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yeah, so i was gonna just sit and complain in my journal like i usually do. then i realized that EVERYONE on the guilt has begun doing this, so i figured, "eh, what the hell." and decided to write it here instead.

well, let's see what's going on in the lovely life of me. my sister has been back home for two weeks and already my family is far into debt thanks to her, she's broken my dad's computer, she's brought our family back into that tense disgusting angry place, and... actually, no. that last reason is a combinatin problem who's fault lies with both her and my dad. oh! i can drive no, though (with a licensed adult of at least 26 years of age.) sadly, when i went out driving and blindly taking directions from my father, he guided me to the local jail and told me, "alright, this is where you're going to be living in a few years. do you want the top floor or bottom?" and proceeded to hyper-critically judge my driving and yell at me the entire rest of the drive. honestly, is it really so bad to drive 48 in a 50 mph road? cuz according to my dad, i was going WAAAY too fast.

uh, in addition to my lovely home situation, i've had hours of school work recently! honestly, the only good that's come from school starting up again is the fact that i see my friends on a daily basis. i may not have classes with all of them, but there's always lunch and afterschool to rely on. oh, and i've started to regret breaking it off with my ex. sadly, she goes to the school on the other side of town now (her mom made her transfer literally because she hated me and my ex's bff so much) and her phone isn't working so i can't smooth talk my way into rekindling our love. much less even to hear about how she's handling this situation. what can i say? i'm the perfect combination of caring friend and stalker ex. haha. right in the middle.

uh, i'm pretty sure no one's bothered reading this far, but in the event that you did, i applaud you. oh, and thank you, of course.

later.

haha, trust me, she is. but the good news is, she's gone now! thank god for college; she's outta my life til christmas.