daycare and let Shinju deal with her own problems. Not that I dont like her or anything, but I'd be killed if I even tried anything so... yeha. Sorry.
You would think that this is all that happened to me in a season.. but there's more! I was going out for drinks with Jacob, but he was busy with some woman so he told me to go wait for him in his room. So, there I was, and before long, who comes it? Kade. Suffice to say, I was surprised and... well, he locked us in the room. Not on purpose, mind you, but he still did it. But eh... It let us have a (very awkward) talk that was long over due... All would have been well after that if Jacob hadn't forgot about us and left us there for over 2 hours....
So, this is all I had to talk about... And I hope it'll be all. Can I just have one calm season? Please? ...
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